A WEEK LATER !!!
I haven't been at school in a week. Quinn try's to come over an check up on me but I never answer the door for her. I always text her an tell her I'm ok. I feel bad but I'm just trying to work on my self bc im not ready to face those people back at school.
I still cry at night an my an ive been having night-mares lately an I'm starting to get more paranoid bc I feel like Louis is gonna find me one day an Mattias been on my mind 24/7 .....
an I don't kno- well I do know why but I rather not say anything .....
well the good news is that he doesn't know where I live an plus my bruises are healing up well .....
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as I was in my room eating ice cream I heard the front door open an close. I quickly jumped an turned off the tv so no one would know I'm up here.
I sat my ice cream down an I got off the bed an ran to my closet an closed the doors ....
I heard things moving from the kitchen an my heart started to race. I pecked opened the door an prayed it wasn't Louis .....
water started to run down my eyes .....
"NELLY !!" I heard a women's voice say
mom !!?!?!
I got out the closet an wiped my tears an walked down stairs to the kitchen. I pecked over to the coner an saw my......mom
she was crying .....
"mom ?" I said looking at her, she turned around to me "OMG NELLY !!" she said pulling my into a hug
huh ?
"yeah" I said not knowing how to react "I've been trying to call you because the school called me" she said cupping my face
fuck ...
"what did they say ?" I said looking down "don't bull shit me nelly did those things actually happened to you" she worried
I couldn't looked her in the eyes. I didn't even feeling like talking to her. something in my just flipped
"oh so now you care ??" I said moving her hands away from me "what do you mean ba-
I cute her off ...
"don't 'baby' m, you know exactly what I'm talking about" I said madly "mama it's been fucking 8 months an you care now ?!" I said raising my voice
"HEY ! watch you mouth" she said pointing her finger in my face "oh come on bitch !!! you never cared an when I needed you. you never ANSWERED ME MA ! an you don't even have a job so where have you been HUH ?!" I cried
"oh please I do have a job !" she said rolling her eyes
"BULLSHIT MOM !!! you've been hanging with some guy name Giacomo an you've been a bitch to me...everyday I had to walk an find food bitch you didnt send me SHIT ! no wonder why dad left you !" I said madly
that's when I felt a hard slap across my face !!!
"DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING DISRESPECT ME LIKE THAT AN DON'T EVER SAY THAT NAME !!" she yelled in my face
I held me face in pain. I saw her keys on the table. I quickly grabbed them an ran out the house. she started yelling my name .....
but I ignored her .... I ran to her car an got in an pulled out of the drive way ..... I didn't know where I was gonna go but it was gonna be some away from here ....
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ALEJANDROS POV !!!!
me an the boys was chillin in Mattias room because it's been 2 day since we talked to him. when he's at school he doesn't talk that much anymore .....
when he found out Nelly wasn't at school the passed few days he stop coming to school for the rest of the week so this was basically the first time we've seen him in 2 days .....
he looked sick an depressed an his eyes was blood shot red .....
an hes still mad that he hasn't found louis yet... we all are still upset about it .....
"mattiaaaaa !" I said jumping on top of him "whaaat man get the fuck off of me" he groaned "get up dude an go shower" Kairi said laying next to us
"no" he said dryly "yes dude were taking you out" Roshaun smiled "no I don't want to" he said in a serious tone
he wants to talk to Nelly ....
"come on Mattia you smell" feeling bad "this is the last time an will live you alone" I said with my hands up "yeah I know you sad but not everything is your fault" Alvaro nodded
"but it was" Mattia said shaking his head "ok an we missed !" Kairi said kissing his check
Mattia chuckled a little but still looked hurt .....
"fine" he said pushing me off of him "YES !" me an the boys yelled, he rolled his eyes an walked in bathroom closing the door ....
then we heard a knock on the door .....
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QUINNS POV !!!!
Nelly hasn't been talking to me an I'm kinda sad about it but I understand that she needs space.
but another thing is I do miss Mattia. he not showing up to school an I hope he's doing ok. I know he did all those things but he's still my brother ....
I heard the boys came over today an I heard them laughing happy in Mattias room.
I got out of bed an walked to Mattias door. I looked down bc I was afraid that Mattia would be mad but I wanna talk to him
then I knocked .....
"get the door !" I heard Kairi yelled, I smiled a little "hello ?" Ale said on the other side
I breath in an out ...
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ALEJANDROS POV !!!!
"uh it's me....Quinn" hear voice said
kairis face lite up an me an the boys laughed a little
"open the door" Kairi whispered, I rolled my eyes an opened the door "uh is Mattia in here" she said worried "uh yeah but he's showering" Roshaun said
she nodded an sat down on his couch ....
"sooo um I-I h-have you talk to Ne-
she cute me off ....
"no. but I do know she just needs space" she nodded I scratched my head, then it was silent until she broke it again "is Mattias ok ?" she said worried
"uh-h yeah but he's been pretty depressed about the situation" Kairi said sitting next to her, she nodded
"yeah you know me misses Nell-
we cute off Alvaro ....
"SHUT UP !" we yelled, Quinn chuckled "I know" she said smiling "see she knows" Alvaro said rolling my eyes, we chuckled
"so where are you gu-
before she could finish Mattia opened the bathroom door an walked out with his towel around him
"who else is in her-
he stopped when he saw Quinn ....
"what are you doing in here...leave" he said rolling his eyes "Mattia don't start" she said standing up "k" was all he said
"well what do you want" he asked
she looked down ....
"I'm sorry...an yeah what you did was fucked up but your my brother an I should never tell you I hate you bc I don't you...I miss talking to you an asking for your advice when I need it an moms not here to help me so when your gone I feel alone" she said with water in her eyes
"an where ever y'all are going can I come" she said as tear dropped down her eyes
Mattia stared at her an his started to water.
"come here sissy" he said walking up to her with his arms out, she laughed an hugged him "I miss youuuu ugly" she said smiling
"I miss you too big head" he said messing up her hair
"awh can I get a hug" Kairi said joining in
me an all the boys came around then an got in the hug "ok can y'all move my towels finna fall" Mattia laughed, we all quickly stepped back
"soo where we going ?" Quinn asked laughing still "um to Rico's dinner there always opened all night" he smiled
"yeah I'm done for some shake" I nodded
"alright y'all get out an let me get dressed" Mattia said pushing us out
we all got out his room an water for him in the leaving room .....
{ 20 mintues later }
"ready" Mattia said coming up the started "damn cutie" Kairi smirked "ew" Roshaun said with a stank face "awh thanks kai kai" Mattia said smiling with teeth
we all laughed an walked out the house