Chapter : 6
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Riddhima feels a warm vibes inside her womb.
It's a strange feeling.
She can't understand what is happening.
It's a some kind of strange pleasure.
Riddhima feels sleepy.
She falls asleep.
Riddhima opens her eyes.
She sees vansh is not in the bed..
She looks at surrounding.
She she understands it's become morning.
The candles are finished only the abstract wax left in the candle stand.
She wakes up slowly.
She feels herself naked.
She grabs the bedsheet & goes towards the washroom.
---"vansh is also not in the washroom then is he went for office ? "
She says it in her mind.
Riddhima takes the shower.
She remembers the moment which she spent on the first morning after marriage.
Riddhima 's monologue :
Today 1 month passed.
I can understand He hates me a lot.
He thinks I'm responsible for siya's condition.
He wanted to punish me every night.
But I can't be able to hate that man at least 1%
As I knew he is a good son -in -low and great Brother for his sister.
Love is really a strange feeling.
It's a strange emotion.
will not he would be perfect Husband of me ?
Will not he love me to forget about this revenge game?
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Unknowingly tears falls down from her eyes.
After bath :
She comes out.
She checks her wardrobe.
She sees the saree which vansh gifted at her Marriage's first night.
She holds the saree..
She kisses on the saree.
"It's my precious gift of my life.
My husband choosed this Saree for me.
It's so special.
Why I'm Feeling nostalgia too much today.
Is my death day is coming ?
I heard a person become too much nostalgic about his/her life when he/she is going to leave everything."
She feels afraid to think it.
She cried out : No...I will not think these shitty thing.
Let's get ready first.
Riddhima gets down.
Riddhima sees Dadi is doing something in front of Ganapti Bappa's murti.
Riddhima : Dadi... leave it.
I will do it..
You go and take rest.
Yesterday you was telling your knee bone point is panning.
Dadi : Now in these old age only pain left in life.
Riddhima (shockingly ) Why you are saying like this Dadi ?
Dadi : Today in early Morning Vansh goes out somewhere without inform me.
I was plucking flower in the garden that time.
I called him but he didn't look at me.
Riddhima : I think Dadi...he didn't hear your voice.
I don't know what is happening with Vansh but after marriage he changed a lot.
She doesn't talk with me like earlier days.
Me , siya & Vansh whole Sunday noon after lunch.
I'm not blaming you about it.
Riddhima : ( in mind : How can I will express you that he is busy in his so called revenge game)
I think he is tensed for Siya.
Hope siya get well soon then he will be okay..
Riddhima starts to paste the coconut..
In mind : prayers to God.
God only you knew I never did anything wrong.
I believe you you will help me to cross this hurdles.
I always craving for a family.
Today I get a family.
Not only 1 month still my last breathe I can be able to take care of the family.
Dadi...can I hug you.
Dadi : why not ?
Riddhima eyes becomes teary.
The tear drops falls on her shoulder.
Dadi Feels it.
Dadi : what happened ?
Are you crying Dear ?
Riddhima : Give me bless Dadi..
I need your bless to cross the all hurdles of my life.
Dadi : My bless is always with you.
Riddhima : You are such a sweet soul Dadi..I love you.
Dadi... coconut is pasted.
Now what I will do?
Dadi : Let's come to kitchen with me.
I will learn you the process of how to make coconut ladduu.
Riddhima starts to make the coconut ladduu happily.
Vansh comes back into home.
He Shocked to see Riddhima ' s smiling sound.
Vansh : ( in mind ) Why so easily she is roaming in the house happily ?
Why not she brusts into cry to loose her lover kabir ?
Why she is standing happily after every night's phycial torture ?
I want to smash her but she is happily standing.
Vansh goes towards the kitchen.
Vansh : What you both are doing ?
Don't need to cook today's lunch .
I brought lunch .
Afterall today is very special day.
My Marriage life completed 1 month..
Dadi : Wow vansh...
So... Romantic style.
Then what Special you will do for you Marriage Anniversary?
Vansh : That day will be more special.
You can't imagine.
(He laughs.)
Riddhima feels afarid to see his smiling face today.
Riddhima arranges the plate.
Dadi : Riddhima you also eat with us.
Serve your also.
All Starts to eat...
Suddenly Riddhima Feels vomit.
She gets up the chair and runs towards the washroom..
After sometime she comes out.
Dadi : what happened ?
Riddhima : I don't like cheese so maybe I feel vomit to eat the cheesey pizza.
Dadi you both continue.
I'm going to my room to take rest.
Riddhima feels uncomfortable in the room.
She feels something devastate going to be happen.
Riddhima goes to Siya 's room.
Riddhima sits besides her and call
: Siya..!!
Half truth is always dangerous..
You are the evidence of this fact..
Why you took this decision siya?
Vansh comes to her room but he sees Riddhima is not her room.
She searches Riddhima.
This time he hears Riddhima' s voice from Siya's room..
Save your brother.
He is not a Beast but for your happiness he is becoming a beast...
Vansh Shocked to hear this .
In mind :
How can she understands his inner soul?
No I can't be weak more for her.
She is the reason of Siya's suicide.
She deserves only the pain.
He goes to his room.
Riddhima continues her talks.
Why Siya why you didn't tell me first that you love Kabir then I never gave him chance at least.
I will go far from you both.
Sometime your eyes can't be see the whole truth.
You totally misunderstood me.
I'm your true friend not a rival.
Riddhima remembers that remarkable Day which changed her life.
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In college :
The last bell rings .
Riddhima and Siya comes out from the classroom.
Siya : Riddhima....I can't able to write Sir's lecture, he described so fast..
Take my notebook, you will write this topic.
Riddhima : okay Dear.
By the way What happened to you?
Nowdays your mind is absence in class.
Siya : Nothing just feel bore of this student life.
Examination - Assignment just fed up I'm for this sucks.
Riddhima (laughs) Then what you will do?
Marriage ?
Siya : No...not so soon. But first I want to enjoy love courtship.
They are Walking on the corridor..
That time Riddhima feels a pat on her shoulder.
She looks back..
Shockingly she says : kabir..
You?
What happened ?
Why you called me like this?
Today also you need first class 's note.
Riddhima opens her bag to take out her note book.
( Usually kabir missed first class as he is late riser )
Kabir : No... today I want to say something important.
He holds her hand.
Siya...can you please go.
Siya : what important talk you want to say her that you can't able to say in presence of me .
Kabir : It's too personal.
You please go..
Riddhima( shockingly ) : personal 😲
Kabir : Just give 2 minutes.
Siya : Okay... I'm going.. you tell fast.
Come fast Riddhu.
I will wait for you in ground.
Siya goes.
Riddhima : Now you tell first.
Kabir kneel down infront of Riddhima.
He holds her hand.
Kabir : From the first day of college.
Your simplicity attracted me.
First I thought it is attraction or some kind of infatuation but day by day my love increasing for you.
I want to get you in my life forever as my life partner.
Can you please Walk with me to hold my hand in life for forever.
Riddhima Shocked she doesn't know what she will give answer ?
First time in her life someone expressing love for her.
She stands numb.
Riddhima : I need time to think about this.
Now final exam is coming.
It's the first priority of my life.
I have to be establish in my life to full fill my aims.
Kabir : I'm forgetting myself to think about you.i can't able to sleep properly , can't able to eat , can't able to prepare for exam, I can't able to study.
Riddhima : Are you becoming mad?
Think practically.
Is your parents will be ready to give their only one son's Marriage with a orphan girl?
Kabor : They never disagree with my any decision.
They will surely accept our relationship.
First you say me yes.
Riddhima can't understand what will she say?
How she will ignore this matter.
Kabir ; My legs are hurting.
Please say something.
Aren't you have believe upon my love?
Riddhima : stand up please.
Give me some time still exam .
Kabir in excitement hugs her.
Riddhima Shocked.
Kabir : Take how much time you want to take.
But at the end I want to say only yes.
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From some far distance Siya noticing their movements.
She can't understand the conversation..
But she understands the matter to see their movements.
She feels heartbroken.
Her eyes become teary.
She runs fast from there.
Riddhima apart from the hug.
Riddhima : It's become too late.
Guard uncle is coming to lock the door.
Kabir : Okay...Bye...
Now with study think about my love also.
I'm waiting for you remember this always.
Riddhima goes from there quickly.
She sees Siya is not present in ground.
She thinks maybe siya go to her house.
She comes out from the Gate.
Outside of the Main Gate.
Panipuri uncle : Beti... will not eat Panipuri today ?
Riddhima's eyesight searching siya on the road.
Slowly she says No uncle.
Panipuri uncle : Riddhima beti are you searching your friend siya ?
Someminutes before she went.
Riddhima : I was getting late so she is angry upon me.
Her mobile also not responding.
( She dials her mobile number thrice)
Tomorrow I will say her sorry when she will come in college.
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But you didn't give me time to say sorry.
In anger you did this .
Get well soon.
Kabir is only yours.
Siya doesn't respond.
She just laying like a life less body.
Riddhima wipes her tears.
She goes out from room.
She goes towards her room..
She sees vansh locked the door.
Are he is okay ?
She calls vansh.
Vansh : Don't disturb me.
I'm doing a project.
Riddhima : Okay.. I'm going to hall.
If you need coffee or something then you will tell me.
Vansh : ( in mind ) Why you always act to be a perfect wife.
Why?
The next day:
Riddhima feels a pain in her lower abdomen.
She wakes up.
She feels a strange feeling inside her.
She feels vomit.
She tries to go quickly towards the washroom.
But she feels her leg is to weak to walk.
Somehow composed herself,
She enters into washroom.
From the washroom,
She hears the sound of Vansh's car..
He went in the early morning without breakfast now Dadi will be sad again.
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Dadi wakes up in the morning and Shocked to see Riddhima in the kitchen.
Dadi : Today you woke up so early.
Riddhima : yeah...Dadi...
Vansh went out for office in early morning without breakfast so I'm preparing breakfast for her.
I'm thinking to send it in his office.
Dadi : I'm so happy that after me you are here to take care of Vansh.
This two days is so critical for Vansh.
Riddhima : why Dadi?
Dadi : As tomorrow is Siya's Birthday .
I think her birthday is coming so he is depressed from last few days.
Every year vansh celebrated this day grandly.
But this year will be painful for him as siya is unwell.
Riddhima ( in mind ) for this reason last night he locked the Door.
How is he now?
Riddhima send the tiffin box to Vansh's office by the Driver.
The day passed.
In the evening :
Doctor comes to check up siya.
Vansh returns in home with Doctor.
Doctor : No improvement Mr.Raisinghania.
Her condition is going worse day by day.
To say this Doctor goes to prescribe some medicine.
Vansh holds Siya'hand.
Siya you can't go like this.
Your happiness is waiting for you.
I will give your Marriage with your love Kabir.
Wake up siya.
(Without looks behind ) Riddhima..!! what are you listening behind the curtain ?
Why you came here?
He Angrily shouts -
How many times I told you don't show your face to Siya , Siya will be more unwell to see your cruel face.
But yesterday you don't listen my warning you came to push her death edge.
Riddhima :Don't misunderstand me again and again.
I'm not the reason of Siya's condition.
Angrily vansh throws a vase towards the door.
Go away from here.( He shouted in anger)
Riddhima goes away from there to see his anger.
Riddhima enters into her room.
She thuds on the floor.
Oh.. God...how I will make everything fine.
Vansh : I will make her life more hell.
Siya you told that Time wil punish her oneday for her betrayal.( As per the suicide letter )
Not time I will punish her.
After sometime :
Riddhima Shocked to see vansh opens the door of the room by kick.
In his hand a bottle of wine.
Riddhima : What is this Vansh ?
I know you are sad but that's not mean you will drink alcohol.
Riddhima tries to snatch his bottle.
Vansh slaps her.
In the jerk Riddhima falls on the ground.
Riddhima : You are being a fully beast today.
Don't be a beast.
Back to noramal form.
Please Vansh 🙏
Vansh holds her hand tightly and throws her on the bed.
Vansh Starts to open the button of his shirt.
Riddhima : ( cried out) you are not in sense now.
Don't do this.
Riddhima pushes him to apply her all strength.
She gets down from the bed.
She about to open the Door.
But she feels a pull from back side.
She looks at back.
Vansh is holding her hand tightly.
Vansh : Today you are showing too much attitude sweetheart.
Riddhima : I'm feeling unwell.
I feel vomit for this alcohol 's smell.
Leave me.
You are not a human now.
You became a beast.
Don't be a beast .
Please leave me.
Vansh : Still now I do nothing like beast now let's see.
Vansh torns the strap from curtain.
He binds her hand tightly.
He takes her in his lap then falls down her in the bed.
Vansh Angrily torns her salwar.
Riddhima : I'm feeling unwell.
From morning already my abodomen is paining.
Don't do this.
I will die surely tonight.
Vansh : Then you die.
You must die sweetheart.
You deserve this punishment for your Betrayal.
Riddhima : Please🙏 for God sake leave me.
Vansh : Don't talk much.
Enjoy the sweet pain for Death.
To say this vansh keeps his rough lips over her soft lips.
How much he can smash her body.
He starts to do that.
He pressed his Penis inside her .
As much he can to give her pain he gives.
Tears drops rolls down from Riddhima's eyes and the pillow become wet.
* * Be prepare yourself for the Doom day.
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