I slowly opened my eyes blinking a few times to get used to the bright room.
I felt dizzy and confused. Where was I? Looking around the room I noticed that I was in my bed. How did I get here?
I frowned when I realized I was naked under the covers. The frown deepened when I noticed a sleeping naked Antonio next to me. I couldn't remember going to bed with Antonio.
Hell, I couldn't even remember going to bed!
What the fuck happened?
All I could remember was Antonio having friends over, that's all.I tried sitting up when a thudding pain in my head stopped me. I touched my head to ease the pain.
I couldn't have drunk that much, right?
I've never felt like this after a drunken blackout before. Why can't I remember anything? I should at least remember something.
I felt the bed stir and I looked to the side to see Antonio awake and looking at me. When he saw me looking at him he smiled and sat up without a problem.
"How are you feeling sunshine?"
"Like shit." I groaned.
He laughed before he spoke, "Well, you did have a lot to drink."
"No, I- I-, fuck my head hurts, I couldn't have had that much. Even if I did I wouldn't be feeling like this." I kept rubbing my head that was still laying on my soft pillow.
"Well, I wasn't the one that drank myself into a blackout was I?" Antonio asked in a condescending tone.
"No, you weren't." I said shaking my head. Antonio looked at me intensely and I couldn't help but stare at his ripped chest.
Suddenly Antonio reached over. Before I could even react he had pulled down the covers leaving my chest bare. I looked at him with big eyes full of shock.
"Why did you do that?"
"Well, if you get to stare at my bare chest then I should be able to stare at yours, no?" He moved closer so that his body faced mine.
I looked down at my chest, my eyes almost jumped out of their sockets. My torso was filled with different kinds of red marks.
Marks that had not been there yesterday.
Antonio must have seen my facial expression since he laughed again.
"It does look worse than it was. Even though we were all drunk we tried to be careful." He brought up his hand to stroke my stomach.
We?! My mind screamed.
"W-what do you mean we?" Antonio's slowly stroking hand was on a slow course towards my breast.
I tried to remove his hand, tired of him distracting me but he grabbed it with his other hand.
"I mean me, Valentino and Domenic. We didn't do anything you didn't ask for." He smiled at me as he grabbed my breast. He lowered his head and kissed my nipple.
My skin suddenly felt very dirty at the thought of Antonio and his friend's hands on me."I was drunk." How could he and his friends violate me like this when I was drunk.
Antonio ignored me sucking on my nipple. His hand still firmly gripping my breast. I didn't dare to try and push him away. After a minute he stopped sucking gave it a lick before lifting his head.
"You weren't that drunk." Antonio said staring into my eyes before he averted them back to my chest.
"What!?" What is he saying? I blacked out obviously I had to have been drunk. "I blacked out."
"You didn't blackout. I drugged you. You were drugged, Bianca." He calmly explained.
No! I pushed away from Antonio and his grip to get away from him.
"No! You said I had a lot to drink. You said I was drunk." He had to be lying. "You're trying to fuck with me and it won't work!"
Antonio's eyes darkened. He swiftly moved towards me and pulled me so that we were both facing each other. He had both my hands in an iron grip in front of me. We were both naked and no longer covered by the cheats.
"For fucks sake Bianca stop overreacting. It's not like I'm a stranger." Antonio looked deeply into my eyes trying to detect a reaction.
"Why?" I asked feeling tears pushing out from my eyes.
Antonio tilted his head to the side. "Why what? Why did I drug you?"
"Yes!" I yelled tears now running down my cheek. "Why did you drug me? Was that really necessary?"
"Don't yell at me!" He said shaking me. "I did it cause it would be fun and you'd be easy to handle." He squeezed my wrists he was gripping.
"You mean so that I would be easy to violate?" I screamed, my face was now red and swollen from crying.
Antonio sighed before raising his hand and hitting me across my face. My face turned at the impact. I would now be sporting yet another bruise.
"Do not yell at me! You are mine, I own you which means I can do whatever I want." He pushed me down on the bed. "So yes I drugged you so that I could do what I wanted without you whining and I'd do it again. Now stop overreacting."
I laid still on the bed naked and shocked. I didn't know what to do. I just kept crying cradling my stinging cheek.
Was I overreacting? He is my fiance. And yes he, and his friends, aren't strangers.
Antonio stood up from the bed his hardon very visible. "Stop crying and get up. We have to be down for breakfast soon." He said whilst he walked over to the closet.
I wiped away my tears and slowly got up from the bed. When I was finally standing on two legs I felt how sore my body was. I felt especially sore between my legs.
A sob broke through me when I realized they must have done more than just leave marks on me. I quickly shuffled into the bathroom to shower.
After a very thorough shower, I stepped out of the bathroom with only a towel around me. Antonio was sitting on the bed dressed in shorts and a black t-shirt looking at his phone.
He looked up at me when he heard me. "I chose some clothes for you. Now hurry and get dressed." He gestured at a dress laying next to him on the bed.
I walked over to the clothes on the bed. On the bed were one dress and a bra. No panties. Not having the energy to fight I let the towel drop and put on the bra and dress.
It was a white summer dress with spaghetti straps and a plunging neckline exposing my marked breast. The dress ended above mid-thigh and I felt very exposed without panties.
"Let's go." Antonio said when I was dressed walking towards the door. I pushed my damp hair behind my shoulders and followed out the door.
We walked down the stairs towards the dining room. Antonio grabbed my hand when we descended the stairs.
I don't know what I expected to see when I entered the dining room, but I did not expect to see Domenic and Valentino sitting calmly at the table talking.
"Look who finally showed up!" Valentino exclaimed when he saw us. Antonio smirked and said good morning to the both of them before sitting down at the head of the table.
I slowly walked over sitting next to Antonio. Both Domenic and Valentino were sitting on the other side of the table. Valentine closest to Antonio.
Domenic leaned back in his chair whilst Valentino leaned forward looking directly at me.
"How are you feeling Bianca? Sore?" Domenic snickered next to Valentino and Antonio looked unfaced looking down at his phone.
What the fuck do I say to that? Of course I am sore. They raped me!
"Bianca don't be rude. Answer the question, or do you need to be thought some manners?" Antonio said when I didn't answer. "And don't lie."
"Yes, I'm sore. How could I not be?" As soon as those words left my mouth I regretted them.
"Ey, did you hear that Domenic? Looks like you're big after all." Valentine drawled out nudging Domenic's shoulder, receiving a joking glare. "Or maybe it was the effect of all of us."
I instantly felt sick to my stomach. And my face must have looked funny since Valentino laughed.
"Aww look at her face Antonio. She looks horrified." Antonio looked at Valentino before turning his eyes on me.
"For someone used to having sex you act very shocked when someone mentions it." Antonio said.
"I don't know how you want me to react when people talk about raping me. Especially when I'm sitting here." I said in a bitter voice.
Do they want me to just act as if what they did wasn't totally fucked up? That it wasn't a serious violation?
Do they want me to be ok with it?
"It's not rape if I own you." Antonio said in a warning tone.
"I'm sorry." I could not bring myself to look at Valentino who looked happy that Antonio was mad at me. Dominic just looked bored.
"Where is Lilith?" I asked Antonio, still not looking in Valentino's direction, after what felt like hours of silence.
"I don't know. In the living room I think." Antonio looked at Domenic and Valentino. "You haven't moved her, right?"
"No. She is still in there. Probably cried herself to death." Antonio laughed at Valentino's attempted joke but Domenic looked unbothered.
"Why are you asking?" Asked Antonio.
"I was just wondering." I mumbled regretting that I asked. I don't even know why I asked. I just don't want to be alone with these guys.
"If you want to get her all you gotta do is ask and I'll give you the key to the sitting room." Valentino said winking at me when I looked at him.
"That wasn't what I wanted." I mumbled shifting in my chair as I felt everyone's eyes on me.
"Yes it was, now do as you're told and get Antonio's slave and bring her here." Domenic said speaking for the first time today.
Domenic has always intimidated me. He was a bit reserved. Not like Valentino that did and said whatever he wanted. He sometimes seemed like a decent person but he was as cruel as Antonio and Valentino. One of the reasons they were best friends.
"Ok." I stood up from my chair and walked around the table to stand next to Valentino.
I felt Antonio's hand on the back of my thigh and I felt tingles run down my leg. Valentino dug through his pocket for the key.
When he found it he slowly handed it to me. I took it from him and I couldn't help but notice the terrifying look in his eyes as I did.
"Your breast look so much better today than they did yesterday." He brought his hand up to my breast. I tried to move away but Antonio squeezed my leg in warning and I stilled. "These marks really suit you." He trailed a red mark that was visible with my low cleavage.
"You two should come by more often." Antonio said slapping my thigh.
"We definitely will. Both I and Domenic had a great time." Valentino spoke removing his hand from me.
I took a step away from them and let out a shaky breath. I guess I should get used to this now. Being used by him and his friends and then being talked down upon.
"Maybe we shouldn't drug her next time." Domenic said as walked to exit the dining room.
Oh god, please no!
"I love that idea!" I heard Valentino say just when I closed the door behind me.
I walked away from the dining room with a big lump in my stomach. I was secretly happy they drugged me so that I didn't have to know what they did.
I looked down and fiddled with the key as I walked to the room Lilly was locked in. When I stood in front of the door I brought the key to the keyhole and unlocked it.
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Did I just post a chapter?
I am proud of myself for writing this and making it longer than the last chapter. I do apologize to the few people that actually read this. But I am very grateful if you are!
I myself am getting ready for when my puppy Zelda, kennel name Ricotta, comes and we can pick her up. She's a Lagotto Romagnolo puppy. Lagotto is an Italian water dog so it fits perfectly with this story. hehe.
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