First I need to locate my sister
She at an insane asylum
Why
She mentally insane
My sister was hurt
I understand she needed help
Why am I just heading this
We didn't want you to worry about it
Im her blood sister we stand by each other
I know
They took me to my dad prison
I sat in front of the glass
Hi dad
Hey
Why you here
Mom came visit me told me the truth she manipulates you to abuse me is that true
Yes
Why didn't you stop her from doing anything
She threatened she would kill my baby if I didn't do thing
But why did you
The truth is I'm not who I am
What
I'm your uncle who adopted you
Why
Your real father Robert killer himself
Let me say my mom not my mon
No you mom is your birth mon I married her
Why
Once again she would kill you
You put me through all that torment for my life just to protect me
Im sorry I accused you of all this horrible things
It not your fault it mine
When are you out of prison
Baby I got life in prison
Why
Your mom dosent want to see me anymore or you happy
That bitch who does this
Hey don't tell her I said anything
Sure I won't
I left after the truth reveal
I arrived at school
What happening
Your mother shut us down calling us the gender transition
Mom
Why would you do that
Austin I don't want your mind to change
You think it funny I'm extremely depressed because my mind doesn't match my penis
I don't give a flying shit
I saw dad
You saw your very abusive dad
No he told everything you did to him
Like what
You manipulates him to abuse me because you told him you would kill me
Oh yes my innocence nosy son I hated you
My father didn't do Jack shit you just was manipulative
At least I didn't caused you to attempt suicide
Bull shit it was you want me to kill myself
Maybe because I up your dosage
You tried murdering me
Everyday since I pushed out of my vagina
You'll never live to see a day I'll take you down
I walked up to my theology teacher he had his stupid club
I walked in
Hi Austin
I need to speak to you
I'm kinda busy
It a matter of life or death
Okay club dismissed
I sat on the desk
What up
Oh so much
My father in prison because my mother manipulates him to abuse me if not she would kill me
The day I attempted suicide she well up my antidepressant dosage up to get me to kill myself
What
Now she shut this school down
She never shut it down she threaten to
Let me see threaten burn it down
Yeah
She going to fight back hard it could be my death
Hey so your dad prison
She destroying my life one person at a time My dad has life prison and god knows what she going to do
Austin you can't change what happen but you can pray
What going to happen if my dad gets death row
That crazy girl that not going to happen
Austin
Yes
Your mother told me that you skipped school today
I did to get the truth
You have Saturday school
Why
You skipped
Hey she have already has tougher than anyone else here so give her a brick
You just bitting at the wrong dog
I'm standing up for my student who broken
I have to go
Why
I'm going to my dad trial tonight
Why don't I come
Okay
Where you going
My father trial to beat my mother ass up
No you not
I have to
I'm going to there for you
Thanks
I arrived at the courthouse
I sat in the front
Please rise for Judge Ryan
My dad entered
Name
Nate
Nate you here on two account of abuse
That a fucking lie I said to myself
My teacher squeezed my hand for reassurance
Did or did you not abuse your daughter sexually
I did
That fucking lie
Austin
Let me talk
Can I please
Yes
If you don't know I'm his daughter
My mom laughed
His daughter
Mom what are talking about
Your father not here for abusing you He here for killing your birth father
Is that true
Austin I didn't
What
Keep everything from me for years and damage my mental health
My mother is the one who put your here
Oh didn't I do
You tried fucking killing me
Is that true Amber
Yes of course
Will Nate you earned five years sentence
And Amber you earned life
Get them out
Austin please stay
As everyone left
Austin we have dilemma either you go to a foster family or someone adopted you have twenty four hours to decide your fate
Why can't I be with my uncle Nate
Oh he not your uncle his a psychopath praying on you
Why did you only give him 5 years
No he has death row I just gave him hope so he have total mental breakdown and kill you
My father actually dead
He was shot to death
I thought he died by suicide
That the lie
I walked out the courthouse and lost my mind
Fuck fuck fuck god damn it you idiot just kill your self
Hey
What do you want
I want to help you
You don't want a sake of worthless shit
Hey stop doing this you amazing
He wraps your arms around my weak tendered body as I cried into his chest
He brought to his house
Aren't going to get fired
There possibly but I would rather see you safe than dead
I fell asleep on the couch
The next morning I went to school earlie
Mr Blake
Good morning
Hey babe
Where you last night
Well one of my students had life crisis I had to help them
Are you having an affair with me
No no
Her parents are in prison how would you feel like adopting her
I don't think I don't if I'm ready for a new kid especially after the tragic we through
I know but just think about it
Back at school
I went to the media center and just cried I felt bad I don't have safe warm hands to be in
So i turned emo
I put on all black
Well isn't the loner girl without a parents
What do you want hag
Why so doom and gloom
Why do you care
I'm just seeing sad slut
Get away from me
Bye loser
Why aren't you in uniform
I'm emo
That dosent give you the right to not dress code
Leave her alone
Why
She going through it
Fine whatever
I went to the bathroom and cried and cut myself I just played on my phone
Where Austin
Haven't seen her
Austin please report to the office
I walked up
Yes
Why aren't you in class
I don't know
Go to class we talk later
I walked to my theology class
I sat up front and then I heard people talking
Isn't here parents in prison
Hey maybe you could keep down for real
Okay today we're taking about jail time
Really I thought to myself
All those feelings swept back up I felt tear swelling
I ran out in the hall
I just started screaming I just started screaming
Why why why does this have to happen to me
I sank on the ground and sobbed
My teacher ran out to find me crying
Hey hey it okay
Why you run out
Prison
I know I'm sorry I cross the lines
Can I go to the bathroom
Yeah go clean up then go to the conselor
Okay
I went to the bathroom and cried
I just thought what if I just died
Back to the conselor
I called the judge
Hi judge Ryan
Hi I want to adopted Austin
You sure
I promise it will be worth it
I'll facs the paper work
Bye
I grabbed the paper off the facs
I filled it out
I went to the counselor
Hi here for Austin
Yes
I'm going to adopt her
What
Both of her parents are in prison
I walked into there conversation
I'm sorry
Come in and sit
Hey it must tough with your parents in prison
You told her
I had too tell her
No you didn't that was my secret to tell you know how much it hurt me inside
Are you self harming
Yes
Why
Really my life awful
He slid the form over adoption over the top I dropped the paper and ran