Jennifers P.O.V
Devina had been picked up already... My back still hurts from sleeping on the bus haha but it's cool though bcz it was worth it. Now I'm just waiting on Dad ... Any time now dad ... Seriously I'm getting nervous bcz his car hasn't showed up yet. I start to fidget with my fingers outta utter nervousness and stare blankly at my Black skinny jeans and my white, all white converse and my black blouse with some braclettes, my hair is up and straight ina pony tail with a hippie band around it... I start to bite my lip with frustration when I see A car I recognize coming to a stop and both, passenger and driver, doors open and I feel my face drop as I pull on my back pack and see Harry and My dad get outta the car. Liam like runs and hugs me hard whilst grabbing my big heavy bag n putting it in the trunk. I guess it's now or will it forever be awkward for all eternity.. I look up to see Harry grabbing my other bag and he walks over to me and hugs me super tight around the waist.
"I missed you Jen, Alot" he breaths into my neck as he hugs me closer to him. I just nod but don't reply anything back to his statement.
"hey. What's wrong.?" he lifts my chin so he can see my face but I pull back and walk to the car not turning back to see Harry at all.
As I get in the car I feel eyes on me as I turn to see Harry staring at me with hurt and worry in his eyes, I look away putting in my headphones.
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"Jen sweetheart how was your trip .?" my dad asks me during dinner 2 days later at our new house he got while I was gone. Let me fill you in here .. Me n haz ain't really on talking terms. Well he is . I'm not. Nuff said.
"it was alright I guess.." I smile while thinking about some of the things that happened on the trip.
"you guess.? Your smiling .. Was it fun.?" he smirked. Then frowned when a sudden thought entered his mind.
"Wait. Why are you smiling.? Is it a guy .?" he spoke rather sternly. I just looked at him n looked down at my phone as the screen lit up to reavel a new text message from Marcos. The message read:
"Hey Baby, I'm so sorry for everything I ever did I take it all back I was stupid arrogant and selfish. Please forgive me even tho I understand if you don't I just miss you so much and want you to forgive me I'm even taking classes to control myself more . I'm so sorry. I really am I miss you n need you back I swear it I won't hurt you I swear it by Zeus. Just please gimmie another chance. I know you've given me millions of them but this time it's different I swear .! I'll do anything. Just please talk to me again. Please I love you and need you. Please. I want you back.
P.S I know you might have deleted my number.
~Love you forever I'll never forgive myself . Marcos R.<3"
I excused myself from the table saying I wasn't feeling very well I guess I looked sick too bcz my dad let me leave with out further explanation. After I left the table I double timed it to my room taking the stairs two at a time and jogging to my room. Once I was their I locked my door, completely pointless bcd My dad has a key, and ran to my bathroom opened the lid to the toilet and dumped all my dinner lunch and breakfast into it. Who does he think he is just texting me out of no where .!!? Who does he think I am .! I mean I hate this .! Grr.!.. I get up after a very harsh puke fest, brush my teeth holding my stomach bcz it hurts. And walk to my bed and lay on it. I pull out my trusty Sidekick3 and 3 way call Maritza and Amber, Both 2 of my closest friends. I wait till they both pick up.
"hey Boobear what's up boo.?" Maritza chimed into her speaker.
"Hey Sis whats up girl .!" amber chirped into hers.
"Girls. We got a code... MWB."
They both gasped at my tone and my code.
"Code MWB..." they both sternly said.
"Oh Dang.!!!" Maritza said breathlessly.
"As in code Marcos wants back with you.?" Amber questioned.
"Yea." I said suddenly barely able to talk.
"Don't do it." Mitzy simply said.
"I agree don't do it jen. He's just gunna hurt you again." Amber agreed.
"But I kinda want to." I said cautiously.
"Really.? He will just hurt you. All over again. Possibly worst this time." Amber tried reasoning with me.
"Yes really You Guys. Like I just miss him come to think of it." I said back
"It's your choice babe if you think you can handle it ok I'm fine with it but if he hurts you I'll hurt him .! Ok" Mitzy happily said.
"An You can't stop us from it this time. Ok?" amber agreed
"alright deal." I said happy.
"Deal!" they both said excited.
"ok thx guys buh my dad is coming back see you later text me kk love you guys. Bye" I chimed and then we all hung up. I called them bcz Devina would probably tell Harry. N Olivia would possibly tell my Dad. I love them both but I can't risk the boys knowing just yet.
"hey baby you ok .?" my dad said from the other side of the bathroom door.
"yeas dad I'm fine. I just felt sick." I say walking out after washing my hands. And Liam picked me up n put me on my bed.
"dad I'm fine." I whined a bit. As he felt my face too see if I was warm or not.
"baby your burning up.! Your not fine. Stay in bed ok." I just nodded.
"can you gimmie my laptop plz?" I said quietly.
"here sweetheart now stay in bed I'll bring up some medicine ok." he said handing me my laptop as I laid in bed. He left and I called Marcos. He answered on the 3 ring.
"Jenny .?" his soft voice answered.
"yea its me." I said softly back.
"so did you think about what I said.?" he said caustously threw the phone speaker.
"Yea I did. N I think we should try again." I said nervously.
"So do I and I swear ill never hurt you again.! I swear it.!" he said happily.
"ok so .. Where do we stand.?" I ask him.
"here. Jennifer Nicole Payne. Please be my girlfriend again I vow to never hurt you again. Ill do everything in my power to keep you happy. And keep you mine and by my side always until you wanna call it quites." he stated and I felt my heart swell up.
"tell me that in person too." I said curiously.
"I will." he said seriously.
"ok then yes I will be your girlfriend. Again." I said into the phone.
"thank you so much you won't regret it.!" he said super happily.
"I hope I wont." I smiled.
"I swear you wont." I heard his smile too.
"ok I gotta go bye Babe." I chimed to him.
"ok bye boo I miss you. Text me babe." he said.
"ok bye." I hung up. Only to see Liam standing in the door glaring.
"who was that.?" he glowered. Oh Dang. I was caught.
"Uhm. Marcos." I whispered cautiously.
"Marcos. As in Ex Boyfriend Marcos.!?" he was whisper yelling .
"Yes That Marcos n he's not my Ex he's my Boyfriend.!" I whisper yelled back.
"God baby he's just gunna hurt you all over again.!" he sat on my bed n looked at me worriedly.
"Daddy he's changed. I promise. And if he hurts me you can hurt him." I smiled at my dad. And he pulled me close n kissed my head.
"I hope your right boo." he whispered against my head.
"I hope your right. And if he hurts you I won't hurt him.... I'll kill him." He stated flatly.
I just nod n smile at my odd dad.. He got up too leave when I saw Harry standing in my door frame. Looking Pissed, Sad, Torn, Hurt, and and something else but I couldn't put my finger on it. Liam left and left me with Harry even tho I wanted Liam to stay. Harry walked in and shut my door softly even tho his jaw was clenched and his fist were balled and his muscles tense. And in 3 big strides he was at my bed.
"How much did you here.?" I asked cautiously scooting away from him. N not looking him in the eye.
"Only everything Liam heard." he looked down at his shoes still tensed up.
"So everything.?" I ask.
"How could you do this To me.!?!" he was talking threw clenched teeth which caused me to flinch back farther.
"Do what do you .! What have I done.!?" I argued back.
"Why Would You Go Back To The Guy Who Hurt You So Many Times!!! Who Probably Doesn't Even Love You .!!!!"
His voice was rising now.
"What If I Know He Does .!!!" I argued back. Harry is my bestfriend he should understand by now.
"YOu don't Fucking get it do you .?" he laughed bitterly shaking his head. "Do You!?" he spat. Earning another flinch from me.
"No Harold I Don't fucking get it. And why are you cussing at me .! You jerk .!!" I stated.
"You don't get that....." he trailed off.
"I DON'T GET WHAT.!?" I started yelling." Hu .! WHAT DON'T I GET .! THE FACT THAT YOUR BEING A FAT JERK .! THAT YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE MY BESTFRIEND AND SUPPORT ME .!" I yelled at him. This time. He flinched. And tears brimmed his eyes. I felt bad but he was pissing me off so badly already. Thinking he can run me. What. The. Hell.!
"YOU DON'T GET IT.! YOU DON'T GET THAT YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND.!' he yelled back. This time I stood up and he did too.
"AND WHY NOT.!" I shouted up in his face.
"BCZ IF YOU KEEP BEING HIS GIRLFRIEND YOUR GUNNA LOSE ME .!" ouch. That hurt. My eyes tEard up and my bottom lip started quivering.
" So This Is How it ends isn't it.!? The famous Jarry duo gets split bcz you don't like my boyfriend..? Well Fucking News Flash Harry.! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK! IF YOU WERE TRULY MY FRIEND YOU WOULDN'T CARE .! YOU WOULD SUPPORT ME .! IN EVERYTHING I DO .! NOT GO AND STOP BEUNG MY FRIEND ABOUT IT.! LET ALONE MY BESTFRIEND.! ZEUS YOUR THE WORST.! I THOUGHT I KNEW YOU BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG.!" I felt the tears streaming down my face. Harry lifted his hand n put it on my chin and tried wiping the tears away but they kept coming and I could barely see any more but I could tell he was crying too by his jagged breath. I push his hand away hard. How could I have thought I liked him.!? He's such a jerk.
"Just dump him and Jarry can Stay..." Harry pleaded.
"Get out Harry. Jarry is done. Its done. We ain't friends no more." Harrys face dropped and he looked even madder "ITS DONE BECAUSE OF HIM.!!! YOUR CHOSING HIM OVER ME.!!? NO! IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY.!" his hands clenched into fists and he went and punched a hole in my wall. "YOU CAN'T JUST DROP JARRY BCZ OF HIM!!!! NO NOT NOW NOT WHEN I WAS JUST ABOUT TO.! GOD .! NO YOU CANT.! PLEASE .!" he was crying and yelling hard trying to make his plea better to get another chance.
"get out. Your the one who made the desition to make me chose. So I chose him." I stated trying to swallow the rock in my throat. Harry opened his mouth to argue but didn't say anything else on the subject he just walked to my door opened it and walked to the door frame and stopped.
"I love you."