Another one?
Jimin's Pov
"H-hyung?" I look at the man infront of me and I notice it was hyung.
What? His so pale like he drunk a whole containers of glutathione,who could have possibly be him if his not yoongay?
"What are you doing here?"
"Isn't that obvious? Are you stupid or are you blind? Of course to drink." I answer sassily,I didn't drunk much so I know I'm still half sobber.
"Didn't I tell you not to this again?" He said or ask I don't know I'm not him,ask him instead.
"Hyung~~it's not raining~~!"
"But you could sleep in street or sidewalks if your alone here drinking. Why are you drinking anyways?"
"Aww~Isn't my tiny hyung,nosy~~."
"Shut up but seriously why are you here?"
'Right what am I doing here?' I though but then it clicked my mind.
"Jungkook." I mumble.
"What? What are- wait why are you crying? Did I say something wrong?"
"No"
'Yeah right jungkook,he is the only reason why I'm driking myself to forget. This drink really did make me forget him even just for a minute.' I thought giggling sadly,chugging the drink that was blocken away.
"What you insane? Crying then giggling?"
He ask curiously but I just shrugged.
"Jimin. I ask you so answer it"
'Well even if I don't have taehyung here with me atleast I have yoongi.'
"Because of jungkook."
"Jungkook? Your roommate? Why?" He ask taking a seat infront of me.
"Yes,him,the one and only. He broke my heart."
"What? What do you mean?"
"Well," I drink another and continue "I like him for a while now. We were so good until I confess what I feel about him,he then turns cold towards me but I didn't give up,I try to be close to him but it was no use. Then earlier this day I ask if I could court him but you know what? He just didn't....rejected me he...he humiliated me." His voice cracked midway as he again break down not caring a few judgemental stares.
"Jimin,take it easy. His just a man,you can find another."
"And that man unfortunately was the love of my life."
"What are you even doing here,hyung?" I ask changing the subject.
"I was performing earlier."
"Your doing what here?"
"I was doing rap and instruments"
"Ohhh,why though?"
"For money and fun."
"I want to work here too!! I can do it! I'm alreary 18!"
"Well if that so,what can you do?"
"Can I be a stripper here?" I ask and giggle,my hyung look at me weirdly and hit me lighty chuckling after.
"Seriously what can you do? Beside stripping because this is not a gay club if you may see."
"Hehehe hyung! I was just joking but I could do it if I need to. Hehehe. But I can do singing and dancing."
"Oh well we can be a dou!! Just show me what you got and I will introduce you to my boss."
"Anywayyy are you seriously going to be drunk for that kid?"
"Yes."
"I will support you then." Yoongs said taking a seat infront of me,ordering a drink.
I sigh 'Atleast I have somone to talk to now'.
"Come on,don't be to sad."Yoongs said patting my back.
'If only his the one I have fallen for.'
Yoongi's Pov
I sigh sadly as I watch my donsaeng drinking himself out with tear rolling down his cheeks over and over again.
Yes we just meet for a while but I find him amusing from the first time I saw him. He was so sassy as if sarcasm is his language but now all I could is him being gloomy. I hope I can help him.
"Jimin,stop drinking." I demand while trying to get the glass from him.
"Nuuu~give it back~~huhuhu."
"Jimin,don't be a brat now."
"Why are talking coldly to me!?? Do you not want me anymore like my jungkookie?!!??"
"Jim-"
"Come on hyung~~if you want to help me give me that back~!!"
"How was this supposed to help you?!"
"Because it will make me forget about him!! It will help me to..to forget the pain he cause me!!" He shouts,eyes pouring more tears.
"Jimin,enough. This is not worth it."
"If it can help to ease the pain,it is!!"
"Jim-"
"Hyung~~don't you want to have some fun?"
'What?'
"This is not fun jimin. You are not enjoying yourself either."
"I am enjoying!"
"How can you say that while having tears in you eyes?!!!"
"Because I can!! Even if I try to stop it,it just won't!! It just like it has mind on it's own! Why are you getting mad?! Is it wrong to cry?! It wrong to cry if you feel hurt?! If it hurts?! Is..is it...is it wrong to..to feel hurt if you got rejected without knowing what's the problem?" He said the last sentence with a pause and cracks. 'Shit I just made hin feel worst,stupid!'
"No!! Your taking it wrong jimin! It's not wrong to cry!! It just that you were crying for awhile now and I think it's not worth it. What did you even like about him?"
"I like everything about him. How his eyes crinkle when he smilled with his cute bunny smile. His cute pinkish lips. His doe eyes. His sharp nose. Sharp jaw line. His face contour. His smooth hair. His masculine arms. His biceps that will easily be flex. His tiny waist but with tone abs with his tone tan skin. His thick masculine thights. His cute bubbly personality. Yes so possessive. How husky his voice is when he just woke up or just him being cold. How his tongue will poke his cheeks. How his voice sound so deep and sexy without him giving effort. Or just him basically doing nothing is perfect to me,like just spacing out." He said with dreamy eyes,giggling in his last words but then sigh heavily.
'If only I'm the one who he has fallen for,he will never get this hurt.'
'If only I'm the one he likes then there's no tear will left his eyes like this.'
'If only it's me,I'm sure as hell he will be happy.'
"I can get you a date,jimin. I can find someone who can be like him or be better than him."
"Hyung~I can't just love someone I don't know."
"Then try me! Try me till you can forget about him. Let's try this. Let's make it work. You can use me."
"What are you talking about? Are you mad,hyung? I won't ever use you. I can't."
"It will pain you if I just use you."
"I won't mind getting hurt if it's you who use me. I won't mind getting hurt if I could see you smile and happy. Use me till you can do it on your own,till you can forget about him." As I said those words there were tears from both of our eyes. It's true thought I won't mind getting use if it's him.
"H-hyung."
"It's alright,jimin-ah. We can talk about this tomorrow. And maybe you could learn to like me,right? Don't worry. And come on enjoy yourself a bit. Lighten up,come on."
"Okie~!."
"Now we could start the real deal." I said grabbing his hands leading us to the dance floor,dancing our hearts out.
'It's been so long since I had fun. It's been so long since I feel this feeling again. It's been so long to like someone again.' I sigh contently.
This would be better that nothing.