LISA POV
After that, I asked Jisoo unnie for forgiveness. I told her that it's okay if she won't forgive me. I stayed in my room for like the whole morning but then suddenly an Unknown number messaged me.
It wasn't the blackmailer though. It's another number.
Unknown Number:
Hello, Lisa. Can we meet this dinner?
Unknown Number:
This is Gfriend's Yerin, by the way. :)
My head automatically slowly nodded when she introduced herself. She's teammates with Sowon and a labelmate of BTS. I wonder why would she meet me for dinner.
Tell something important?
About what? Who?
To Gfriend's Yerin:
Hello! Anything?
From Gfriend's Yerin:
Are you free tonight?
I thinked about it a million times before replying. I even caught myself staring at nowhere. I'm just so confused why..
To Gfriend's Yerin:
My schedule is clear, I think. Why?
From Gfriend's Yerin:
I have something important to tell you. Can we meet for dinner tonight? If you don't mind.
Should I say yes? I don't feel suspicious at all. She has good intentions, I guess.
To Gfriend's Yerin:
Yes, i'm fine with it. Where though?
From Gfriend's Yerin:
I'll just send you the details. I'll see you later! :)
I didn't reply anymore. She has something to say later and just now, I felt sus. Should I still go for it? I want to know what it is.
I don't want make different assumptions but since she's somehow connected to Tae, it must be about him? Is it a good thing or a bad one, though? Now I can't wait to know what it is.
I just realized I still haven't eat lunch yet.
Chaeng: Lisa?
She knocked on my door. I don't even want to open my door but I don't want to be rude so I opened it. I saw Chaeyoung Unnie's serious face.
Lisa: What is i-it?
Chaeng: You need to eat. Jisoo unnie might be angry again.
Lisa: But I'm not yet hungry. I feel sorry about earlier.
Chaeng: I'm also sorry about it. She just cares for you so much, as well as jennie unnie and me. You can also rely on us, Lali.
I sadly smiled. I don't have any tears to cry anymore. Everything just went black and white to me.
Lisa: I know. It's my fault. I'll try to open up next time. I'll rest for now.
I closed the door and went to my bed. Everything is so hard to me. But Infact it's not really a big deal. Jisoo unnie was right.
The thought of not leaving Taehyung before popped off my mind. We still could have been together up until now if only I told him the things he needs to know. I feel selfish about it. We were both in that relationship but I, all alone, ended it without his consent or not even asking me.
I have decided to leave for Christmas in 1 week. I'll just finish my schedule here and will go celebrate the holidays with my family and friends. I can't have a peace of mind here.
But before that, I want to talk with him even for the last time. I want to tell him everything I wanted to tell him before. I want to tell him how much I loved him for the very last time. Or maybe not anymore..
I scrolled down in my phone because of boredom. I clicked Tae's messages in my inbox without thinking twice.
Inbox messages from Taehyung:
(Author's note: Don't mind the time stamps!)
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(Valentine's Day):
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(A month after Lisa left):
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(March 1)
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(Mentor Lisa YWY2)
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(And so on...)
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He was so consistent texting me everyday before. I never had the chance to reply cause I wouldn't want to, anyway. That is why I changed my sim card because of it.
I composed a text for him but immediately removed and didn't send it. I want to talk to him but I am too coward for it. This is frustrating.
5PM came and Yerin texted me the details where we will meet. It's just near and the time would be 6PM.
I got ready for the dinner. I just wore a simple jeans and a Celine shirt. I added a jacket for the outer. I also wore a glasses and a mask so that they won't recognize me. Paparazzis will surely go near me if I wouldn't. My hair is also tied up.
I went out of my room. Jennie unnie immediately noticed me.
"Where are you going?" -Jennie.
I looked at hair. I picked my car keys and my phone. Oof...
"Downstairs." I simply answered.
"What you gonna do there? We'll have our dinner now." -Jennie.
"Uh, i'll just finish some stuffs. I'll be home early, promise." I said then I went out to avoid questions from her.
Heading to the building out, I saw Hanbin oppa, holding his keys. He also went out, huh..
Hanbin: Lisa!
Lisa: Oppa!
I smiled to him.
Lisa: You went out?
Hanbin: Yeah, just went out to meet Jiyong hyung. Where are you going?
Lisa: I'll just go meet someone.
Hanbin: I'll drive you there.
Lisa: No.. No, it's okay oppa. You need to rest. I'll go myself.
Hanbin: Come on, I don't have anything to do anyway.
Lisa: But I think I'll be----
Hanbin: It's okay, I'll wait you. Besides I want to eat dinner outside.
He held my hand my hand and guided me towards her car. I can't do anything anymore but just to tell him the place where I will meet Yerin.
I am not feeling about this one, though... I feel like something is off.