*the next morning*
I opened my eyes slowly.
Wilbur wasn't next to me. I got a notification from my phone.
Unknown
I miss you
You
Shut the fuck up you crazy ass bitch
Unknown
In a bad mood?
You
No. Your just so annoying
I sighed and walked over to the kitchen to get breakfast.
"Good morning, Y/n." Wilbur said. He smiled and gave me some tea.
"Good morning." I sighed. I didn't mean to sound so rude.
"What's wrong?"
Should I tell him? Should I? Tubbo knows about it. So.. ugh! No but I don't want to worry him. But it's really worrying me.
"Eh, nothing. Just tired." I lied.
"Hm. Okay." He said.
We went upstairs and decided to stream for a little.
"Hey guys!" I tried to sound energetic.
"Are you sure your alright.. you sound tired." Wilbur whispered.
"I said I'm fine. Thank you." I told him.
User173547: WOOOOO ANOTHER LIVE!!
User18464: YOOOO HEYYYY WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING TODAY??
"Oh, well uh. We can do a QnA, we can play some music, um-"
I got another notification.
"Hold on- I-I'll be back." I said.
"You okay?" Wilbur grabbed my hand. ON LIVE.
"Uh- yeah.. yeah I'm fine." I said.
I ripped away from his hand and shut myself into the bathroom.
Unknown
Please talk to me, doll.
You
Can you please just shut the fuck up already? Like I literally hate you. Please. I don't love you. Just leave me, and my friends alone.
Unknown
No need to say that. Nothing you say will stop me. Don't make me come back. I'm always with you. You know that he doesn't care about you.
You
Who.
Unknown
Will.
You
Yes he does.
Unknown
How do you know?
You
I can just tell. I can see it in his eyes.
Unknown
I love you
I punched the wall in anger.
Shit. We are live. He probably heard it. the live probably heard it.
"Y/n?!" Wilbur yelled.
I bit my nails. Shit. Shit.
"Y/n?" Wilbur was pounding on the door.
I opened it quickly and put my phone in my pocket.
"Are you okay? What's going on?" He asked.
"I just- accidentally.. uh. I just punched the wall." I admitted.
"Why would you punch the wall?" He asked.
"Uh- I just.. I just- I don't know." I laughed it off.
"Okay.." he laughed.
We sat down again.
User1749563: is y/n okay??
User184749: what happened?
User93647: what happened to y/n??
"I just punched the wall." I laughed.
I felt uneasy. I just- I just was so tired. And Carter is texting me. It's just- ugh.
User194747: so are you guys doing a Q&A??? <3
"Yeah, sure. Y/n? Want to?" Wilbur said.
"Uh, yeah." I replied.
Wilbur grabbed my hand. But our hands were under the desk, so no one could see it.
Donation: YOOOO ARE YOU GUYS DATING SORRY I JUST HEARD A BUNCH OF RUMORS
"Uh.." Wilbur looked at me.
We didn't really prepare- do we want this public?
"I don't know." I said.
Wait shit. That sounds suspicious.
"Yeah, um. No." Wilbur said.
I took a deep breath.
Donation: Are you guys planning anything cool for your channels?
"Yeah, yeah. Just- probably after Christmas." Wilbur said.
"Yeah- same."
Donation: how many people have you both kissed?
"Um.. guys." I laughed.
"I'll only say one. Cause I'm proud of it." Wilbur laughed.
"Okay yeah. I'll say one too. Wait no- that sounds- it's not- just so we both say one- you know.. right chat-" I laughed.
Wilbur laughed at me.
Donation: how many people have you guys dated.
Dang these are really personal. Uh..
"Um. Two." I said.
"I'm only going to say, 1. Again." Wilbur said.
He gripped my hand tighter, assuring that he was here.
Donation: whats your body count?? LOL SORRY BHAHA also can you say hi to my friend *****
My heart dropped.
"Okay- chat. I think we should stop with these questions." Wilbur said.
I couldn't speak. No words came out. Flashbacks are all that filled my head.
I let go of Wilbur's hand and took a deep breath.
"Chat, we are going to go send you guys off to Phil!! Go watch him and have a wonderful day!" Wilbur exclaimed.
Flashbacks. The flashbacks were so visible. Carter- he's a monster. I hate him. I hate him.
"Y/n. Are you-" Wilbur said.
"No! No.. I'm not-" my voice broke. And I felt tears in my eyes.
"Y/n, he's not here."
I broke down in tears. "But he is! He is here!" I cried. I threw my phone on my bed.
Will picked up my phone, he read through ALL of the text messages Carter sent me.
"Will-"
He put his finger up.
His eyes moved from left to right.
"What the fuck." He said.
"Will- it's nothing." I sighed.
"What do you mean, 'it's nothing'?"
"I-I don't know."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I-I don't know.. I wanted to.. I-I just.. I don't know." I said.
He took a deep breath. "How long has this been going on?"
"I-I don't know.. he just started texting me this morning after a couple weeks." I told him.
"Y/n. Why didn't you tell me." Wilbur sighed.
"I- I can't let you get hurt. If you knew I was just scared that you would.. you would get hurt. I care about you." I said.
Tears flowed down my cheeks.
"Y/n. I will die for you. I don't care if he can kill me in a split second. Your everything to me. I would do anything for you. I feel so special knowing that you care about me that much. But I am here for you." He told me.
He hugged me tightly.
"Will- I can't let you get hurt." I said again.
"Y/n. I would rather die then you ever have to feel any type of pain again."
I hugged him back.
"I-I just.. don't want to go back." I cried.
*Wilbur's POV*
That bitch. I hate that fucking bitch. Carter. He is a horrible person.
"I-I just.. don't want to go back." They cried.
"You won't. I promise. I'm here." I assured them.
They're still scared. I feel horrible. How could someone ever do that to someone? What the fuck is wrong with him!
I felt Y/n get heavier. I think they cried themself to sleep. I picked them up and sat them down on the bed.
The curled themself up in a ball.
Fuck him. I just- If I ever see him again, I will punch him. I will. No matter where we are. I will. I hate that guy. He put Y/n through so much shit. And took away so many things.
I picked up my phone and texted Tubbo.
Me
Hey, dude. So I think we might be a little late.
Tubbo
We watched your live. What happened?
Me
Y/n has just been hiding something. And just had a panic attack. They are asleep right now.
Tubbo
Was it something to do with like someone texting them? Because I have been really worried about that.
Me
You knew?
Tubbo
Yeah. I'm sorry. They didn't want you to know because you already worry about them so much. I would've told you, but they asked me not to.
Me
I just wish I would've known.
Tubbo
Wilbur. They really care about you. And I'm so sick of Carter terrorizing them.
Me
Me too. They are literally curled up in a ball.
Tubbo
Was it that bad?
Me
Yes.
Tubbo
Well, text me when you are coming. Cya.
I turned my phone off and grabbed a bag for Y/n. I packed a pair of PJs into it for tonight. I packed their toothbrush, and hairbrush too.
Then I went to my room and packed my things.
I went back into their room, picked up their bag, and took both of our bags to the front door. Then I went back upstairs.
Y/n got a notification from their phone.
I picked up their phone and clicked the message.
It better not be-
Unknown
Come home
Y/n
I am home.
I replied for them.
Unknown
No you aren't. They don't care about you. They hate you. And you know you believe it.
Y/n
Call me.
I ran downstairs and rushed outside.
Carter started calling.
I answered.
"Carter." I said.
"Will! How are you?" Carter said through the phone.
"Don't 'how are you' me. Stop texting Y/n." I said.
"You can't stop me. Y/n loves me."
"Are you fucking kidding me. They do not love you. They hate you. Everyone hates you."
"Bitch."
"Psycho." I shot back.
"Fuck you. They'll be mine. Even if I have to come there and do it myself."
"You will not be stepping a foot, on our property. You've caused Y/n nothing but pain."
"Love. Nothing but love."
"Ew! Oh my god. You are an absolute monster." I yelled.
"And what are you gonna do? Y/n doesn't know how to express their feelings! They don't love you!" He yelled.
"So what if they don't love me. At least I can respect that."
"Yeah. And your gonna have too. Because they love me."
"You are so ignorant, man." I said.
"I'm not. I'm just right."
"Okay- that's it. Stop texting Y/n. Don't step anywhere on our road. Don't try to come here. Your over. Your horrible."
I hung up the phone.
I am so sick of that bastard.
I went back inside and blocked the number.
I went back upstairs to check on y/n. They were opening their eyes.
*Your POV*
I woke up. I quickly turned over in fear that Carter was next to me.
"Hey! He's not here." Wilbur sat next to me.
I took a deep breath.
"Thank you." I said.
"Y/n." Wilbur said.
I looked at him and sat up. He held my hand.
"I'm going to protect you. No matter what cost." He told me.
"Will- no." I sighed.
"Y/n! Listen! You are the most important thing to me! I- I hate seeing him terrorize you. I will keep you safe." He said.
I smiled faintly.
I can't let him die. I can't let him die because of me.
I care about him so much. He's everything to me too. I just- I don't know how to say it.
I hugged him. "I can't lose you." I said.
"Y/n. Your happiness, is so important to me."
I hugged him tighter. He hugged me back.
We sat in the hug for what seemed like forever.
How do you tell someone you love them? I don't know what love feels like. Sure. But I feel like I do now. Right? I wish I could be with him forever.
"I love you.." I whispered under my breath.
"What?" Wilbur said.
*he actually didn't hear you. like I know I'm the author- but I just have to say.. HOW THE FRICK DID HE NOT HEAR YOU- okay BYE-😭🤚*
"Nothing. Your important to me." I said.
We eventually stop hugging and go downstairs.
"I packed our bags to go." He said.
"Aw, thank you." I said.
"No problem. And hey, if you panic at all, I'll be there too." He smiled.
We picked up our bags and walked to their house. We knocked on the door.
"Hey guys!" Dream said as he welcomed us in.
"Hey!" Wilbur said.
He put his arm around my shoulder as we walked in and sat our things down.
"So. How are you guys?" Sapnap asked.
"We're okay." Wilbur replied.
"Hey y/n!" Nina yelled.
She hugged me. I couldn't hug her back.
"Hey.." I said.
"Why so down?" She asked.
"Oh, just tired.. that's all." I laughed.
"Okay! Well here look, tonight everyone wanted to watch a barbie movie." Nina laughed. She dragged me over to the living room.
"W- a barbie movie?" I asked.
"Yeah.." she sighed.
"But hey! It's your favorite!" Sapnap yelled over.
"Yep! They picked out our favorite. From when we were kids." She laughed.
Everyone decided that we all wanted pizza and Clay ordered it.
*15 minutes pass by, the pizza is here.*
We all took a slice of pizza and sat down on the couch.
I made sure I sat next to Wilbur.
Nina sat on the other side of me.
"I love pizza." I said.
"Same! It's so good." Nina agreed.
"So, y/n and Will. What were you guys doing yesterday?" Sapnap asked.
I turned around slowly at Will. We made eye contact. Then I looked back.
"Why'd you two look at each other like that?" Tommy asked.
"Uh... we just- we just watched movies." Wilbur said.
"Hm. Okay... are you sure?" Nina laughed.
"Yep. Movies." I said.
"What movies?" Tubbo asked.
"Uh- onward!" I yelled.
I looked back at Will. "Yeah- Uh- um.. Hamilton! And uh- and.. uhm."
There was a slight pause.
"And Um. And the nutcracker!" I said.
"The nutcracker? The barbie one?" Sapnap asked.
"Yep." I said.
"Are you sure the night Tubbo and I weren't at the house.. your weren't doing something-"
"STOP RIGHT THERE TOMMY." I yelled.
"Okay! Okay! Just bringing it up!" .. "did you actually-"
"NO!" We both yelled.
Wow. Just wow.
We turned on the movie and laughed about all of the unrealistic parts.
"Barbie is just built different." Sapnap said.
We all laughed.
It was nice being around my friends again. After everything that has happened today, it was nice to just relax.
I felt so safe around them. And especially around Will. I feel so amazing to know that he cares about me. And that Carter is just lying- to get into my head.. yet. It worked. And that scares me.
*movie finishes*
"Can we watch another one?" Sapnap asked.
*Wilbur's POV*
"NO!" Everyone yelled. Except for Y/n.
"Well then what are we going to do?" George asked.
"We could go live- wait but Clay.." Tubbo sighed.
"I can stand outside the door, or just be out of frame." Dream laughed.
"Oh okay! Then yeah! We can go live! Y/n?" Tubbo said.
Y/n was staring blankly to the floor.
"Y/n?" Sapnap said.
No reply.
"Uh.. Y/n?" Nina repeated.
"Y/n?" Tommy said.
Still no reply.
Nina grabbed y/n's hand.
Y/n flinched.
"Uh- y/n? Are you okay?" Nina chuckled.
"..yeah." Y/n sighed. They looked over at me and laid back against the back on the couch.
"Live- um. Yeah we can go live." They sighed. They were playing with their hands.
I took one of their hands and held it.
We all walked into Sapnap's room and went live on his account.
"Hey guys!" Sapnap said.
Nina and Clay were out of frame.
I was right next to Y/n, if anything happens I can help them.
"Hey!!" Tubbo yelled.
User93647: WOOOOOOOAHHHH WHAT
User294733: POGCHAMPPP WAIT THIS IS SO COOL
User0846362: YOO YOU ARE ALL TOGETHER!
"Yep." George laughed.
"Guess what guys?" Tommy said to the chat.
User92646: WHATTT
"Dream is right there." Tommy pointed to Dream out of the camera.
User03746478: WHAT WHAT WAIT
We all laughed.
We mostly just talked to the chat the whole time. And nothing bad really happened? I hope.
We ended the live and went downstairs to do our own things.
Nina, Tubbo, Tommy, and Clay hung out in the living room trying to figure out a board game. Sapnap and George were trying to get us all drinks. And I was with Y/n at the front door hallway.
"Y/n. Are you doing okay?" I asked.
They stayed looking away.
"Y/n. It's okay, if not." I assured them.
They looked at me. I could see the pain in their eyes, and it breaks my heart.
I embraced them in a hug. "It's okay. I'm right here." I said.
I hate that Carter ever met them. I wish I would've known. I could have helped. I could have done something to of had that never happen.
"I'm scared.." they admitted.
I sighed. I hate to see them this way.
"Don't be scared. I'm right here with you. I can protect you." I told them.
"Yeah. I know. That's what scares me." They let go of the hug.
"What?"
"The fact that you can get hurt because of me.. just scares me. I want you to be okay. I don't want you to have to worry about me." They told me.
I grabbed their hands.
"Your worth all of the worrying. If I have to worry for the rest of my life- I will." I told them.
They sighed. "But Will- I don't want you too. I care about you to much to have you worry about me." They said.
"Y/n. I want you to stop thinking about that. Okay?" I placed my hand on their cheek.
"But-"
"No buts. I am going to protect you. I won't let him come close to you. Okay? I-"
I wanted to tell them that I love them. I want to do bad. But.. I think that could be overwhelming.
"You- what?" They asked.
"I was just going to say that I'd give up anything for you. And that you'll be safe with me." I saved myself.
They hugged me. "Please.. don't get hurt." They said.
"I'll do my best."
"Will- I am not going to let you get hurt. This is my fault." They said.
"No. Now, it's not only your problem. Now, we are in this together. And we will find our way out of it." I said.
I could still see how scared they were.
"Breathe." I told them.
They took a deep breath and smiled faintly.
I held their hand and we walked back into the living room.
"Where were you two?" Nina laughed.
"Making out." Tubbo sighed.
"We were not." Y/n laughed.
"Then what were you doing?" Tommy teased.
"We were literally talking about video ideas." I chuckled.
We sat down and picked our characters for the game.
*we all play the board game and Dream wins.*
"You have got to be fucking joking." Tommy said.
"I'm not! *dream wheezes* I won!"
"Damn it!" Nina yelled.
I looked over to my side. Y/n was sleeping on a pillow.
"Shhh!! Y/n is sleeping!" Tubbo whisper-yelled.
"Let's wake them up-" George laughed.
"No- they've had a long day." I said.
Everyone shrugged it off. I picked Y/n up and I laid them down on the couch carefully. I covered them up with a blanket.
"Aw. Such a good boyfriend." Sapnap teased.
I snapped my head back. "What?"
"You two have to be together." George sighed. "We all can tell."
"Um.. *clears throat* well, no.. actually." I chuckled.
"But you guys are so close! And Wilbur you've said so many times that you like them. Why not?" Clay added.
"I'm just not sure if their ready. I just- want to give them time."
"You really care about them. Don't you?" Nina said.
"Yeah.. I do."
Nina smiled and nodded. "Don't tell them I told you this. But they told me they like you too. A lot."
"Will- tell them." Tubbo said.
"Tell us what?" Nina asked.
I sighed. "Well, you all probably can guess it. But we are.. kind of.. dating." I told them.
Nina's jaw dropped and she shrieked with excitement.
I laughed at her reaction.
I sat next to y/n and Clay turned off the lights.
Nina and Clay sat next to each other. Nina put her head on Clay's shoulder. "When are you going to ask me on a date?" Nina asked.
"Nina. Oh my gosh." Clay wheezed. I could tell he was trying to be quiet.
"Fine. Don't then." Nina sighed.
"Fine, will you go on a date with me?" Clay asked.
"No. You- Yes I will." Nina laughed.
"HEY YOU TWO." George whisper-screamed. "Nina. Off my man's shoulder."
We all bursted out laughing.
"He is not your man." Nina shot back.
"Tell that to the shippers." Sapnap laughed.
The mood died down a bit and y/n sat up.
"It's still night time, idiot." I said.
They yawned and laid on my chest.
"Y/n?" I said quietly.
"Yeah.." they yawned again.
"Good night. Sleepyhead." I chuckled.
"Good night, dummy." They whispered.
*everyone fell asleep*
{} hey guys! I hope you liked this chapter! I might not be publishing AS much! But don't worry, I'll still be publishing pretty frequently. Make sure to go eat and drink! Go check out my other story 'What needs to go' and I hope you have a good day/night. I really enjoy writing these chapters, and I hope you guys enjoy reading them. Also, just a quick side note- I don't live in the UK so I don't really know what's there, and what isn't. I hope you understand. But after all, sadly.. this is just imagining. So, just enjoy it and don't focus on the stuff that's "wrong" you know? Once again, go eat and drink something!! Love you all. Xx. {}