"This extra ending contains flashback and parts after chapter 60"
The night before (kairi)
"You be fucking tripping"Mattia yelled
"Only for you daddy"I spoke flipping him off while laughing.
"Come here so we can watch tv...and you can take your ass to bed"he says patting his lap
I smiled and made my way over to him..I climbed in his lap and got comfortable.
"I can't wait to go back home"he says rubbing my head while looking for his phone in the covers.
"Me either we can go back to your house and see E...oh and I bought him a little tuxedo it's so cute"I say as Mattia looked at me like I was fucking crazy.
"Your not dressing my dog up fuck wrong with you"he says smacking my head.
"Mattia I wanna leave tonight can we like at least go to New York I don't like it here"I whined
"No it's fine nothings gonna happen you keep bringing that shit up shhhh"he's says rubbing my cheek with thumb.
After the phone call with ale
"Kairi are you listening kairi kairi"I heard my mom yell
I felt my heart shatter,
My mind went blank,
I couldn't think,
I couldn't move,
But I did mutter these words.
"He lied to me...he said he was coming back"I say as it came out as whimper that's when I felt my breath cut short...I passed out.
Alvaros point of view
"Oh no"silvano says as he caught kairi before his body hit the ground.
"Did he just faint"samy says grabbing kairis hand checking his pulse.
"Is everything good over there"we heard ale says
"No umm kairi he fainted or like passed out...he didn't take the news well"I say picking up the phone.
We waiting for hours for kairi to wake up he never did...it took him a whole day to wake up...we cleaned up the parts of mattias house that we were in...it was now me,mar Alejandro,samy silvano and Milano in mattias house waiting for him to wake up.
What really broke my heart was the his dog...it didn't leave kairi at all and if someone tried to touch him..he would literally bit the shit out of them.
That's when we heard the most terrifying scream or even wail...it wasn't like a scream of terror it was a scream of a wave of sadness, heartbreak you can tell his sobs were loud and broken.
"I'll go"Alejandro says as he got up
We all nodded and watched him make his way to mattias room.
"I'm so scared for him...Mattia was literally his everything,he made him feel safe...I just hope he doesn't you know hurt himself"Samy blurted out
"Yeah I won-"i spoke being cut off by Alejandro coming in the room with blood all on him
"What the fuck happened"I stated standing up
"We need to go to the hospital...kairi literally like tried to kill himself...he stabbed himself like a deep stab it's a lot I couldn't get him out the room by myself...help me"Alejandro spoke out you could see the worry in his eyes.
We all rushed in the room to see kairi on the floor in his own blood sobbing.
"kairi"I say trying to grab him he flinched and moved back.
"Don't touch me...GET OUT"he yelled
"We can't leave you here like this"I said
"No no let me die here...he left me,why did he leave me"kairi curling up
"Kairi he didn't wanna leave get up"I say I watched samy kneel in front of him
"Somethings not adding up...you fucking stupid pieces of shit...How can you take your eyes off a injured person...how could he have just walked out...that sounds so fucking stupid"he screamed
I don't know what he's getting at...
"He can't be gone"he say sniffling
"If he's not gone kairi why are you hurting yourself...IF HES NOT GONE AND YOUR GONE WHAT SINCE DOES THAT FUCKING MAKE GET THE FUCK UP"samy started yelling at him.
2 weeks later Alejandros point of view.
"Are you think kairis gonna come"Alvaro asked looking up at me
"Nah...he doesn't even get out of the bed...he literally feeds the dog pees and lays back down"I say
"He doesn't like funerals either...but it's out of respect isn't it"Alvaro asked
"Yes that's why it's almost 2 thousand people in this fucking building...most people couldn't make it but sent condolences...a lot of mafia members like Mattia some thought he was bat shit crazy but he literally was a step away from being the don...he was about to be the leader of all this shit top 10 most dangerous people in world"I explained
"Wow...oh shit he's here"Alvaro spoke pointing
There kairi was in all black a coat and a hoodie that went over his head you can tell it was kairi from the hair..and he brought the dog.
"We should stay close to him"Alvaro says grabbing my hand
We made our way through crowd grabbing mar and samy on the way to kairi.
"Kai"Alvaro spoke softly
He didn't even look up...his breath was shaking the blood red roses in his hand we slightly shaking due to his body shaking.
"And can we get the 5 fathers and the closest friends on the stage"The priest spoke on the mic
The 5 fathers made there way to the stage first the their wives following behind then their kids..kairi didn't wanna be on the stage but Mrs.Polibio insisted and stood there holding kairi.
"Aye guys you know how kairi said this shit didn't add up"samy says as he scanned the group plus kairis brothers
"I don't think he's dead"silvano says
I shrugged not wanting to join the conversation did I think my best friend was dead?FUCK no
Was I going to admit that?Hell no
When the service was over all the group was dragged to the Polibio's house...Kairi didn't like the idea...he stayed in the livingroom with us cuddle up on the couch with the dog.
"Did you eat kairi"his mom asked
Kairi didn't budge...he looked lifeless,he wasn't there it's like his souls been snatched.
Truth is kairi stopped eating he drinks water and rice krispes Mattia kept on kairis side.
He barely gets out the bed...I know for sure his bladder is messed up...he's so skinny now he doesn't look unhealthy yet but he's not getting better no time soon.
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I know y'all probably like why you end it like that...I had this book somewhat planned,I knew how I wanted it to end.
It was mediocre but that's fine.
Plus I'm stuck on two names for this book.
Infatuation(we know the name now)
Or
Vagary