✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 "𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺"
''𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅𝒚.''
─── Ventum
✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯﹗
"𝐘𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘, 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐘, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐈𝐅𝐓. 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓."
Nobody knew the truth about why 𝐊𝐖𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐀𝐄 lived her life on the edge. Why she always spoke her mind without a filter, did what she wanted to whenever she wanted to, and lived by one singular rule: have no regrets. They all assumed that she was either a naturally-born rebel or craving attention so badly that she acted out in every way possible.
They didn't know that to her, "𝙮𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙙𝙖𝙮" meant another day that 𝐉𝐀𝐄 had survived.
They didn't know that "𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮" was a gift which 𝐉𝐀𝐄 cherished above everything else in the world.
They didn't know that "𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬" and its uncertainty was 𝐉𝐀𝐄's biggest fear.
No one knew.
And then, 𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐎-𝐉𝐔𝐍 found out.
✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨﹗
chungha AS ❛❛ 𝓀𝓌𝑜𝓃 𝒿𝒶𝑒 ❜❜
❛❛ Who cares about what'll happen tomorrow? I'm alive today, and that's all that matters. ❜❜
─── 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘴
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 ───
&
hwang in-yeop AS ❛❛ 𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝑜𝒿𝓊𝓃 ❜❜
❛❛ You know I never meant it—I never really meant any of the stupid things I said back then. I was young and stupid, and I'm sorry. So please ... please don't do this. Don't disappear. ❜❜
─── 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯
𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘱 ───
✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨﹗
park yoo-na AS ❛❛ 𝓀𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝑜𝒿𝒾𝓃 ❜❜
❛❛ I'm not upset because you hid this from me for so long despite having multiple opportunities to tell me. I don't understand why you never said anything, but it's too late to guess now. Besides, what I'm truly upset about is the fact that I wasn't the first one to find out. ❜❜
cha eunwoo AS ❛❛ 𝓁𝑒𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒽𝑜 ❜❜
❛❛ I haven't had a single peaceful day ever since I met you—not one. Not that I'd have it any other way, of course, but still—just thought that you should know that the root of all of my problems are you. ❜❜
moon ga-young AS ❛❛ 𝓁𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝑔𝓎𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑔 ❜❜
❛❛ You have everything that I've ever wanted, and I can't have any of it. That makes me envy you. ❜❜
yoon jong-hoon AS ❛❛ 𝒹𝑜𝒸𝓉𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝑒 𝒿𝑜𝒽𝓌𝒶 ❜❜
❛❛ Okay something definitely happened. What kind of mess did you get yourself into this time? ❜❜
lee il-hwa AS ❛❛ 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃-𝒿𝒶 ❜❜
❛❛ You remind me of my darling daughter. If little Eunjae grows up to be even half as strong as you, I'll be able to rest easy. ❜❜
✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘴﹗
kang min-ah AS ❛❛ 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝒾 𝓈𝑜𝑜-𝒶𝒽 ❜❜, STUDENT AT SAEBOM HIGH
lee il-jun AS ❛❛ 𝓎𝑜𝑜 𝓉𝒶𝑒𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓃 ❜❜, STUDENT AT SAEBOM HIGH
park hyun-jung AS ❛❛ 𝓁𝑒𝑒 𝓂𝒾𝒽𝓎𝒶𝓃𝑔 ❜❜, SEOJUN'S MOTHER
yeo joo-ha AS ❛❛ 𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓌𝑜𝑜𝓃 ❜❜, SEOJUN'S YOUNGER SISTER
lee woo-je AS ❛❛ 𝓀𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 ❜❜, SEOJUN'S FRIEND
lee joo-ahn AS ❛❛ 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝒾 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓀 ❜❜, SEOJUN'S FRIEND
kim hye-yoon AS ❛❛ 𝑒𝓊𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑜𝒽 ❜❜, SELF-AWARE EXTRA
lee jae-wook AS ❛❛ 𝒷𝒶𝑒𝓀 𝓀𝓎𝓊𝓃𝑔 ❜❜, SELF-AWARE EXTRA
jung gun-joo AS ❛❛ 𝓇𝓎𝓊 𝒽𝓎𝓊𝓃𝑔-𝒿𝒾𝓃 ❜❜, FAMOUS BASEBALL PLAYER
shin jae-hwi AS ❛❛ 𝓁𝑒𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑔 ❜❜, BULLY FROM YONGPA HIGH
✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵﹗
𝑆𝐼𝐷𝐸 𝐴 !
i. ─── ꜰɪʀᴇ ᴏɴ ꜰɪʀᴇ by sam smith
❛❛ When we fight we fight like lions, but then we love and feel the truth ❜❜
ii. ─── ᴡɪʟᴅꜱɪᴅᴇ by red velvet
❛❛ Goodbye, I'm not my old self, take a look at my wild side ❜❜
iii. ─── ʙʟᴏᴡ by jackson wang
❛❛ You taste likе cigarettes ... I got a problem think I'm into it ❜❜
iv. ─── ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ by chase atlantic
❛❛ Call it conflict, as you should, and you ain't gonna stop this ❜❜
v. ─── ꜱᴛᴀʏ by the kid laroi & justin bieber
❛❛ Ain't no way that I can leave you stranded, 'cause you ain't never left me empty-handed, and you know that I know that I can't live without you, so baby, stay ❜❜
𝑆𝐼𝐷𝐸 𝐵 !
vi. ─── ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ by the rose
❛❛ It's better to be held than holding on ❜❜
vii. ─── ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏ by lewis capaldi
❛❛ Our every moment I start to replay, but all I can think about is seeing that look on your face ❜❜
viii. ─── ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ꜱʟᴏᴡʟʏ by alec benjamin
❛❛ If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely, if you're leavin', baby, let me down slowly ❜❜
ix. ─── ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴅɪᴇ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ by eric nam
❛❛ If I'm gonna lose someone, don't let it be you ❜❜
x. ─── ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴ by chord overstreet
❛❛ Hold on, I still want you ... come back, I still need you ❜❜
✩•̩̩͙*˚＊· ─── 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴﹗
i. ─── this book is a work of fiction meaning that any harmful words / actions do not, in any way, relate to the actors used as faceclaims. please keep this in mind while reading.
ii. ─── the idea for this fic is entirely my own, meaning that any similarity to other works is pure coincidence. i do not own the k-dramas "𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐘" and "𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔", or any of their characters. i do, however, own the characters of kwon jae and park chun-ja as well as any other original characters that i may add into the story later on. i do not own any of the actors used as faceclaims (obviously).
iii. ─── do not plagiarise. if you plagiarise, then that's a bit sad to be honest. if you can't write your own stories, then learn how to. take classes. practice. do what you must to improve your skills, but do not mess with the precious works of authors like a pathetic loser. plagiarism is a crime and you will be punished for it, so keep that in mind. NOTE: if you really like the plot for some reason and do wish to write something inspired by it (in which case i will be very flattered), please just ask me first and then give some credit somewhere in your work. i don't mind you taking inspiration from my fics as long as you notify me of it :))
iv. ─── there will be canon divergence. some canon scenes will be altered to include my OCs. a new sub-plot relating to the backgrounds and character arcs of my OCs will be added and woven into the original plot of the k-drama.
v. ─── WARNING ! this fanfic will contain foul language, though some vowels will be omitted. there will be some violent scenes depicting fistfights and injuries. there will also be some intimate scenes between characters here and there. mature themes such as underage drinking and drug usage will also appear. this fanfic will also touch upon topics of assault, self-harm, struggles with mental health and terminal illness. there may also be character death although this is not certain as of right now. any other mature themes that may appear as i write will be added to the list later on. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
vi. ─── i do not in any way, shape, or form encourage any kind of inappropriate behaviour portrayed in this fanfic. it is only there for the purpose of character exploration and plot, nothing more. point is, do not be like kwon jae, my beans. as cool as she is, she's also stupid and expresses a lot of self-neglect, so please do not follow in her footsteps.
vii. ─── seeing as the plot of this fanfic will follow the episodes of the k-drama, i have sectioned the chapters into episodes. kwon jae enters the story in episode 2, and that's why we start there instead of at episode 1 - just wanted to clear that up.
viii. ─── that's everything!! thank you so much for coming to read my story, and i hope you enjoy!! :))❤
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 "𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺" ─── ·＊˚*•̩̩͙✩
''𝒊 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔.''
─── Kwon Jae
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