!! TW !!
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alcohol, and abuse
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DROPLETS of tears fall down my cheek as my dad enters my room.
"CHARLOTTE FUCKING LEE."
"..yes dad?" I stutter on my words, not ready for what he was going to say. But I exactly knew what he was going to say.
"it's all your fault, i'm now bankrupt because of you." He tried to hit me, but he missed.
"no, dad it's—" I was about to explain what happened but he cut my 'useless' sentence off.
"don't you fucking talk back to me. you stupid shitty child."
"you're— you're drinking again aren't you?" I was only 12, my brain doesn't help me at all. It's useless. I have to speak up for myself.
"i said, don't fucking talk to me." He speaks firmly before slamming the door.
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I wake up from that horrible nightmare and sit up, putting my face in my hands. I lift up my head and stroke my cat, Milton.
I keep on seeing hallucinations of dad, which gives me anxiety. I see some of my mom but rarely, they calm me down.
I see a bit of sunlight coming from my window, which I guess it's 7 am.
I couldn't stop hyperventilating and I didn't know who to call—
Except for that one person, I reach for my phone on my nightstand and dial the person.
Ranboo.
Ranboo was my best-friend since I was 11, when my mom died. He was the only person who understood me. I tried telling my old friends and they literally ditched me. They left me, and for what? Although, Ranboo was only eight when I met him. He was quite mature for an eight year old—
The phones beeping cut my thoughts off, pulling me back into the cruel world. I press the call back button and go back into my thoughts.
I used to like him back then, when we were little. If I was dragged into drama on the internet he'd always tried to help. I guess those feelings started slowly fading away when I became 16.
Ranboo answered the phone, all I see on his camera is his fluffy dirty blonde hair and his forehead.
"hello?" His voice slightly echoes through my room.
"hi." I mutter, still breathing heavily.
"woah, are you okay?" Ranboo asks, having worry in his monotonous voice.
"no."
"what's wrong— did something happen?"
"well, besides that i literally almost fell down the stairs yesterday and that my cat kept on attacking me. i had a horrible dream! almost like a nightmare. wait hold on, it's exactly like a nightmare." I answer.
"this is where i get my funniness from, charlotte. now if someone ever asks me how i'm so funny on streams, i'll just simply say 'charlotte'." Ranboo laughs. "ahem. anyways, how are you and your.. y'know."
"oh yeah, i'm doing fine with it. it's getting better."
"what, really? i'm so proud of you!" He says, me getting confused if its sarcasm or not.
"is that sarcasm or are you actually proud of me? sorry i can't tell because your monotone voice."
"yeah, i really am proud of you. now, we celebrate by posting a picture of yourself on instagram!" He exclaims.
"what? no." I decline.
"pleassee, you haven't posted in months." He begs. "please i'll shine your shoes, i was also gonna say i'll shine everything in your house but i already did that."
"fine, only because you'll shine my shoes. they need shining."
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[ instagram ]
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charlottesserenity
ranboob told me to post a picture of myself so here
Liked by ranboomc and 12,479 others
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[ real life ]
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"wait did you actually post— oh... well you're cat is cute but this is not what i meant at all." He speaks while typing something on his phone.
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[ instagram ]
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ranboomc
this is not what i meant
tommyinnit
@ranboomc Ranboob you never told me you were friends with women
ranboomc
@tommyinnit oh
username7
why havent u streamed in a while :(
username42
ok we get it ur friends with ranboo 🙄✋
username89
hi charlotte! how r u?
charlottesserenity
@username89 im ok :)
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[ real life ]
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"well, i'm gonna go skating around some of the places. bye ranboo!" I tell Ranboo, walking to the bathroom,
"okay! bye charlotte, be safe." Ranboo says, ending the call. I place my phone down and brush my teeth while looking at myself.
I stop for a second and sigh, grabbing my phone and taking a quick photo of myself. After I finish brushing my teeth I post it on Instagram as I walk downstairs to get my skateboard.
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[ instagram ]
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charlottesserenity
fuck i actually did it, well im going skating now. goodbye :)
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ranboomc
YEAHHH
username42
ew
username2
ur so pretty !!
username17
you should post more pictures of yourself <3
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[ real life ]
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I step outside into the chilly air and start skating with the gentle breeze.
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