I've lived with Siobhan now for six weeks.
She decided it would be the best for me to talk to a therapist.
To digest everything I've encountered.
Since three weeks ago I have regular appointments with my therapist Lisa.
She is a very nice and lovely woman.
I feel my mental state getting healthier.
Even though it hasn't been long since I've started talking to Lisa.
Siobhan also wants to find out why I am in the US and not Ireland.
She called a few relatives in Limerick to start investigations.
She is assuming that since I don't have an American ID that I'm illegally here.
There is no update from Kieran. He hasn't called once.
Even though Siobhan doesn't say anything I know she is worried.
And maybe I'm worried too.
I didn't say anything about my feelings for him to Lisa.
I want to keep it as a secret.