You put me in this mood.
I can’t describe it.
It’s bitchy with a side of anger.
But not angry anger just like I’ve come to terms with what’s happening with us anger.
Angry that I know that I can’t fix it,
Angry that I tried and fail,
Angry because I know you don’t miss me like I miss you,
Because you’re happier and better off without me.
We made a whole new level of anger…
It’s almost like I’m numb.
My feelings have shut down and I can’t feel anything anymore.
The lump you feel right before you cry, I can’t feel that anymore.
It’s become something that I feel every day.