-Present Day-
"Don't you bring up what happened yesterday! It's all a lie! You thought that was love? You idiot" Even my words hurts me... I don't want to do this, but if Mina will do this kind of things all the time then this relationship will not work... I hate toxicity
"No! Don't you lie to me! You said you love me, why can't you say it now?"
"I didn't love you, what are you talking about?"
"You didn't love me? Then what was yesterday? A childish foreplay?" her sad face turned into an angry face "Did you just use me? Bringing up Yuta in the picture... And crying in front of me while talking about her dead parents–"
I slapped her "Don't you dare talk to my parents like that" my nose was fuming
"Then don't talk to me... I'm fine by myself anyway" she was walking away "Oh... And here's the key, you left it in the car earlier" she tossed me the keys
"Don't you want to take the car home? I'll drive you" Even though I'm mad at her... I still don't want her to forget that I still care for her
"No need... I'll take a cab" then she closed the door on me
"I should've fought for her there..."
I went upstairs, to the bedroom... Obviously, crying and guilty
I sat on the floor and think about her instantly
"Should I call or text her? I already miss her"
I grabbed my phone on my pocket and looked at my contacts... She's there... "Minari"
After phasing back and forth, I decided not to contact her and do myself something productive
I opened my storage room and pulled out my empty canvases and my brushes
I arranged the cans of paint and the stand
I drew rough sketches on my notebook but no... No inspiration, no emotion, no life
I mostly drew a person walking away...
She's walking away...
"Argh! Fuck it!"
I threw the pencil and grabbed my phone, I immediately texted Mina
To Minari:
Hey
"What the fuck... Did I just sent that?"
No replies after a few minutes
I stared at the screen of my phone... I don't know why she's not responding, is she that angry at me?
To Minari:
Hey Minari
Did you got home safely?
Please talk to me
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to hurt you
Minari set her nickname to Mina
To Mina
Are you still mad?
Mina set your nickname to Chaeyoung
To Mina
I'm sorry
From Mina:
I can't believe you
To Mina:
Hey
It's evening, have you eaten dinner yet?
I haven't
From Mina:
Eat your fucking girlfriend instead of talking to me, you dumbass
To Mina:
I can't
I don't have any
From Mina:
Your funny
Go fuck yourself
To Mina:
I was just scared
The thought of losing you
The thought of you being with someone breaks my heart
I'm not saying this so that you would come back to me, I'm just saying what I want to say before you totally leave me because I know... I know that you still love me and I do too, I still love you too
I'm just going to say this again one more time, please don't come back to me anymore, crying or not
Maybe delete this phone number on your contacts, I'll do the same
And don't ever accept me again, I lied to you and I've hurt you
I'm sorry
I love you
From Mina:
I'll go back to Japan in a week
I've already booked my flight
I will still go to school for maybe 3-4 days
Change seats with somebody if you don't want sitting next to me
Seen
I'm happy and sad at the same time...
Let's get back to normal... Back to basics... Same old day, same old me
-Time Skip-
I woke up with somebody banging on my door
"That's probably Tzuyu"
I slept on the couch last night, I still haven't changed the bed sheets
"Tzuyu?" I called on who's on the door
"Yah! We're going to be late!"
My eyes widen as she yells at me, I opened the door and let her in
I took a quick shower and dressed up as fast as I could
"Come on let's go" I placed my bag on my back "Hey Tzuyu, want to go for a ride this time?" I asked her opening the door of the car
"You have a car? All this time?" she immediately gets in and we drove in like 2 minutes
I parked and we booked it, running through the hallways
Fortunately, we are not late at all
We seperated to our lockers
I was walking in the hallway when somebody talked to me "Hey, Chaeyoung..." that's a male voice but I don't know who it is, I turned around to look who it was and it was Jeno "Are you two okay now? Or are you two still fighting"
"Uhh... Uhmm... It's good, we are good. Don't worry about it" I grabbed my books and we started walking towards my classroom
"Are you sure? I was walking past your house yesterday when I saw Mina came out of your house while crying"
"Uhh... It's misunderstandings, we fight a lot"
"Hmm... I guess, couples do have misunderstandings and fights but they always conquer it together... She's great Chaeyoung, you should cherish her and make her feel that you love her very much"
"Y-yes... I'll do that"
"By your facial expression, you're sad and nervous... Don't get too emotional, sometimes when you get too carried away, you will do a thing that you don't have control over... Calm yourself and always think positively, you can overcome this Chaeyoung... Fighting!" then he left
I was standing in front of the classroom door thinking of what he just said
"Calm? I do need to be that"
"You just gonna stand there?" another male voice spoke to me
I looked behind me to see Kyungsoo "Oh... Uhmm... I was just spacing out"
"Obviously, you have a problem" then we went inside
I instantly looked for Mina inside the room, if she is still in her seat or changed her seat
"Good morning Somi, is Nayeon around?" Kyungsoo asked Somi
"Uhmm... She's not going to class today"
"Huh? Why? Did she tell you?"
"She texted me that she's in YJY Restaurant"
"I think she's on a date right now" I said
"You can say that, Jeongyeon-unnie takes care of Nayeon very well" Somi daydreamed
"O-okay" Kyungsoo left and sit on his desk
I scouted for Mina, but she's not here... I sat on my desk and waited for our teacher to come
"Kyungsoo" I called "Why were you asking if Nayeon was around?"
"Well... Uhmm... I own h-her something, I borrowed s-some m-money from her I was going to p-pay h-her t-today but it seems like she don't so I'll just k-keep the money for now"
"Okay... You're not stuttering at all, I know that your not lying to me" I said sarcastically
"Ha ha funny! Go fuck yourself" he glared at me
"Yah! You're too young to curse, dumbass!" we laughed
"But why would I stop if I love doing it?"
"You gotta leave and let go of that love, bro" I placed my hand on his shoulder
"Speaking of love, Chaeyoung-ah, are you in a relationship now?" he asked me out of nowhere
"I—" I got cut off
"No"