little steamy warning :)
I heard the door unlock and I saw him standing there in front of me. He was in just a pair of shorts, he was looking hot.
"Hey" I said, I was so ashamed of myself. Though I know I haven't done anything wrong I still felt awful
He grabbed my arm and pulled me into the room. Shutting the door and pushing me back against it. Non of his actions where violent or aggressive just sudden butttt somehow still gentle
"Why did you do that?" He asked his voice soft and hurt
"He kissed me. Sawyer you know I would never" he looked me in the eyes. He knows I wouldn't, he trusts me
"I know, it hurts though Emerson. You've got a past and a sexual history together and it makes me jealous" he was now closer and I was pressed more firmly against the door
"I'm sorry, I'd never hurt you" I could feel his breath on my neck getting heavier. He came closer to me so our lips grazed each other
"You love me?" why this boy gotta doubt every word I say. Dumbass.
"I love you" I exhaled and that was enough for him. He locked our lips and we kissed. It feels like forever since we had been able to do this (alright alright only 4 days but I got needs I'm sorry!)
We made out starting slow, getting slightly more aggressive and intense. He ran his hand from my jaw to my neck briefly wrapping it around then letting go to continue trailing his hand down my body. His hand slipped from my waist round to my ass, pulling me closer to him.
I pushed him off me gently and he stepped back looking me up and down. He took my hand then went and sat on the bed.
I was extremely nervous oh my god
He untucked my T-shirt from my shorts and looked up at me. I nodded and he pulled it up and I took it over my head. He kissed my stomach, my scars, the places where my bruises where starting to heal. His hands started fiddling with the buttons of my short but he got there, the zip came down and he looked at me again.
"Can I?" He said softly and i nodded, he pulled them down leaving me in my underwear. If I was planning on potentially getting railed by one of the hottest guys I've ever seen maybe I'd have worn something sexier than plain cotton underwear with a teddy bear on it but what can you do.
He stood up and I looked down. Holy Jesus that's gonna hurt. I pulled down his shorts and shit that's literally all he was wearing.
Sawyer Cassidy was now naked as fuck.
I was nervous and very much out of practice and I think he could sense my nerves. He sat back down on the bed and pulled me on top to straddle him. He kissed me and i grinded back and forth slightly making his breathing hitch.
"Baby, is this what you want?" He stopped and asked me, holding my face in his hand
"I want this" i definitely fucking want this
"I'll be gentle. We don't have to do anything more than what your comfortable with" he was being cute and respectful and perfect in my opinion
"Sawyer. I want this. Cant you feel how much I want this?" I whisper in his ear as I look down at my lap. He takes his hand and feels me.
"Fuck it" he says before flipping me on my back, pulling my underwear down and slipping his dick inside me and that was something I was so prepared for but unprepared for at the same time.
He went slow at first letting out small moans then started building up the speed, he pinned my arms above my head, whenever I tried to move them down he stopped to look at me whispering "stay still baby' in my ear before getting gradually faster and kissing me regularly. holy fuck :)
we carried on for a little while longer until we finished. The most important part being we forgot to wrap it up. I'm such an idiot.
We cuddled in bed for a while before falling asleep instantly after a long long long long longggggggg day.
<><><><><><><><><><><><>
"Morning beautiful" I hear a raspy voice say. Sawyers of course. I blushed remembering last night
"Good morning" I said turning to face him and planting a kiss in his lips
"How was last night ?" bro I think you know
"Amazing. Was it okay for you?" I'm not very confident in myself ngl.
"Perfect. I'm happy we got the time together just me and you" he said before sitting up and walking naked towards the bathroom. His ass is bigger than mine :'(
I heard the shower turn on and sawyer quietly singing to himself. Maybe I should join him, I really need a shower. I got up from bed and walked into the bathroom quietly so I could surprise sawyer. I took off his T-shirt I was wearing and climbed in. I came face to face with him
"Oh hey" I said casually squeezing past him to get under the water. He looked at me.
"Let me help you with that" he turned me around and started washing my hair. Lathering the shampoo up and gently rubbing my scalp, this was like a massage. He hugged me and kissed my neck then started washing my body down with the shower head, the pressure stung against some of my deeper bruises and I flinched.
"I'm sorry baby" he looked sad. He was staring down at my body analysing all the marks, he looked angry
"I can't believe someone would do this to such a perfect girl" he looked at my tattoo on my arm closely, you could faintly see the deep scars through my tattoo.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. He picked me up and my legs automatically wrapped around his waist. Pleaseeee don't drop me on my ass sawyer
With me still wrapped around him he switched off the shower and climbed out. Sitting me down on the counter and handing me a towel. He left the bathroom I'm assuming to let me get sorted but I didn't have any clothes with me in here so ?
I towel dried my hair. Put on some perfume provided by the hotel and walked out of the room wrapped in my towel to see sawyer clothed and sat on the bed messing around in his phone
"Hey, mom wants us down stairs in 10. I guess she has something planned" he said throwing his phone behind him on the bed and looking up at me. I didn't want to leave this room.
"Awh but I wanna stay here with you" I said walking closer to him "can't we just chill in here today?" I was stood right Infront of him.
"Em were in Hawaii, let's make the most of it" he was fiddling with the bottom of my towel whilst he talked "now come on get ready"
"Alright" I smiled dropping my towel Infront of him
"Emerson. We don't have time" he took a deep breath trying not to stare. I climbed onto his lap and kissed his neck. Moving my hand down to his crotch. I like to tease.
"Stoppppppp I can't handle thissssss" he groaned but he was loving it.
"Alright alright" I went to get up and put on my shorts along with a top of sawyers but as I stood up he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him
"Maybe just quickly" he whisperer before pushing me down on the bed, face down.
hehe ;)
<><><><><><><><><><><><>
"About time, where have you two been" Holly said as we came down the hotel stairs into the lobby
"We overslept mom, won't happen again" sawyer directed to holly. She was used to us sharing a bed at home, she trusted us completely. Little does she know.
I looked around to see all the boys staring at me. I made my way down the line of teenage boys to the end where my eyes set on Sebastian and Avery. They were looking at me, Sebastian looked annoyed and Avery, well for the first time ever I'm not sure I know what emotion he was conveying. He was looking straight past me.
I took my gaze back to Sawyer stood next to me who just so happened to have his gaze fixed on Avery. Now I could definitely tell the emotion he was conveying it was sort of a 'I wanna hit you with my car' look you know ?
"Emerson. Can I talk to you?" Sebastian had appeared next to me. I looked at sawyer before nodding my head and walking off with Sebastian.