August 15th
"Yoo, wassup everybody. I'm just coming on here real quick to say thanks for all the birthday love. I've seen a couple of y'alls posts and imma try to respond to as many as I can, I'm just with the fam right now," I pointed my phone down to record Stormi, who was in my lap reaching for my phone. "Yea, so thanks again. Love all y'all." I stopped recording, rewatched the video then posted it to my Ig story.
"People are gonna freak over that," I looked up at Kris and a few other people that followed behind her to the table. "Because my little Stormi is just so cute." Kris reached over the table to pinch Stormi's cheeks which made her break out into a fit of giggles.
"True, and it's the first time people will actually see her full face." We all fell into a comfortable silence as I looked down at my daughter who was just reaching for stuff to grab on the table.
We've been in Italy for about six days now and everything about the country was breathtaking. Growing up I never had the chance to travel the world or just in general so I was definitely taking advantage of the opportunity now.
But the only downside to the trip was that I had no real friends here with me. I thought I would be fine, but being surrounded by people and still feeling alone was hitting hard.
Honestly, though I don't know if it's because of not having people here for me or just me not being with my mom on my dad's death anniversary.
This was the first time I didn't spend the day with her. And although she has done me dirty plenty of times I was always gone look after her, she was my only parent so I feel like that my obligation.
Hearing Kylie say my name I was completely pulled away from my thoughts and looked up at the girl.
"Happy birthday baby." Kylie took a seat next to me then lightly grabbed my face to pull me into a kiss. "Finally 21," She mumbled against my lips making me smile slightly.
"Let's get the shots going!" She yelled turning away from me towards the waiter making me just sit back, laugh, and shake my head at her antics.
Disregarding the various amounts of alcoholic beverages being served to the table, I kept my sole focus on feeding Stormi bits and pieces of the bread we had as appetizers.
Briefly looking over at Kylie, I watched her down a shot (that was bigger than the normal glass) like it was nothing.
This girl was a very lowkey alcoholic. I had the realization at her official birthday party when she drank almost a whole bottle of 1942 with Redbull as a chaser and didn't get drunk.. I thought she would have a low tolerance for heavy alcohol because of our daughter, but she was back right where she left off.
I should be the last one talking though since 'I smoke like a damn chimney' in the words of my mother.
Looking away from my girlfriend I reached for my drink, but immediately flinched and turned slightly when I heard my name being yelled.
"Oh my god, the whole family." I caught a glimpse of three maybe four girls behind our security.
"Kylie, Kendall," They yelled trying to get the older girls attention, but she just continued on with her conversation she was having. "Y/n, Y/n happy birthday." Their accents flowed as I sent a small smile their way.
Turning around fully, keeping Stormi close to me as I said "thank you" back to them.
Hearing their squeals become louder since I responded I couldn't help but laugh at how they fanned themselves off. "Y/n can we get a picture?" One asked and I looked back towards the table to see what their reaction to the question was.
And of course, they were all shaking their heads no.
But because I truly didn't care what they thought, I nodded my head yes to the girls and motioned for our bodyguards to move aside so they could enter our little area.
"Oh my god, I cannot believe this." One of the girls said with a shocked expression all over her face.
Standing up, I gently handed Stormi over to Kylie before walking towards the three girls with a smile on my face. "How y'all doing?" I said making them squeal even more.
"This can't be real."
"Can we hug you?" I smiled at the series of statements then spread my arms signaling that it was ok, in which they all ran and engulfed me in a hug damn near knocking me down.
As I looked down at the girls I took notice of one who was sniffling, almost as if she was holding back tears. "You ok?" I asked.
She nodded against my chest and stayed attached to me while her friends pulled away and started to snap pictures.
It's still to this day bizarre to me that people recognize and care who I am. Like I understand that I'm a celebrity, it's just being from a lowkey city like St. Louis I never thought that I would be in this position.
"Sorry." She mumbled pulling away from me before wiping her eyes.
"You're fine," I shook my head to motion that there was nothing to apologize for. "What's y'all names?"
"Charlette."
"Claire."
"Abigal." I nodded.
"It's nice to-." I was interrupted.
"This is not real, I have to be dreaming." Charlette then said something in French before covering her mouth in total disbelief.
"You ain't dreamin' Charlette." I joked with the girl and her friends laughed, but a little harder than they had to. They were definitely nervous as hell.
"Let's get these pictures in real quick though." They nodded before all taking turns being with me.
After about 5 minutes of conversing and snapping photos with the girls, as I said goodbye to them our waitress came up to me asking, "Is it fine if I can get a picture as well- you know just before you sit down. It's completely fine if no-."
"Yea c'mon, I got you." I nodded the girl over so she could get closer. "Selfie or full body?"
"Full." I hummed and looked around to see who could take the photo.
"Aye babe," I called out to Kylie. "Can you take this pic real quick?" The girl turned to say something to everyone at the table before standing up and moving towards me.
When she reached the two of us the waitress handed over her phone, muttering a small 'thanks' in which Kylie returned with a smile that I knew was fake.
Shaking my head at the girl, I placed my arm over the waitress's shoulder then she wrapped hers around my waist pulling us even closer together.
"Smile," Kylie said plainly and before the flash went off the smaller girl placed her hand on my stomach. This was definitely going to look like a prom pose. "Ok." Kylie mumbled signaling that she was done.
Trying to pull away, the waitress stayed in the same position, looking up to me to say, "Your smell is amazing." My nose scrunched initially as I couldn't really understand what she said but when I put two and two together I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle.
"Thank you." I tried to remove myself again, trying my best not to look like an asshole.
"Here you go." Kylie came closer to both of us and waved the waitresses' phone in her face. And once she took her phone back Kylie grabbed my arm and snatched me out of the worker's arms.
"I'll be talking to your manager." She said leaving the waitress frozen as we walked back t oour table.
"Well, that was nice of you." Kim said once I got back situated with Stormi right back in my lap. "Almost a little too nice, but I can tell you love your fans." I nodded my head and took a sip from my water.
"I mean I woul-." I stopped myself quickly when I felt Kylie's hand roam from the back of my neck to softly tracing over my chin and jawline. "Yea, I wouldn't be here without them so the least I can do is take a picture." I nonchalantly moved my free hand off of the table and onto Kylie's thigh. Just to reassure her.
And I could tell that she appreciated the small gesture when she laid her head on my shoulder.
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11 pm
"Y/n you have to let me wear these watches." Scott said looking over my shoulder at the Richard Milles that Kylie gifted me. "You already have one and you just got two more." He pleaded.
"You gotta be out of your mind." I looked at the older man, but his facial expressions didn't change so he was definitely being serious.
"I- this can be a repayment for that missed dunk earlier this week." I shook my head at his persistence and pulled out my wallet.
The bet we had was nowhere near worth letting him even touch my Richard Milles. So I gave him the two thousand we betted so his drunk ass could leave me the fuck alone.
"Pleasure doing business." He walked away once the transaction was complete.
"What was that?" Kylie came over to me with Stass, Victoria, and I think his name was Ariel following behind her.
"Just a lil bet." I pulled her into my lap and rested my head in the crook of her neck. "Thanks again babe." I kissed her nape before leaning back fully onto the couch making her full body weight lay on top of me.
"No problem at all," She kissed my lips. "I know you're building up a watch collection so I had to add something slight to it." She wiped her lipstick from her lips while slightly shrugging.
"This ain't slight," I chuckled. "Half a mil- quarter a mil is far from that. You making my presents look weak." I said and she let out a genuine laugh.
"Y/n you can never go wrong with jewelry, especially when its my logo. And Birkins are far from weak. If I'm being honest I didn't even know you knew what a Birkin is." My face schruched up slightly.
"Babe.."
"What they're not popular at all yet so I have a right to be impressed." I nodded my head in agreement at that statement because in like a year or two everyone and they mama would be wanting a Birkin bag.
"But do you like the watches? I aimed for a more pg-13 one than you have on right now," I smiled as she lifted my wrist. "I long to devour your pussy." I laughed as she read the sentence that was engraved into the inside of the watch.
"So inappropriate." She shook her head.
"I mean you love when I devour yo-." Her hand quickly covered my mouth.
"Uh you know, I'm just here to see the new jewelry." Victoria said making Stass and Ariel nod in agreement.
"My bad." I said after I removed Kylie's hand from my mouth then sat up with her still on my lap as I grabbed the jewelry boxes that were next to me.
"Here the watches," I handed one box to Victoria and one to Stass. "And this is the pendant." I handed the last box to Ariel.
Hearing my phone ring, I leaned back down with Kylie still on top of me before answering the facetime call from my mom.
"Wassup ma." Kylie perked up and looked at the phone with me.
"Nothing much I'm just," She stopped and moved her face closer to the screen. "Oh hey baby, how you doing Kylie."
"I'm doing good Y/m/n. And yourself?" Kylie asked back to my mom.
"The best I can in my old age," We all let out a small laugh. "But I'm just calling to tell you happy birthday. I can't believe you're 21."
"Yea it's crazy."
"It's like you were just a baby in my arms and now you're grown with your own baby." I nodded at her statement smiling slightly as I looked down at Kylie. "But that's all I wanted, CJ wants to talk to you though." I watched the phone get passed over and the curly-haired boy's face come into the camera.
"Hi Tt, hi Kyrie." I let out a gutty laugh at his mispronunciation of Kylie's name while she quickly conversed with him.
"Wassup nephew." I said to the growing boy. "You doing good over there?" I asked him but he completely ignored my question.
"Tt, they- they say you rich." I let out another laugh. Kids really have no filter. "Who said that?" Kylie raised up from my body and left quick kiss on my lips before going back to drink with everyone else.
"Uh, uh my teachers and classmates and yea."
"They lying to you CJ." His eyes widened.
"For real?" I nodded my head yea.
It's not that I didn't want him to know that I had money, its just that he is getting older and is starting to understand that money can basically get you whatever you want. So for now I was just gonna let him grow up how I did, with a appreciation for everything.
So something I had to do was talk too my mom and attempt to get the teachers to stop talking about me. But that's way easier said than done.
"Hoy you doing though over there CJ." I asked him again.
"Uh, good."
"You being good for granny?" He nodded yes.
"That good CJ. Imma have to come to see you soon." His eyes widened again.
"Pleassssee," He held out. "I miss you. I never see you." He whispered.
That hurted not gone lie. Because I know me talking to my mom once every blue moon was me also me not talking to CJ at all really. He went from being with me everyday to basically not at all so in the future I definitely have to make more time for him.
Even if it meant them moving to LA...
There goes that topic again.
"I miss you too bud. When I'm done here Imma come back home ok?" He nodded his head at my statement. "Put grandma on the phone." The boy ran to wherever my mom was at.
"Ma, imma come down there when I leave Italy," I sat up from my position. "I wanna talk you.. and Y/s/n. So can you make sure she there?"
"Yes of course baby." She nodded quickly with shock written all over her face.
"Well I'll talk to you then." I hung up after we said out goodbyes.
Letting out a deep breath I didn't know I was holding in, I decided since no one was around and bothering me I could finally check and see everyone's birthday post for me.
@scooterbraun: Happy Birthday to Y/n, one of the hardest workers I know. You're truly so gifted and I'm extremely thankful to be your manager. I'm going to need you back in LA asap tho we gotta work on Rolling Loud 👀
@TheShadeRoom: #PressPlay: #TSRBirfdayz-- Join us in wishing a Happy 21st Birthday to #Y/n Y/ln 🎂🥳 , #Roomies. What's your favorite lyric/bop? (See Post).
@danrue: "Fuck your mind up.. waste time. I'm prone to that do it all the time." Gotta love the toxicity 😂
@I.am.major: Damn everybody born today
@kekepalmer: Only 21 😳
@Y/nswifee: @kekepalmer you wanna fight.
@kekepalmer: Didn't mean that in a bad way at all.. I think Y/n is extremely talented. So don't be tryna start nothin now.
@Y/nswhore: Well chill with the emoji's we dont play bout Y/n baby.
I shook my head at all of the comments directed towards Keke. They was really pressing the fuck outta her.
@Y/n: @kekepalmer ❤️. True Jackson was my shit btw.
I commented so my fans could chill out before I continued to go through post.
It was crazy. A lot more celebrities knew me than I thought. I had Nicki Minaj, The Rock (which was random and surprising as fuck), Gigi Hadid (which was also surprising), Beyonce, Will Smith, and of course my girl Riri plus my close friends like Future, Uzi, and Thug.
But out of all the celebrities... Ashaley's cryptic caption stood out the most.
Rereading over the caption multiple times I still couldn't decipher what she meant because I definitely told her that the lil thing that we had was just a fling.
I thought she took that conversation well, but obviously I was wrong by this post.
Closing out of Instagram I grabbed my other phone, deciding to send a quick text to her.
Me: Yo thanks for the bday wish.. wtf was the caption tho 😅
I waited a few minutes, distracting myself by texting back some of my family members. Even my sister.
Ashaley 🙃: wym
I rolled my eyes.
Me: c'mon man dont play slow now
Me: "events we will share together"... I told you that whatever we had is over
Ashaley 🙃: Damn not even friends 😂
Me: Nah
Was that kinda harsh. Yes, especially because we were friends first (for that short amount of time), but I had to do it because she definitely wasnt worth me losing Kylie.
Ashaley 🙃: Sucks to be you then
Ashaley 🙃: I have a birthday gift here for you. It's edible and will probably go bad by the time you get back so I'll just send a picture.
I waited in the messages for the picture to come through.
Ashaley 🙃: Happy birthday
"What the fuck." I mumbled looking at the picture.
Me: I know my dick works 😭
Ashaley 🙃: Y/n...
I stared at the picture blankly.
This can't be what I think it is.
I felt my heart rate speed up my mind began to race all over the place.
Me: what is that ashaley
I closed my phone and laid it on the couch next to me just waiting for it to ding again.
And when it did I felt my face flush and stomach drop immediately.
Ashaley 🙃: Im pregnant
There was no way.
No way at all.
I wore a fucking condom.
All three of the times.
I blinked slowly as I felt my ears start to get hot and my mouth start to dry.
This has to be some sick dream.
Me: foreal?
Ashaley 🙃: Yes Y/n. I'm 6 weeks along
Me: Is it mine???????
Ashaley: Yes Y/n wtf yk your the only person I've slept with since April
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I smacked the back of the couch as a lone tear fell from my left eye.
This was absolutely the last thing that I wanted at the point in time.
Kylie and I were back on great terms. But now because I was a lil pussy deprived I gotta kid on the way.
That's some fucking bullshit.
It probably isn't mine though..
I don't even know.
Standing up, I walked to the edge of the yacht and looked down into the water.
"I could really just jump off this bitch right now." I mumbled to myself before turning around and sliding down the rail to sit down.
"I fucked up." I placed my head in my hands, rubbing over my temples. "I gotta te-."
"Babe are you ok?" I wiped down my face, subtly wiping over my eyes as Kylie came closer to me.
"Yea I'm good." I stood up from where I was at. Turning around to face the water again because I honestly couldn't look at her.
"You sure?" I stiffened slightly when felt her arms wrap around my waist and her head lay on my back.
"Yea," I turned around in her hold looking directly over her head. "I think imma call it a night." I looked down at the girl who was already looking up at me.
"It's not even twelve yet." She said unknowingly poking out her bottom lip.
"I know," I kept eye contact with her. "I'm just tired as fuck," I wrapped my arms around her shoulders when she laid on my chest. "Get drunk for me though, ok?" She laughed and nodded, still clinging to me as we both walked back to the main part of the yacht.
As soon as we both separated I damn near ran to Kris and Corey's room to get my daughter (who was knocked out) before going to my room and collapsing onto the bed after I put Stormi in the crib.
"What the fuck." I muffled with my face down into the pillow
I probably just ruined one of the best things in my life...
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A/n
Hope y'all enjoyed. next update will probably come in 2 months 😭💀
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