LISA'S POV
I was walking towards my small apartment with one girl circling my mind. Shockingly enough, it wasn't Sunmi. I wanted to laugh at how bat crazy I became
The girl running inside my mind wasn't Sunmi but it was the girl who I saved earlier, if someone's reading my story they'd think I was some bi polar asian chick who changes feelings fast
But who was I to deny the fact that the feisty kitten earlier didn't make my heart beat because she did...she definitely turned me into a cat lady
Her attitude was the only imperfection in her whole existence
As much as I want to speak bad words about her, I am not a blind gay girl. I was gay yes, but I wasn't some toxic shit that couldn't differentiate a red flag from a go signal one
I won't also lie and say that I am not beginning to be attracted to the little kitten but I wasn't someone worth her caliber
It hurt
Yet that was the truth. The painful truth. But I'd rather live with the pain than suck it up and marry the one who disrespects the people I care about
My mind and heart contradicts each other
No human can ever forget those feline eyes that can devour your entire soul with one gaze. Those lips that look so kissable, delightful. And that porcelain skin that can ward of every ugly being.
She looked heavenly, she was a Goddess, a Queen. She was.....perfect.
Damn
Shes making me go into deep shit with my vocabulary. I'm smart but I am not all into talking poetry when describing someone
But with her, I might just become Shakespeare
'Lisa just forget about her for goodness sake!'
'You keep telling yourself you'll forget about that beautif--'
'Ughhhh stop talking to me consciousness! you're not helping me!!!'
I slapped my cheeks with both hands while inhaling and exhaling deeply, Calm Lisa, Calm down, breathe in and out
I shook my thoughts and started walking to my apartment. I was tired and just wanted to rest in the little warmth my bed has to offer
This day has been the craziest day in my life
Any person who gets a hold of my life would have millions in their bank account
Along the way, my mind could not help but wonder to different spaces
Now that I think about it, Sunmi dumping me wasn't that painful, I was just being a dramatic hoe. I mean, anyone would feel that way when the person who you thought was the 'love of your life' cheated on you with your mortal enemy
But thinking about it right now, it was the betrayal that hurt more than the shattered heart
Since my encounter with that small bean, I forgot about the sweat and tears I put up in that relationship
I actually forgot about Sunmi
What the fuck happened to me?
I was running and crying my balls out because of her and not even a day passed by, I actually forgot about her
It's the power of the devil
I even spent all my monthly allowance on her! The same money I could have used for food and clothing and a better bed
Dang it Lisa
I internally slapped my forehead
Shit, beautiful people can make you different. This whole gay situation doomed me
It's hard being gay
Now I'm curious if that small bean is safe. I know I called for a taxi to take her home but I can't help but worry. Was she abducted? Is she back home?
'LISAAAA STOP THINKING ABOUT HER!!'
Ughhhh this day is one crazy rollercoaster. What else could top this off?
I was tired and I just wanted to get a good sleep and forget whatever the heck happened today. Maybe I can finally be at peace with my back-hurting mattress
That shit is not the comfiest but it keeps me asleep for a good 3 hours at the bare minimum. It's the closest comfort I can get. All my hard-earned money from night jobs was all wasted for Sunmi
All of this made me sigh deeply
There's really nothing I can do now but regret the decisions I've made. Life is hard, it's a wheel they said. Yet how come my wheel has not moved at all? I've been on the bottom since the beginning. Even my parent's lives were at the bottom
I miss my parents, where could they be? Jisoo unnie was the only family I talked with since they left me to look for a job. She told me few words about them but specifically said they were healthy and that is what was important, though as a teen I can never ignore how my heart aches for their comforting embrace
I cannot help but be mad at them for not taking me where they were, how they can easily forget me and left me to survive on my own
They never even called me once when they left. Do they still love me?
This questions kept hunting me at night and I couldn't help but think that they forgot about me.
I was nearing my apartment when I saw a few well-built men in suits outside the complex. They wore those typical suits, dark shades, and an earpiece to finish of their style
In the middle of them was a luxury car which looks so high class
Is that a Porsche?
With the model and style, it truly looks like a Porsche
But why would an expensive car like that be doing outside this complex? More ever, an expensive car plus bodyguards would mean an important and rich figure is here
'But what would they want with this rusty old apartment?' I thought to myself. Buy it? But with there is no future for this place, even geographically, it would be the worst place to start a business if that was what they were aiming to do
I was deep in my thought when my line of sight went upwards and saw the same guards standing outside an apartment on my floor. They were guarding the door which leads to one of the smallest rooms there is in this complex
Wait a minute...
WAIT!!
THAT'S MY ROOM!!
I went running as quick as a cheetah at the realization. Please God don't tell me those were the people I kicked earlier and they've come to exact their revenge and kick me in the balls too
Please no
God no
My balls are too precious to be kicked out of my body. I still want kids and a soccer filled with them
As soon as I step foot near my apartment, the well-built men saw me and went to stop me
"You are not allowed to be here," one guard said as he blocked me with his hands to stop me from walking any further.
"NOT ALLOWED!? THIS IS MY HOME!?" I screamed. Home was an understatement. This place never truly felt like a home but it was the closest to what I can have. It's been a long time since I felt the warmth of a home but I was tired, I needed sleep and these people are beginning to make me go insane
We continued arguing when this very polished man came out of my apartment. He looked at me, confusion swirling in his eyes
"Who are you!?" I yelled still angry at this handful of strangers barging into my complex.
Two guards suddenly held me and the remaining men line up in a protective stunt in front of the old guy
"What are you doing!? let me the fuck go!" I was struggling. They were holding me tightly against my wrist. I did not have the energy to fight back.
My body just wants to rest.
CAN YOU GIVE ME TIME TO REST!?!??
I was still wriggling my way out when the old guy that came out of my room suddenly shouted, his voice echoing in the vicinity.
"Stop it! Let her go!" he shouted and pushed all of the suited men that were holding me away. They dispersed like the red sea.
"You" he looked at me curiously and lifted his finger to point at me.
Rude motherfucker
"What," I asked with venom. This made his guards glare at me and hold the gun that was placed on their sides
"Stop it," The old man said once he saw the guards glaring at me
"Are you Lalisa Manoban?" He asked after he was finished calming down his blood-thirsty men.
"How do you know my name?" I asked, calming a bit. He didn't look any harmful but I don't want to lower my guard as he is being protected by men armed with guns.
He smiled and bowed his head, a sign of respect.
"I've been looking for you young mistress" as soon as those words came out of his mouth all the guards that were with him even the person who looks about to be his secretary had a face of shock. Like they have seen a ghost
They hurriedly bowed, following their leader which left me confused as a child could be. I was standing in the middle of people in suits with their bodies bowed at a 90-degree angle.
My neighbors who were inside their apartments peeked their heads through the windows and through the small gap on the door.
They thought they were doing it stealthily but they were too obvious.
Nosey assholes
I looked at the people who was still down to their heads
What the fuck is happening!?
"Y-Young M-Mistress? I think you have the w-wrong person" I told the old man after regaining my posture
He stood there, still bowing his head
I saw him furiously shake his head.
"No miss, You are Lalisa Manoban, The heir to the Manoban Corporation. Your sister, Jisoo Kim has told me to get you" he said with words of respect
Young Mistress?
Heir?
Manoban Corporation?
My sister?
Jisoo unnie!?
"My sister?" I asked and before I could have my answer, my head ached, the people in front of me became a blur of light and my surrounding suddenly was engulfed in the darkness.
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Yall better have followed queen Selena and reported Hailey for obsession. And BP in Ph is making me cry- I sold my ticket bec school has me by the ass
also, if ur lonely or single, dont try to push urself to date...been there done that...worst feeling...someone will be there for u, maybe not now but in the future so dont push urself to be in a relationship (or find one) just bec ur friends all have stable ones
yall beautiful and deserve to be the one being chased after QUEEN SHIT!!
Stay healthy or not but do stay glowing and gay
——-gab
also, im a switch (preferably a top) but dont call me bottom bitches
——-gab