I fell asleep in my room and I had a nightmare I dreamt I was in the basement and my dad raped
No no no I kept yelling
I woke up on pool of sweat at three in the morning
I went back to sleep
Same thing
I had gun pointed to my head
I woke up and I screamed Dad
What don't sweetie
I had night mare
Hey it's okay baby girl
I just sobbing
It okay just breath
He stayed up with me
Good morning guys
Good morning mom
You look exhausted
I had nightmare and he said up late with me
Can we play hooky today
Why Not
My dad called the school
It a day off
Yes
I went back to sleep
Are you sure we want to install this behavior in her
Trust me it okay
No it not
She having tough time give her time and space
Okay
Bye
I woke around noon and I just cried and cut
My dad walked in
Sweetie don't do this
I can't help myself
It okay
No it not it not okay
It is
I want out
No you don't
I was overly depressed
I went to bathroom and threw up
I don't feel good
You have fever
I'll make soup go to sleep
Okay
I went under my cool blankets and put my headphones and cried myself to sleep
I felt me going down that depression mode again yet my new family don't know how bad it get
Soup ready
I'm not hungry go away
Okay no need to get upset
I fell back to sleep
I started having nightmares about school my life
I need to go to school today but I'm sick
I went to the window and broke the seal I ran to my school
I hit the ringer
Who here
Alex
Come in
I'm here
You sure you can do this your dad upstairs
I promise
What you do you'll start lower level start singing
Come through the library second floor third floor
We will stop filming and everyone go to Franey you'll run in and finish the song
Okay
What's the song
Warrior by Demi Lovato
Sure
Went to the art hallways
Three two one
As each words I spoke made my heart pound out of my chest
Good keep going
Second floor
I ran down the hallway just singing and sobbing
When the filming stopped I may had mini breakdown
I need a breather
No we're not done
I know but I can't do this anymore okay
Pause filming we have crier
I ran down to the mez and just sobbed and sat along the wall. I started shaking back and forth sobbing so hard I couldn't breath
Hey your daughter is having breakdown
Where is she
Mez
I'll be back Have them read
I dug my head in hands all the sudden I felt a warm hand on my back
Alex
I looked up
I leaned my head on his shoulder and sobbed harder
Shhh just breath baby girl it's okay
I hug him tighter
It okay why so clingy
I'm I'm just
Just breath it okay
My dad kissed my forehead
Let's go home
Home?
You can't take her home we have music video
You listen to me closely my daughter is emotional and mentally unfit for this video my dad screamed
We don't have anyone else to do this
Oh bullshit why you taking my doctor
The truth she has the most beautiful voice
You know why
Why
She singing through her pain
Great
My dad punched the lady in the face
Everyone get to class
Jack I'll see in my office
What are you doing
I'm sorry I got angry and when someone is hurting someone I love I take it step further
You might have lost your teaching job
He went into the principal office
Stay here
Everyone father to see
Get to class I yelled
The displenary walked to me
Why are you here
Nothing
You lying
My dad walked out didn't talk to me but just keeped walking
I slid down the wall and I sobbed into my hands
Dad POV
Jake sit
Why would you punch the photographer in the face
I was protecting her my daughter
You think it fine to punch her in the face
I was protecting a family member
She your daughter
Yes I adopted her
I'm shocked I thought she would be dead by her father
Is that joke to you
Yes she laughs
If you can't so happened respect my daughter there nothing else I quit
Jake think twice
No there fucking way I'll let fucking talk to my daughter like this
This will devastate everyone at this school
I know i can't let this school hurt me or my daughter just because she mental likes
What illness
Depression suicidal thoughts and anxiety disorder of fear
Fear of what
Loss
Loss of what
Family death or maybe lost in faith of her school authority
What do you want us to do
Help her each teacher
She comfortable
Let's have IEP meeting
She not disabled
Goodbye
Bye
I want out for he room upset I went to my room and I locked myself in my classroom and called the counselors
Hey
What
Can we please have a meeting with all my daughter teacher to teach that mental illness isn't a fucking disability
Jake calm down
I'll not calm down
Okay let make the meeting tomorrow after school
Fine
Do you have lawyer
What do you mean lawyers
Alex father threatened to sue you for a million dollars
Why
Don't know
I need to bring him
That will sent Alex back to we're she was
I understand your frustration
Goodbye
I slam the phone
I knocked on my father door
Come in
Sit down please
What's up
Your abusive father is coming to school for a meeting
Why
He sueing me for a million dollar
Are you insane
I'm not
This will bring so much pain back
I understand but this is needed
Right when I was feeling better about myself then a hammer hit my emotions
I love you
What if they take me away from you
They won't
I called your case worker
Liz
Yes
Awesome
You okay
Not really I kinda want to punch something
I went to the wall punch a hole in the wall
What the hell
Sorry my daughter angry
Control her
I'm trying she having an emotional breakdown
What the heck was that
Me
Why
I'm strong willed not mentally handicapped like you think
Jake sign these papers for the meeting
Can I come
You think that's okay
Yes I need to face my fears
Okay yeah that fine