"SUPERMODEL"
my skin turned pale, and yellow,
my hairs getting thin,
and falling out in chunks in the shower,
i'm to weak to get out of bed,
and my curves disappear more everyday.
but i look like the models now right? -L
"I WISH"
i wish i wasn't cold.
i hate being cold.
i wanna be warm again.
i wish i wasn't getting thin hair.
i hate thin hair.
i wanna have thick hair again.
i wish i wasn't pale.
i hate being pale.
i wanna be tan again.
i wish i was starving.
i hate starving.
i wanna be thin again.
-L
"BLUE EYES"
i always hated my blue eyes.
i know everyone wants blue eyes,
but mine have a tint of hazel in the middle, with a muddy blueish green color that's gets away with being blue because of the dark blue outline. my eyes are muddy and forgettable.
but my family has eyes that people have to look twice at because they are the most truest, purest dark blue you will ever see. they remind people of the dark ocean in a storm.
but people never even looked once at mine.
until you. that's what i'll never understand. -L
"GRAPE GUM"
no one really cared
that i
"wasn't hungry" ,
no one thought twice when
i said that i
felt dizzy or
maybe why i was.
but you understand.
finally,
someone to share my
grape gum with.
-L
"HEADACHE"