We Didn't Have a Choice

By seawrites5

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Coming from rich families, Draco and Blair both had everything they could ever ask for...except love, but hey... More

Prologue
1 - The Arrangement
2 - Welcome to the Dark Side
3 - The Tasks
4 - The "Proposal"
5 - Unbreakable Vow
6 - Off to Hogwarts
7 - The Cabinet
8 - The Incompatible Pair
9 - The Life of a Death Eater
10 - A Failed Attempt
11 - A Sneak Peek
12 - Pressure
13 - I Hear Wedding Bells
14 - I Do
15 - The Marital Bed
16 - I Know You Want Me
17 - I Can't Resist
18 - Nothing Goes Our Way
19 - That Didn't Take Long
20 - Not So Hateful Desires
22 - Back Again
23 - Just Admit It
24 - Confessed
25 - Fulfilled
26 - Thriving
27 - A Not so Good Reward
28 - What Even is Happiness
29 - Here We Go
30 - The New Malfoy
31 - A Disatrous Dinner
32 - Without You
33 - A Negative in Every Positive
34 - Losing Love
35 - A False Realization
36 - Girl Talk
37 - Love Me or Love Me Not
38 - Different Places
39 - Face to Face
40 - Just When Things Get Better
41 - A Break From Our Problems
42 - Back to Reality
43 - Things Only Seem to Worsen
44 - Distractions
45 - And the Distractions Continue
46 - The Annual Ball
47 - Not so Quick
48 - One More Return
49 - The Breaking Point
50 - He Knows
51 - Dear Draco
52 - Understanding One's Story
53 - Staying Happy
54 - Shower Thoughts
55 - Another Bump in the Road
56 - A Different Stance
57 - Polyjuice
58 - Life Without Each Other
59 - The Final Battle
60 - Draco's Beautiful Blair
61 - The Light
62 - We Have a Choice
63 - Free
64 - A Fresh Start
65 - Draco's Nuisances
66 - Happily Ever After

21 - Not in Love You Say

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By seawrites5

I woke up the next morning to the sound of my door opening. Narcissa and my mother's heads poked in and they both wore looks of awe.

"What're you two gawking at?" I mumbled as I rubbed the sleep from my eyes.

The flash of a camera woke me right up and then I realized I was in bed with Draco, and we were cuddled up. Legs tangled up and everything. I went to sit up but Draco's grip tightened.

"Aww!" both the mothers cooed.

I scrambled for my wand so I could lock the door but Draco held me back once again. "Must I punish you again?" he mumbled sleepily.

"Draco," I whispered through clenched teeth, "Our mothers are watching and listening."

He shot up quickly and pushed me off the bed. I landed flat on the floor. I wore Draco's sweatshirt and a pair of underwear. My outfit was completely visible to the mothers.

"Draco! She's pregnant!" Narcissa cried as she hurried to help me up.

"But Cissy look! She's wearing his sweatshirt," my mother gushed as I got back into bed beside an annoyed Draco.

Narcissa sighed happily. "I remember when Lucius and I were first falling in love. Brings back memories."

"We. Aren't. In. Love," Draco said.

"This picture says otherwise," Narcissa said, holding up the polaroid of Draco and I cuddled up together. I felt a small blush creep onto my cheeks as I looked at the picture.

"Out."

"Don't speak to your mother like that, Mr. Malfoy," I said, making sure I drawled over his name in a seductive tone.

He pulled the blanket over his lap and shifted awkwardly. "Why're you here?" he asked in a polite tone.

Narcissa gave me a smile before speaking to Draco. "I wanted to see how my daughter-in-law and future grandbaby are doing, but I'm slightly concerned considering you just pushed them off the bed!"

"Instincts. Now can you go? I'd like to shower before I head back to Hogwarts."

"We're leaving?" I asked slightly panicked. I hadn't really planned on going back just yet.

"No. Only Draco. He needs to work on the Cabinet. We'll send you back after spring break," my mother explained.

I felt my stomach drop. I looked at Draco who was clambering out of bed. I didn't want him to leave. I actually really enjoyed having him around...

"Aw! Is Blair gonna miss me?" Draco said in a teasing way.

I realized I was pouting towards Draco but I quickly replaced that with a sneer. "No. Now I get a bed to myself without you being latched onto me."

He smirked at me and I saw a twinkle in his eye...like he was actually happy for once.

"Well, we better be on our way, right Val?" Narcissa said to my mother.

"Yep. Don't do anything too crazy!" she exclaimed as she and Narcissa hurried out the door.

Draco shook his head laughing as he pulled off his shirt. "Enjoy last night?"

"It was okay."

"Only okay?" he seethed, walking over to me.

I smirked. "Mhm."

"Come here."

He had stopped at the foot of the bed. I slipped out of bed and went to saunter towards him, but my legs went weak and I collapsed at his feet.

"That's what I thought," he said cooly as he walked to the bathroom.

-

About fifteen minutes later the bathroom door opened and out walked Draco in only a towel. I felt my mouth drop as he ran a hand through his wet hair.

"Yes?"

I clamped my mouth shut and sat back on the bed which I had only just managed to pull myself into because of my weak legs.

I could see him biting back a smile as he approached me. My eyes landed on his stomach which was very toned. He stood before me and I couldn't help but reach out and touch his sculpted abs.

He chuckled and I felt his abs tighten. "All yours."

I watched dazedly as he dropped his towel. I had to stop myself from crawling across the bed to him. He slowly slipped on his boxers, then his trousers, followed by his button-up shirt and blazer.

"You've got a little bit of drool right there," he said, but I wasn't listening. I was too busy admiring him in a black suit.

"Blair."

"Hm?"

He pulled me over to him so my legs were dangling off the bed. He stood between them and he stared down at me.

"I said you have a bit of drool."

My cheeks flushed red and he chuckled as he wiped it off my lips, somehow doing it in a sexy way.

"I'll see you for break," he murmured in a flirty tone making me wonder if he actually hated me, too.

I nodded and he walked to the door. "And don't do anything stupid to the baby," he said before walking out.

I flopped back onto the bed. Crap. I've completely forgotten I'm actually pregnant...and Draco and I weren't necessarily the most gentle last night.

-

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"There you are! Where have you and Blair been?" Blaise asked me.

"Edward Estate. She's still there...not that it's any of your business though."

"Why? Is she ever coming back?"

I looked around to make sure no one was listening. "She's pregnant," I murmured in a low whisper.

"And how do you feel about it?"

I shrugged. "I'm actually not that mad anymore. We worked things out last night so I'm feeling a lot better."

"Please have mercy on that poor baby," Blaise mumbled as we walked over to Pansy.

"Baby? What baby?" she said quickly.

"Blair's pregnant," said Blaise.

Her face froze. "How do you two know?" she asked nervously.

"You and Blair aren't exactly the quietest when it comes to talking, but I talked to Blair and we're keeping it."

"She's gonna kill me! She'll think I told!" Pansy whined.

"Relax. I'm pretty sure she has other things on her mind," I said, a warm feeling rising in my stomach as I thought about the previous night.

"When is she coming back?" Pansy asked.

"Spring break."

"Ugh, that's like 3 months away."

"You can live without her till then. Besides, you've got me!" Blaise said, wrapping his arm around her waist.

They shared a quick glance and then Blaise gave me a look and I nodded knowingly. He led her away down the hall and gave me a thumbs-up as he went.

-

I sat in the Room of Requirement silently as I waited for the bird to return. I finally had luck with an apple, so I was using a bird.

I looked down at my hands. On my left ring finger, was the wedding ring. I spun it around my finger gently as I thought of Blair - the girl I had so desperately wanted to give herself up to me. The girl who vowed to hate me,  but doesn't seem to do so anymore...I said I would hate Blair too. I said I would never fall in love. That I've been brainwashed into not believing it was real, but those things are definitely not true anymore.

And the baby. The second she said she might be pregnant, I said I wouldn't stick around, but all this time, I hadn't realized I've loved it...and also its mother, and for quite some time.

Basically, I didn't know much at this time, but I did know that I was undoubtedly falling in love with Blair Rosalie Malfoy.

A thump came from the cabinet and a wave of stress washed back over me. I took a deep breath before opening the cabinet and when I did, my stomach dropped. The bird lay inside.

Dead.

The exact fate Blair and I will suffer when we fail to complete this task.

The exact fate Blair and I have and will put to hundreds if not thousands of innocent people because we're Death Eaters.

The exact fate Blair and I didn't get to have a say in because we didn't have a choice.

I realized I was crying. The stress of the tasks has become overbearing and I'm alone right now. I don't have Blair to mess around with, I can't go to Blaise or Pansy because they're slowly falling in love, I can't go to Astoria because I'm a married man now and I'm loyal, and I can't go to Dumbledore. He's one of the most powerful wizards of our time and the Dark Lord is afraid of him. Dumbledore would know exactly what to do, but I'm tasked to murder him, so obviously I can't go to him.

The only reason I'm fulfilling these horrid tasks is to keep Blair and our families alive...and our baby.

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