𝗝𝗮𝗵𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗶 𝗘𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗶𝘀 𝗣𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 | 𝗡𝗮𝗻𝗶
𝖠𝗍𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺, 𝖦𝖾𝗈𝗋𝗀𝗂𝖺
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"So what you got to say," I questioned Kree as I plopped down on my couch; slipping out of my shoes in the process.
"You gon give me attitude forever? We both lost important people ... and you acting like I'm the bad guy," Kree spoke up, sighing.
I wanted to smack him across his face.
"You really sitting here acting like all is good? You out here fucking on these dirty ass bitches, but telling me you love. Are you dumb?" I snapped cause I was already irritated with his presence.
He scoffed, "you still on that? It was just some pussy; ain't even mean shit."
I reached down for my Jordan and threw that shit directly at him, hitting him right in that fat ass head.
"The fuck was that for!" He snapped as he stared at me with a mug.
"Raise your voice again and watch I throw a knife at your dumbass next," I spat.
He chuckled, "I ain't even come here to argue ... I came to talk about the baby; that shit been eating me alive since you found out."
"Okay and what you want me to say or do? Its been a month Kree, a fucking month. I haven't even processed the shit yet. First, you cheat; my cousin gets shot and dies and then my fucking baby gone cause all the fucking stress and pain I caused her while grieving both yall!"
"Nani, listen I'm sorry about everything... okay. I know you're hurting, shit I am too.. what happened to Tae was an accident, nobody meant for it to happen like that. I swear." He responded and this made me snap my head towards his direction.
"What happened that day?" I mugged him as I stood up and got in his face; waiting on him to say some dumb shit so I can punch him straight in his mouth.
He looked down at me and took a deep breath, "it was just an argument Nani -."
"An argument about what?" I cut him off.
"About you ... about cheating and Tae confronted me about it. It all happened so fast, I lunged at him and I bumped into KB & just like that his gun went off. Everyone froze ... and that's when I noticed Tae holding his side, bleeding out. I got help as fast as I could Nani. I swear all of it was an accident, I swear." I heard Kree's voice crack, making me look away because if he cried I was gonna cry.
"My cousin lost his life cause you couldn't control your anger .. you couldn't walk away or just own up to your wrongs," I mumbled .. looking past Kree cause I knew I couldn't look him in the eye.
I wasn't angry .. I was hurt, I was sad and confused.
Tae wasn't supposed to just die like that ..
It wasn't his time, shit is not fair.
All because of a fucking argument... my cousin lost his life over an argument.
You know how shitty that sounds?
"Jahnani," I heard Kree's voice.
"I'm so sorry baby ... for everything; I didn't want any of it to happen. If I could back and redo everything I would .. I'm sorry."
I scoffed, "well you can't, now leave." I told him as I tried my best to hold my composure.
"Leave ... nah Nani. You don't get to turn your back, we both lost people and I need you more than anything right now."
"No .. what I need you to do is leave. I lost the baby, not you. I carried her; not you. I lost my cousin and my baby all in the same time frame — just like that. You don't get to be sorry; you don't get to grieve. You don't understand whats its like — this shit is breaking me apart... now again; Kree get out of my house." I ranted.
"Just like that?"
I wiped the tear that fell from my eye, "just like that."
I watched as he slowly backed away and eventually disappeared out of my view.
I dropped down to my knees and bawled my eyes out — something I was holding in for a long time.
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𝗞𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝗭𝘆𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝗞𝗼𝘇𝗮𝗿𝘁 | 𝗞𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝖠𝗍𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺, 𝖦𝖾𝗈𝗋𝗀𝗂𝖺
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Stumbling out of the bar, I held my 40 in my hand and took a few swigs as I made my way to my car.
I cussed once I dropped my keys; my dumbass can't get a break.
I bent down to pick em up and eventually unlocked my car doors. I took a few more swigs from my drink and started up the engine.
It's a beautiful night to commit suicide.
I chuckled as I tried my best to maneuver myself home — as I'm driving, lights were blurry as hell and a nigga couldn't barely function but I ain't care.
If anything happend to me, nobody would give a fuck.
The one bitch I love don't love me so fuck it, back to my old ways.
Ion need no bitch to make me happy.
After driving for what seemed like forever, I pulled up in front of my crib and parked directly on the curb.
I got out, locked my doors and made my way inside the crib.
I think I locked the door, but Ion even remember. I dropped my keys and tossed them shits somewhere then stumbled to my room.
First thing I seen was the percs sitting on my dressee — I took 4 of them bitches dry and undressed.
"I need sum pussy," I mumbled to myself as I posted sum on my snap.. one of these bitches finna ss this shit.
Within seconds a bumch of my old hoe's started ss this bitch.
Ion know who I messages but that bitch said she was otw .. told her bring a friend if she got one.
I need my dick sucked by multiple hoe's in different area codes.
I pulled a pre rolled blunt from out my drawer and sparked that bitch before inhaling it.
I was really off the shits; I ain't care though.
I hear some knocks at my door so I stumble out of my bed and some pretty redbone was standing outside in a short ass black dress.
She ain't bring nobody; assuming she wanted all this dick to herself.
I pulled her inside and tossed her shit on the floor, "bend over," I told her and she pulled up her dress, exposing her wet ass pussy; made a nigga lick his lips.
"Sheesh," I ain't even hesitate; I slipped my dick right inside and felt all over her tightening over me.
"Shiit," I mumbled as I started beating this hoe pussy up.
She was screaming and yelling in shit, asking niggas to go harder.
Keep on, I'm a rupture this bitch vagina.
"FUCK KREE!" She was screaming and yelling, being extra as hell.
This shit was started to get mid, so I pulled out and nutted on this hoe face.
"Eat this dick up," I told her and she smirked and got on them knees and did as she was told.
I was getting dizzier and dizzier.
Ion know why my ass took them perks.
Eventually I couldn't feel shit.
Last I remember was having this hoe on top of me before I eventually blacked out.
Guess its nighty night time.
A/N — Wattpad Ain't Letting Copy & Paste Nun.
Anyway — Do Yall Think Nani Is Wrong For Basically Blaming Kree For Everything?
Yall Think She Was Wrong For Shutting Him Out?
His Coping Mechanism — Pussy & Drugs Since Nani Don't Wanna Be There For Him.
He Eventually Passed Out From The Amount Of Drugs He Intakes ( Not Dead )
Comment & Vote.
I'll Update Come The New Year; Hopefully I'm Supposed To Be Moving Into My Apartment So Just Be Patient Lol.