Liah POV
Don't get me wrong i kinda like the dude his cute and everything but it's just not me, i don't feel like myself around him, I'm a dominate person and just the thought of being submissive to someone else is cringy asf, and i don't like taking dick up my vagina it's weird and uncomfortable and for personal reasons i can't. I like to take charge, i want to be the male in a relationship so i guess that's kinda why i consider myself gay cuz i know no straight man is gonna let me fuck them and to be honest i'm ok with that, now i'm not saying i won't be with him if his willing to make that sacrifice for me, cuz i want to see my partner in a sexy ass maid dress once in a while, and it's been 2 weeks since we went out to eat and meet his daughter and it's honestly gonna kill me if he leaves because i'm already so attache to his little girl she's so sweet and she likes spending time with me she evens calls me Budda and that's so cute, i'm gonna miss her when they leave but i made up my mind to talk to him about it today cuz i don't wanna keep feeling like shit and he deserves to know.
Right now i'm waiting for him to pick up the phone cuz his taking to long it's already on the 4 th ring but eventually he did
Me: why you look mad?
David: cuz i am
Me: and why is that?
David: cuz of you dumb ass
Me: watch yo mouth and what did i do?
David:*role eyes* you been egnoring me for 2 weeks you only called me 3 times during those two weeks and you was talking to Kayla the whole time like this shit mad fool mane
Me:*sigh* look i'm sorry but i needed time to think and to process all of this cuz it all happened so fast that i didn't have time to think things through, i sorry.
David: it's ok, i completely understand
Me: and look we need to talk i need to make some things straight are you free right now
David: yeah i'm free and just gimme yo address i'm already in my car
Me: ok i'mma send it to you
David: k bye
Me: bye see you later
I text him my address and i'm not even gonna hold you i'm nervous asf cuz i don't how his gonna take this, that's one main reason why i don't mess with straight men cuz they have this thing with they masculinity and it's just to much, i just hope he takes this well cuz ion got time to be arguing with nobody.
It's been 30 minutes and i heard a knock on my door i already knew who it was but i had to make sure cuz i'm not tryna be that no brain having ass that just opened the door and get punched in the face or something you know what i'm talking about
"Who is it" i asked
"It's me David" He said with a slight attitude i was gon check him but i let it slide
I opened the door and he just walked in like this his house not even saying hi fucking rude ass
"hi to you to Mr.David"
He just rolled his eyes, shawty got an attitude for no reason he better check himself for i do it for him, he went to sit on the couch and i sat in front of him
"so what you wanted to talk about" this time his attitude was over the top and i wasn't liking it
"Get up and get out and come back in when you fixed yo stank ass attitude cuz ion know who the fuck you think you talking to like that"
"bruh come on ion have time for this shit, hurry up and speak"
I just look at him up and down and start chuckling cuz he was kinda cute i'm not even gonna lie
" The fuck is you chuckling for? "
I slowly got up and walked in front of him i bend down and some how i was still towering over him I guess that make sense cuz i'm taller then him by 5 inches, i grab him by the neck and swolly approach his face close to mines
"lemme tell you something, watch yo mouth when you talking to me ok i'm not yo child, ion know who tf pissed in yo cereal but you not gon give that fucking attitude of yours, pipe down" I said pushing his face closer to mine to point where our lips was almost touching and adding more pressure on his neck
"Do you understand me"
He was just looking at me with this unreadable expression on his face
"i not gonna repeat myself do you understand me David"
He slowly but surely nob his head at me
"y- y- yes"
"Good"
I got up and went to sit back on the couch in front of him i rub my face with my hand
"So what was it you wanted to talk about" he ask with a much more acceptable tone
"so your not gonna like it, but ion think we can make this work"
"why?, am i the problem?"
"no it's not you, it's me, i'm not comfortable with you i don't feel like i'm being myself and i worked so hard just to find myself and who i really was and to not feel like i'm being myself around you don't sit right with me"
"And why don't you feel like you're not being yourself?"
"I don't like the role that we are playing in this non-relationship thing, i'm a domination person i don't like playing the female role in a relationship, i'm an aggressive person and in bed i'm top not bottom, i can't be with a straight male cuz i like grabbing my partner's ass do some real inappropriate shit with them, and sometimes i wanna see em with a sexy dress on, you can't give me David and I'm not tryna be in a relationship with someone who can't satisfy me i'm gonna be fucking miserable at least if you was bisexual or have some femininity it would probably work i don't see us together and with my personality it's gonna be very hard"
I look at him and he was looking at me, i couldn't read him cuz he was making it very heard to do, ion know is his ready to make such a big decision that's gonna change his life i don't wanna be held accountable for nothing
"so basically you don't want me? "
"did you even listen to half of the shit i said"
"yes i heard you lound and clear"
"but do you understand me tho"
"yes i do"
"are you willing to make that sacrifice for me?"
He didn't answer
"Want me to give you some time to think about it?"
He stayed quiet for a while and then answered
"You know what ion care i haven't known you for that long but i really really like you and so does kayla i'm to grown for childish shit and i completely understand you and letting you fuck and eating my ass doesn't sound so bad, but you know your gonna take the male role at its fullest don't treat me like a nigga be a gentleman i'm willing to give this a try cuz why not it's 2021"
Ok that caught me off guard cuz who would've thought he would be like that and his fine to jesus i'm bout to bust
"are you sure about this cuz-"
"yes yes yes yes"
"don't cut me off and are you comfortable with me tho"
He got up come sit on my lap grab the back of my neck and peck my lips, yo this nigga keep surprising......not like i'm complaining
"was that enough for you" This dude was looking at me straight in the eyes
I swolly grab his waist and push his body closer to mine while licking my lips"that was more than enough"
"Don't be licking your lips like that, it makes me hard"
"when we're you this blunt"
"I always been this blunt mis man'm"
"anyways you got stuff you finna do later"
"no i was planning on spending the night with you"
"good, you wanna watch some anime"
"You watch anime?"
"yeah who doesn't"
"what's your favorite"
"One piece, attack on Titan, and devil line"
"not gonna lie i started watching one piece with kayla but that shit long ash got about 930 episodes"
"i'm not a really busy person so i have time to watch it"
"you lucky"
"I know"
"Let's watch fire force, i been wanting to watch it but i'm kind of a busy person"
I put on fire force and he got up and went to the kitchen so i pause the show but he was taking to long so i got up to check on him, he was in a new pair of clothes and was cooking something i walk up behind him and put my face on his shoulder
"what you cooking and when did you change your clothes?"
"i was getting hot so i went in you room to change i found a shirt but i couldn't find shorts so i decided to stay in my boxer's and i'm making some pasta"
"You could've called me and that smells good when did you learn how to cook?"
"I didn't feel like it, and i was raised by Haitian people so it kinda comes naturally"
"That's wassup"
I kiss him on his neck and he Shivers so i step back i don't wanna make him uncomfortable or anything, i head back on the couch to wait for him
A couple of minutes past by and he comes with a plate and a cup placed it in front on me i was to mesmerize by the food to see when he went to go get his plate
"dang this taste good david, you gon have to cook for me like that again"
He chuckles"sure, i didn't expect it to come out so good i wanted to put shrimp in it but you didn't have any so i ended up put hot dog, and you ain't got shit in yo fridge the fuck you be eating"
"Look mayne ion cook my mama was white, that should tell you everything you need to know"
He bust out laughing
"It wasn't that funny mayne"
"dude yes it was, i almost died"
"Whatever, start the show already"
"can we go shopping tomorrow? "
"Sure"
He grab the remote and start the show, and that's how our night went until his fat ass felt asleep.
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It's been a while since i made an update cuz my brain gave up on me and i couldn't think of nothing no ideas just straight blank, but a bitch is back
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Bye love you.