-Myeisha Sa'Oir Davis
- February 5th, 2018
I woke up hearing Sweet Love by Anita Baker indicating my mom was up cleaning around the house. I decided to stay here longer being that Sadé and Sergio was still in town.
In my house you'd know when it was cleaning day you'd hear old R&B and the smell of Fabuloso would smack you in the face as soon as you opened your door
I missed this
As a kid I used to hate cleaning day but the year both of my parents slipped into a coma made me realize I should've just cleaned and sung along with her and stayed home on the weekends instead of avoiding it
That was the worst year of my life. Me and my siblings got split up each of us moved in with our god parents and started doing ruthless things. Sergio moved to College Park with his godparents Andre and Erykah and god sister Summer, Sade moved to Chicago with her god mother Melissa , Tione moved to New york with my moms mom and I moved to Texas with my godparents Inga and Carlton along with my two god siblings Rakim and Attiyah
After 5 months of them still being in a coma I remember sitting in between their beds holding their hands praying. I prayed for them to wake up and I promised I would calm down and take music seriously.
We all did
I started making music under my dads label, I also got a 1017 tattoo. I met Keith and Xavier at a label meeting Suge held to welcome me we exchanged numbers and the rest is history. Sadé got signed to Interscope, Sergio got signed to Atlantic and Tione got signed to Columbia
My parents woke up after a year and 6 months. When they were released Sergio bought them a mansion and all of us moved in it to be closer to them. Sergio moved to L.A after living with us for a year he wanted his privacy and Sadé moved out 3 months ago with her man so that leaves me and Tione- even tho I have my own apartment 10 minutes away I still find myself over here alot
After getting a good stretch I finally got up to take care of my hygiene. After I got out the shower I dried off then moisturized my skin after I finished with that I put on my underclothes a pair of loose sweats and a tank top along with fluffy socks then made my way down stairs
In my heart it was you, only
Love is life, what dreams come true
And even though i can't have you, baby
Desires like these are true for you
All my love is all i have
And my dreams are very Special
All my life I've looked for you
And today my dreams come true
You need me and I need you
Love and us is Very Special
Things you seem to do divine
You looked straight into my eyes
"I know our love was meant to be cause our souls touched tenderly love is life and life is loving very special boy ohh yea" I swayed as me and my momma sung to each other. It was moments like this I loved and didn't want to end
Me and her had a great bond and music has always been a big part of our relationship we could sing our asses off together. I hope I have a relationship like this with my kid
"This my shit" we said in sync doing this dance when we heard the intro of V.S.O.P by K.Michelle. She grabbed her phone and unpaired her phone from the speaker to the surround sound speakers then turned it all the way "Go ahead and sing it ma" I hyped as she held onto the broom like it was a microphone
"Hit the lights can't let no one see me get down its alright I know they think I get around you and I got something they can't know about really only heaven knows my heart" She sung as she danced holding onto the broom
"You know this ain't an ordinary love we got so much history in the stories about us so come on over baby we gon light some candles tonight very special we gon do whatever you like very special got some Henny chillin on ice very special hope you make the rest of my life very special" we sung together then I grabbed the mop getting ready for my part "Gon sing it baby" she hyped
"Warm my bed it's a little cold on your shoulder mama said I would understand when im older in my head even if you tell me it's over ill pretend you told me I'm your all cause you know this ain't an ordinary love we got so much history in the stories about us so come on over baby" I sang to the top of my lungs as I held onto the mop as if it were a microphone
Cause you know this ain't an ordinary love;
We got so much history in the stories about us,
So come on over, baby...
We gon' light some candles tonight - very special...
We gon' do whatever you like - very special...
Got yo' Henny chillin' on ice - very special...
Hope you make the rest of my life very special...
(Ooh, oh...) Very special...
(Ooh, oh...) All night...
My dad and Tione came down the stairs and my mom made that come here motion to him with her finger as she sung. Throwing his arm around my shoulder Tione swayed us. "Go head ma" I yelled over the music as the part was about to come on
"He ain't supposed to be with you that's what everybody gon' tell me but I can't really count on what everybody gon tell me" she sung staring at me and Tione then turned to my dad and held his chin with one hand
"She ain't seen her baby in a couple days and I'm looking my baby right up in his face flowers and gifts restaurants I swear he buy me anything I want thats why im so quick to put that music on for him listen to it baby yeah" she sung I smiling at them as Tione laughed recording them
We gon' light some candles tonight - very special... (We gon' light some candles...)
We gon' do whatever you like (Whatever you like...) - very special...
Got some Henny chillin' on ice - very special... (Got some Henny chillin' on ice for you, baby...)
Hope you make the rest of my life very special... (I hope you make the rest of my night - oh, oh, oh, oh...)
(Ooh, oh...) Very special...
Ooh, oh - very special!
(Ooh, oh - very special...) Oh, oh...
(Ooh, oh...) All night...
We drinkin'... (Ooh, oh - very special...)
Oh, we buyin'... (Ooh, oh - very special...)
Oh, and pourin', yeah... (Ooh, oh - very special...)
(Ooh, oh...) All night...
The song changed to The Rain by K. Michelle and I just knew my mom was about to act out "Awl shit" Tione said when he heard the intro come on. She was about to sing to her man and act like we wasn't standing here
Tonight I'm feeling sexy
I can make you overdose
Make it overflow, if you let me
Like a river, my waterfalls'll breakdown and let
You gon' get soaked, so bring a raincoat
When we finish you gone see a rainbow (Oh)
Come swim in my waters like a sailboat
You just making love to me like Nemo
Come sip on it, as I drip on it
You gon' have to change my name to H2O
You love it when I call your name
Daddy, daddy
You love it when I make it rain
Daddy, daddy
Storms will come
Make me overflow (Make me overflow)
Can you stand the rain?
When we get done
I still want some more (I still want some more)
Can you make it rain?
I can get it wetter than a thunderstorm (Hey)
Make love from the midnight 'til the early morn' (Eh-hey-ay)
Wakin' you up like some Folgers in your cup
That morning brew, that's what I do (Ay)
Baby can you swim deep? (Swim deep)
Diving in the ocean
While you in the sheets (In the sheets, woah)
"What stroke do you got for me you know I'm trying to drown you you love it when I call your name daddy, daddy you love it when I make it rain daddy, daddy storms will come make me overflow cam you stand the rain"She had her arms around his neck as she sung all in his face as they swayed with his hands gripping on her ass
well then okay parents
"Yup thats my que to go" Tione said running towards the stairs once they started kissing "Mine too" I said running up the steps behind him. Once we got to the top we stopped to catch our breathe then laughed at how childish we were.
"You got plans today" he asked once we finished laughing "No I kinda wanna just chill...why" I shifted my weight on one foot and tilted my head to the side cause I knew he was up to something.
"There's a party later on.... slide with me" he said doing the diddy bop "Bet just tell me when to start getting ready" I said laughing at him as I walked to my room "Fa sho gang" he yelled over the music since we were further away from each as he went to his room
Him and Sergio's room were on the same side as me and Sadé's they were just so spaced out since the rooms were so big. The other side held four rooms one being my moms makeup room the one next to it being a room that held her clothes then a guest room and lastly at the very end of the hall my parents room
When we get done (We get done)
I still want some more (I still want some more)
Can you make it rain? (Can you make it rain, yeah-hey)
Every time you pull up, boy it's a tidal wave
Ooh, she get wetter, we drip the night away
Boy it ain't no rush, take your time with me
Boy I love when you keep it right there
No, don't ever, ever stop
I'm gon' ride, baby it's you and I
Through the good and bad, I'ma be your ride or die
And when the storm comes, and the rain falls
We'll be making love, we'll be making love
Storms will come
Make me overflow (Can you stand the rain, yeah)
Can you stand the rain? (Oh, oh, can you stand the rain)
When we get done (Get done, yeah)
I still want some more (I still want some more, yeah)
Can you make it rain? (Make it rain, yeah)
I sung along as I made my way to my room. Closing my door behind me I walked over to my dresser then turned on my surround sound speaker then went to my bed to find my phone
always getting lost in covers
Everybody's room is sound proof so they wouldn't be able to hear my music nor would I hear there's. Unlocking my phone I played Body Part by Ciara. K.Michelle definitely got me in a mood. Getting up I sung as I walked over to my big ass mirror and danced in front of it
My body is your party, baby
Nobody's invited but you, baby
I can do it slow now, tell me what you want
Baby, put your phone down, you should turn it off
'Cause tonight is going down, tell your boys is going down
We in the zone now, don't stop
You can keep your hands on me, touch me right there, rock my body
I can't keep my hands off you, your body is my party
I'm doing this little dance for you
You got me so excited
Now it's just me on you
Your body's my party, let's get it started
"Boy you should know that your love is always on my mind im not gonna fight it, I want it all the time boy you should know that your love is always on my mind I can't it deny it I want you I want you" I sung as I danced
I miss my baby☹️
I walked over to my phone going to apple music and setting my playlist titled "whine up ya body👅" for up next. Swiping down on my screen to see my notifications I seen Von texted me making my heart speed up a bit
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grandson🦁🧡
Today 11:30 AM
Whea you at?
delivered
Today 1:24 PM
my parents...why?
delivered
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I sat in our thread for a little while longer seeing his three dots pop up just as I was gonna lock my phone. Waiting for him to reply I rubbed my foot in my carpet when all of a sudden my music stopped and the FaceTime screen popped up. Pointing it to the ceiling I answered his face popped up making me get butterflies
this man so fineee
"Where ya face at ma" he asked making me put my eyebrows and forehead in the camera "Man stop playing" he said making me prop my phone on a pillow so he could see me. "Whatchu fucking wit lil folks" he said "Nothing....Tione taking me to a party later on" I said getting comfortable on the bed
"Who party" he asked scrunching his eyebrows up now holding a straight face "Im not sure to be honest...wyd" i asked changing the topic "Chilling Kayla just picked up Grandbabii I kept him this weekend....they asked about you" he said playing with his dreads
We talked for hours just laughing and enjoying the call. Him and my mom spoke when I had went downstairs to eat she loves him so much I think its cute.
He told me he'd pull up to the party right before he hung up to go to the studio. We didn't speak on the last time we spoke and I think that's cause we both knew its better if spoken on in person.
I needa go to the studio my damn self
I had one more song to record before I dropped my album 'Doll SZN' and I needed to stop playing I wanted it to be out before Valentines day. I had this beat that Xavier sent me and I already had this line in my head that wouldn't go away
I don't wanna lose you or my cool It feel like I need you when we're through- (a/n if yk then yk)
I hummed to myself as I got under my covers. Taking a nap would leave me nice and energized by time that kickback happened.
8:30 p.m
"Eia Eia.......Eia get up and get ready" Tione shook me "Give me another hour Ti" I groaned turning the other way in my bed "No cause you take two hours to get ready and it's already a hour drive" he huffed
a hour drive- must be a female
"Fiend ass nigga" I mumbled as he snatched the covers off me. He held this goofy ass grin on his face making me wanna smack him for waking me up "I love you Eia" he smiled "Fuck out" I scolded getting up
The audacity of this man to wake me up- this party better be jumping or im smacking tf outta him for dragging me a hour away. I grabbed my phone to play some music that'll hype me up then hopped in the shower to wake me up
Not in the mood to do my natural hair I grabbed my wig and started the hour long process. Once I finished I got dressed and sat at my vanity waiting for my lace to lay down
"Do- what are you wearing" Sadé said stopping in her tracks staring at me "What do you mean" I furrowed my eyebrows confused I thought I looked fine
"You have to dress up she said" pointing between my outfit and hers. She had on a red fur coat, a black long sleeve dress with heel boots, light jewelry and loose curls
"She not ready is she" Tione said peeking over her shoulder. He was wearing his chains and watch, a black NY fitted with black Balmains, a grey Balmain hoodie and black Balenciagas.
"Tione didn't tell me I needed to dress up" I rolled my eyes "We don't have time for her to change Serg is in the car already" Tione huffed sitting on my bed
"Uhh wait I got something" I ran in my closet taking the sweatsuit off leaving me in the black crop top I already had on then I put on my black women Balmains that had star's on them and my hot pink Balenciagas then I grabbed my hot pink fur to spice things up "Better" I smiled walking out the closet
(her outfit^)
"Yes now take off that ugly shit" Tione said pointing to the bonnet that was on my head. Throwing my fur at him I sat at my vanity and brushed out my purple hair doing quick baby hair "Boom thats my dolly" Sadé smiled at me
Tione stood up grabbing my fur and phone off the charger then my hand along with Sadé's and dragged us down the stairs "Slow down mother fucker" Sadé fussed as I laughed "No cause im not about to hear his mouth" he fussed pulling us through the house
"What took yall so long" Sergio asked when we got in "We here now so come on....Tione roll up" I said taking my fur and phone from Tione then sitting back getting comfortable "You heard her nigga" Sadé said taking off her fur making me laugh my phone dinging mad me stop
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Yang☯️💜
Wyd bae
I miss you
omw to a party with the siblings
i miss you too
slide on us😕
Bet 😘 send the addy
okkk
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After I sent her the addy I closed out our thread and went to me and Von's seeing he texted me
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grandson 🦁🧡
Today 10:30 PM
Whea you at lil folks?
omw to the party
you still pulling up?
Fa sho send me the lo
okayyy
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After I sent him the address I locked my phone "Eia...Dé" Tione said making us look up he was passing us the blunts he rolled "Thank you man man" I smiled sitting back lighting it up as I bopped my head to the music Serg was playing
The drive was cool we vibed out the whole ride and hotboxed Serg's truck. When we pulled me and Sadé put on our furs and lip gloss. We got out the car and made our way to the front of the club going past the bouncer and going to the section I assumed was Tione's friend
"Come get drinks with me" Sadé said holding out her hand. Agreeing I took her hand as she lead us through the crowd and downstairs. After we got drinks we met Aaliyah at the door
"Ya'll planned this" Sadé said pointing at our heads. She had a pink wig on and a pink hoodie "No you know us just twin shit you know" Aaliyah said making us laugh
The party was lit ain't gon lie I was just eager to see Von. "Take our pic before Von steals her from me" Aaliyah said passing her phone to Sadé making me chuckle
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Tione was nowhere to be found and Serg was getting danced on by a thick stripper. She was pretty too. I scanned the crowd seeing no Von so I lit another spliff and just vibed with Aaliyah and Sadé and a few of our homies
"Look" Aaliyah said pointing at Von Doodie and Duke I smiled to myself but quickly stopped when I seen four females stop them "Let's go" Sadé said stepping off the couch we was standing on and around Serg's friends that was infront of us. Aaliyah hopped down right after me already know what time it was
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