(A/N)(this is how I see Lydia, If you think of any other actress/celeb that might fit better as Lydia please don't hesitate to tell me :) xx -Lynn)
I stare outside my window and at the sun, I think that the sun's absolutely gorgeous, I actually like to call myself "The Daughter of The Sun" and a lot of people think I'm a weirdo for liking the sun better than the moon, but I don't really care what they say about me.
Which makes me a liar.
I care about what they say about me, a lot. It affects me emotionally and mentally and physically.
I care about everything and anything they state and/or think.
I am just not good enough, I'm never good enough.
I'm tired. I'm really tired and sick and just absolutely over the fact that I don't have anyone or anything to hold on to.
I've had enough already.
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