Raelynn pov
I grab my bag and walk out the locker room and see randy standing there waiting for me.
I smile a little and walk over to him.
"Let's go, I want us to talk" he told me and I nod.
He grabs my hand and we walk out the arena and to the car.
"What's up with you?" He asked me when he started driving.
"Nothing" I shrugged. He huffs at me and don't say anything else.
I stare out the window
I know why I'm upset but I'm not ready to admit that.
Randy deserves the truth though and I know he's upset too.
We get to the hotel and get out the car and walk inside.
It's like two strangers right now.
We didn't hold hands or look at the other and he took the stairs for some reason while I got in the elevator.
I make it to the room and randy comes walking up behind me.
I open the door and we walk inside.
I sit my bag down and sit down on the couch.
He walks to the bathroom and I hear the shower start.
He looks at me before he close the door.
I sigh and look around the room before I get up and walk to the bathroom door.
I lay against it for a second before I walk in.
He turns and look at me threw the door of the shower.
I keep eye contact with him as I take off my clothes.
He opens the door and I step inside.
I close it behind me, I can feel the hot water going down my back.
I wrap my arms around him.
"I'm sorry" I start as he kiss my cheek.
"I just feel bad because we lost a baby that we didn't even know about and I feel like I failed at the one job I have as a woman" I say and cry a little.
"We can always try again and you didn't fail, your amazing Raelynn, everything you do is amazing and you try your best and I'm sure our baby would have been so happy to have you as a mom" he told me.
I nod and try to get closer to him.
"What about you?" I ask "I feel bad and it makes me sad a little bit but I have to be strong for you" he said.
I shake my head and kiss him "you don't have to be strong all the time randell, it's ok to be sad and angry even" I said and he glare at me a little "I'm not sorry for calling you randell either" I smirk and he laughs.
He leans down and kiss me.
That night we made hot and steamy love in the shower.