hi loves!! sorry i havent updated in a min, just living life:) who loved ari & sean at the grammys? and who loved aris preformance!! i mean it was surreal!! anyways i have been writing this chapter for like 3 days lol! so hope you enjoy and ily!! ;-*
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so everything has been going good, between me and sean!. my tour is starting on febuary 26th and is starting in missouri so that should be fun & i really hope sean will be able to join me on my first show! i know he will be joining me in Detroit and also i can spend some time with his family see the place where my love grew up :). and every avabile secound me and sean get we want it to be spent together but of course we put first things first. i will be seeing nona really soon & i miss her like hella crazy, i want to see her before the grammys and the grammys are on the 8th, but my schdule is just so crazy but im gonna call her to see what shes up to and hows noel, and tell her everything that is going on, cause i miss my nona so much, my goal is to get her to go on tour with me & my entrouge. it will be a nice time with her and good bonding time for me and my family. so im gonna talk to my beautiful nona and see what she is up to... :)
Me: hi nona! i miss you so much
nona: hi baby doll i miss you more what have you been up to
me: rehearsing for my honeymoon tour and getting everything ready
nona: honeymoon tour?
me: yeah, thats the name of my tour
nona: oh okay baby doll
me: *laughing* yeah so what have you been up to nona?
nona: wil taking care of noel, and walking and nothing much here, hows frankie?
me: frankie is still in new york and i seen him the other day, hes doing good just building schools but he should be home in a few weeks thou
nona: oh, hows your mom?
me: shes doing good, just travling with me and going with the flow
nona: thats good, when are you guys gonna come see me?
me: my plan is soon nona i have been extreamly busy with my tour things but your one of my main proitrys, and your more importend and i love you but sunday i have to prefrom for the grammys, i was hoping this weekend but i will let you know okay?
nona: i know belmissma and i love you too your making me and grandpa extremly proud, me and grandpa love u belmissma
me: aw thanks nona, i love you guys more so much.
nona: so hows your boyfriend baby?
me: *laughing* hes good, he treats me very good and makes me extreamly happy nona, i love him
nona: will thats good baby doll, but just make sure you dont get hurt, and dont take anything for granite and dont lose your light and be true to who you are baby.
me: yeah i will nona under all cermcanses love u nona
nona: love you baby doll
Me: I love u more Nona, I got a new baby
Nona: oh Lord Ariana
Me: *laughing* what?.
This went on for hours a lady haves to catch up with her Nona :) and I have been spending lots of time with Sean my tour starts in like 17 days that's gonna fly by, I'm very happy & a lil sad, but mostly happy, sad cause I'm gonna miss Nona, Frankie , Sean , babies my friends, happy cause I can meet & preform for my baby loves that take up so much space in my heart that are here to stay with me for life. I love em so much, there just the cutest I don't know what I would do without them there amazing. I don't know what I would do without any of the people in my life Probley die the people in my life are what I wake up for I love them so much. Right now I'm gonna go set up my "one last time" lyric video & rehearse for honeymoon tour :)
After words when I went home I walked the babies, and just admired the nature, just to think & appreciate life, a time to sniff the roses. Then I decided to call my dad inform him on everything & just tell him that I love him :-)
Me: hi daddy
Dad: hi baby, what have you been up to?
Me: just getting ready for my tour
Dad: oh really, where you starting at?
Me: on Feb 25th in mossori
Dad: very cool baby how are u?
Me: I'm good, just walking my 6 dogs
Dad:*laughing* oh my God 6?
Me: *laughing* yeah
Dad: Will I love u baby and I'm very proud baby and you have my support no Matter what okay?
Me: thanks daddy, that means alot and I love you too.
Dad: I just want you to know that babe, how's Sean?
Me: he's good, he just released his 3rd album "dark sky paradise" and he's wonderful to me I love him alot
Dad: that's good baby, as long as he's good to you and.you love him.I love him baby
Me: *laughing* thanks dad
Dad: do.you think he's the one?
Me: iv been in love only twice, and Sean Is the second time, and I know that this Is real, like real love and we can both feel it we love each other and I can't see myself without him, so yeah I believe he Is the one.
Dad:that's beautiful baby I might cry
Me: *laughing* will that's love dad
Dad: yes it is, love is strong & beautiful and that Is what you and Sean have.
Me: yeah, that's what we have :)
The talk with daddy went on for.hours and I cried at the end. Just so emotional and so in love. And I'm just the happiest just realizing life alot more and I.just can't stop smiling and loving it..
Ariana do you love me?
Yes alot bby
I love u
I love u
Love me
Ily
Hii
Hi bby
I opt you and big Sean
Me too
Luv u
Ily
Why can't u love me
I doo
Can't wait to hug u
Ily
Give me a hug pls
((Hug)) sending love xxx
Kill it at grammys
:)
Are u happy
Da happiest xxx
Ily
Ily
Love me
Sending love xxx
Love u
Love u queen
Then I needed my baby after a hard day rehearsing and just getting everything ready ..
To: My baby <3
Hi bby, are u coming over?
From: My baby <3
Yeah baby, omw just got done working love u sexy ass
To: My baby <3
Okay bby, love u :-*
I got ready for my baby, by making us some delicious healthy dinner & Champaign and getting in a simple comfortable yet sexy alpheat :) and played with the babies till sean got here then there was knocks on the door & i leaped to the door, with toulouse and siruis by my feet leaping along 'open the door toulouse!' i laughed as he was going crazy by the door, i opened it still laughing at my hyper dogs, 'hi babe' i said plotting my lips against seans once i was face to face with him. smiling 'hi baby' sean said coming in as toulouse and siruis attacked him sean laughed and picked up toulouse as i picked up siruis 'okay baby go play!' i said letting siruis outside with fawkes, and sean sat toulouse down to go play with cinnamon and we sat on the couch and i sat in seans lap, kissing him 'hi guys' mom said going in the kitchen. 'hi momma!' i said 'hi joan' sean said 'hi sweetie!' momma said it feels so good to know that my mom and my man get along just fine, it means the world to me, just the happiest. 'watcha wanna do baby?' i asked 'mm, cuddle with you!' sean said rubbing my thighs making me come closer to him 'that sounds perfect!, but first i wanna show you the one last time music video!' i said getting up getting my lap top. 'oh yeah! i wanna see it too!' momma said, cause she didnt see it yet, 'yeah come here guys!' i said in the kitchen my mom and sean made there way in the kitchen and mama stood behind me wrapping her arms around my waist, sean beside me holding my hand, just the most perfect postion ever between the three of us. as we watched it i could tell by my moms and seans face reacations they loved it, that made me feel really good that my mom and boyfriend love my work. 'baby thats so good!' sean said afterwords kissing me passionly 'honey, you killed it im so poud!' mama said hugging me, 'aw thanks mama! i love u!' i said squeezing her kissing her on the cheek, ' i love u too belmissma' mama said, then i hugged sean 'thanks baby! i love u!' i said kissing his neck, 'love u more babe' sean said carrying me to the couch and laying down with me. as he was on the edge and i was in between him and the cushions, my arms wrapped around him, his arms wrapped around me, grabbing my ass but i dont mind :), 'mm, baby your gonna go to the grammys with me right, on sunday?' i asked rubbing his back. 'of course, who else is coming?' sean asked 'me you, mama and frankie' i said 'sounds good' sean said smiling kissing my temple, 'let me show you what im wearing there' i said getting up grabbing his arm, 'okay!! your gonna show me!' sean said getting up slapping my ass and picking me up putting me over his shoulder causing me to laugh. he carried me all the way upstairs and in my room shutting and locking the door, playfully throwing me on the bed hovering me kissing me as my legs are wrapped around his torso, me kissing back passionly. 'mm, no no no, baby you gotta show me what you wearing' sean said smirking in a teasingly way, 'mm, ill show you later!' i said giggling brining his lips back to mine and taking off his shirt causing him to laugh... ;)
After our love session :), i showed him the two dresses that i was gonna be wearing when i showed him the white one 'damn, thats sexy' sean said smilling 'yeah? what about this one?' i asked showing him the blue one, 'even sexier! witch one is first?' sean asked 'the white!' i said smiling 'very sexy baby but you have to help me pick out what im gonna wear' sean said.'no problem baby' i said kissing sean, 'movie time!' i said. me and sean went downstairs and mommy was in her room and the babies wanted to come inside, 'come here babies!' i said letting em in then my phone was getting a FaceTime call 'who is it baby?' i ask 'its frankie' sean said laughing 'frankie!! anwser it' i said going in the living room. sean anwsered it, 'what up doe?' sean said smiling, 'seeaaannnnnn!!!!!!!' frankie yelled throu the phone, seans face was priceless i started laughing so did sean and frankie 'god damn!' sean said causing us to laugh again, 'hi babe' i said getting in the camera 'my arriiii, i miss u!!' frankie said 'i know i miss you too, your coming to the grammys right?' i asked 'wouldnt miss it for the world!' frankie said 'aw, i love u' i said 'i love you to, whos all coming?' frankie said, 'me, sean, you and mama' i said 'cute, cute, cute!, now show me the babies!' frankie said, 'siruis come here!' i said grabbing siruis 'hi uncle frankie!' i said holding siruis over my face, 'hi my baby' frankie said to siruis over the phone..
after a few hours talking to frankie, he had to go and so did me and sean we had to go to honeymoon rehreasels and actully practice in a real arena!, so i know me and my crew are gonna be an emotinal wreck! my crew is texting me, while me and sean are on our way, were sitting in the back while jones drives us, and im cuddling in seans lap :).
From: briii :P
where the fuck are you guys?
To: briii :P
chill your balls, were on our way lol
From: briii :P
will hurry the fuck up!
To: briii :P
shut the fuck up!!!
that got him to shut the fuck up.. lol once we got to the arena my crew greeted sean, as sean greeted back, then we got to talking and laughing i love my crew so much :). then we started reherasing and once i steped on that stage i just broke down, flash backs came to me, like my career flashed before my eyes, like my preformances from my tour on 'Yours Truly' and it was just crazy, i couldnt stop crying i think it was tears of joy and all of the work we have been doing and stepping on that stage just made it surreal. then sean came on the stage and held me 'baby, whats wrong?' he was kissing my forhead as i barryed my head in his chest. 'im just so emotinal, these are happy tears baby im happy' i said giving him wet kisses, then before i know it my crew is coming up to us with happy tears as well and we just couldnt control it i was hugging & kissing my crew as we group hugged every thing was just perfect, just the way it was. i invited my crew to my place with sean and i, to play games, watch movies and talk till 5 am :), witch what happend but first i shared my emotnial arena moment with my loves :).
we woke up at 9 am, i got up and went pee and i was just in bra & undies so i put on one of seans shirts, and went downstairs to eat some whole grain cerial and some non pulp orange juice, after i fed all of my babies, 'morning babe' mama said coming downstairs 'morning sexy mama' kissing her cheek we were laughing at the view of my crew laying all over the place in my living room, skotty & nekai laying on my couch the one were me and sean lay all the time :) tracy and brian on the other couch, jones laying on the floor, and the rest of my crew cuddled together on the floor i took a pic so cute! then frankie bursted thou the door at 9:30 am, 'everybody im heeerrreee!!!!!!!' he sang while leaping throu the enterace 'hi love!!' mama yelled jumping in frankies arms 'hi frankie!' i said as i leaped in his arms as well 'hi my loves!!' frankie said laughing, 'frankie, you woke us up!!' skotty yelled 'oh the sound of love!' frankie said making us laugh, sean making his way downstairs half asleep, 'morning frankie' sean said half asleep rubing his eyes causing me, frankie, mama to laugh 'hiiiii seaaannn' frankie said hugging sean, 'morning baby' i said hugging sean in a passionate hug along with a passioate kiss, 'morning babe' sean said smiling 'hi sweet heart, are you hungery?' mama asked 'ill get him something mama, just sit with frankie' i said getting sean waffles. after the waffles were done i sat in seans lap adoring him as he ate 'thanks baby there so good' sean said smiling 'your welcome love' i said kissing his temple. by 10:30 am me sean and mama were already showered frankie just got in the shower, and we were just getting our cloths ready, and alexia wanted to ft, witch we did for an hour then i had to continue on getting ready.
by 12:30 pm we were out the door, and ready becuase the red carpet started at 1 and we couldnt be late!, but i had to see what my loves were up to on our way there in the car..
@ArianaGrande
today feels like a dreammm???¿
and we just started talking about how we were gonna walk in and how it was gonna go out, once i seen the building 'staples center' and red carpet and limos my stomach went crazy, im nervous as all hell. once we stepped out, sean stepped out then me, then mama then frankie. then we heard people yell 'ariana!! sean, ariana over here!! frankie this way!' it was crazy then a photographer stepped in front of me and sean, 'can i take a quick pic?' 'sure' i said as me and sean made a pose, then we both kept it moving with mama and frankie behind, then we made it to the red carpet and i seen many of my friends and artist that i adore, so me and sean said our hi's then we made it to the ryan secreast interview me and sean went on that stage thingie and ryan said 'hi, ariana! you guys look amazing!' 'thanks ryan so do you!' i said hugging him 'oh will thanks, i try' making me and sean laugh, and we literally talked for a min, and ryan said 'okay so were about to go live are you ready?' 'oh my god, im so nervous' i said, i was about to die i was getting dizzy i was just not ready for this. then we went live, 'oh ariana dont be nervous, your internatinal popstar, here we got ariana and big sean!' making me laugh then he asked what we were wearing, and about what i was doing and my tour then we left and we thanked him giving him a kiss on the cheek. then i felt like i could breath again, 'oh my god' i said 'just breath baby, you look so fucking sexy, your doing good, baby just breath' sean said 'okay, i love u' i said 'i love u' sean said putting his hand in mine. then we went to the photographers on the red carpet, i went on first i did some poses giving them my left shoulder, giving em cute poses and there were yelling 'gourges ariana! sexy! perfect!' then sean came on, and i couldnt be happier that he came on to get in the pics, 'hi baby' i said reaching for him to com over to me, he wrapped his arm around my waist and we smiled trying to give everyone a good pic, then he put his hand on my ass that made me blush, and we walked over to the photographers so they can get some good pics, then i put my hand on his chest, and we kept smiling giving everyone good shots then they yelled 'kiss him ariana! kiss him!' causing me to laugh i kissed his cheek twice causing to to giggle and i noticed that i got make up on his neck! 'oh i got make up on him!' i said wiping it off making sure i got it all moving along to the other photographers, man were naturals at this!.
finally after the red carpet we were making our way to my dressing room so i can warm up my vocals, and freshin up, on our way we met aiko! shes the cutest! we talked for a few mins and we took some selfies then me and sean went hand n hand to my dressing roomm with people taking our pics along the way. once we finally arrived we seen mommy and frankie talking to my styliest 'theres the stars!' frankie said causing us to laugh. i sat in seans lap as the styliest freshed us up, and i did my vocal warm ups, then a E! manger asked if we can be the 'Red carpet hollywood Fan couple' of course we said yes and we will be out in a min, then madonna come in my dressing room and i almost died i got emotnial! and we talked and took seflies it was just magical :) it was a dream it was surreal..like its MADONNA! and she wished me the best luck & love when i go on my tour i said 'aw thank you so much! i love you' as i was hugging her, 'your welcome honey, i love u' she said back, kissing my forhead and out with her entourage 'holy shit!' i said jumping in mamas arms, i just couldnt believe it!! just magical..
then me and sean went to the 'Red carpet Hollywood couple Fans' area and we seen ross & emily 'oh my god! ariana and big sean!' ross said 'hi!' i said hugging them both, 'whats up' sean said 'can i take a selfie with you guys?' emily asked 'of course' i said as me and sean got in the camera, then they explained what was gonna happen and what we had to say, and thats what we did. 'and were live!' the camera guy said. 'how is it going over there guys!' gualina rancic asked 'were good gualina but seriouslly we need some secuirty because these fans just wont leave us alone!' emily said 'yeah' ross said, and then me and sean said 'please! come on just one selfie just one please!' 'please for my mom!' i said 'fine come up here guys' emily said 'thank u so much' i said and i took two selfies 'this is for my mom hi mom!' i said in the video then me and sean left the stage laughing, just too funny!.. but now it was time to follow everybody cause the grammys are about to start!!
everybody is here and its so cool to meet all the artist i adore/love. we already had 2 chermical breaks and so far me sean and mommy are just dancing along to all the amazing preformances, and im gonna preform 'just a little bit of your heart' and right now im going back stage cause when we go live again im preforming!! im super nervous/exited and my heart is just... leaping! but im ready! they set my microphone up and freshed me up then i hear ana kendrick interducing me, and i know its time they pull the wall away i see thousends of people but im gonna sing my little heart out!.
I don't ever ask you where you've been
And I don't feel the need to know who you're with
I can't even think straight, but I can tell
That you were just with her
And I'll still be a fool
I'm a fool for you
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for
I don't ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean
And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say
I know I'm not your only
But I'll still be a fool
Cause I'm a fool for you
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for
(Just a little bit)
(Mmm, yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I know I'm not your only
But at least I'm one
I heard a little love
Is better than none
(Oh, babe)
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart (just a little bit)
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for and i breath and everybody is clapping and standing up and cheering! its just the best feeling in the world!!. then i go backstage and sean is there and he haves the biggest smile on his face!! i jump in his arms and give him a nice long, passionate, soft tender kiss, 'i did it baby!' i said barrying my head in his neck, 'yes you did baby and i couldnt be more proud of you, you did amazing and you look fanamal, i love you so much!' sean said kissing my neck. 'mm, thanks baby i love you more' i said holding his hand kissing his temple. then we went back in the audence enjoying all the preformances along with mommy, and frankie. the night was abousltey majical and surreal, it was a dream. and i know grandpa was watching and i know hes proud!, even thou i didnt get no grammys, it was still an honor, and a dreammm :). and i had a wonderful time.. a true surreal night ;)