Tyler POV
It's been two weeks and I finally built the courage up to just go over to Milyn's house and face reality. I need to know if she's really done or if all this shit is for an act. I'm done with the games and tactics, I just want my girl back. I need my girl back. I need my true love back.
Brandon ave me the address to her new house and I got in my car to driv over there. All the pride I had was thrown out. I'm done with all this shit. I'm even going to get out the streets to have her back. I miss Milyn. I miss having her and Mell with me. I don't give a fuck if I sound like a bitch right now. It's hard trying to go through out life knowing that you're nothing without your supportive woman. Ain't shit like a supportive woman.
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I walked up to her door and knocked on it. I waited some minutes before it opened. I looked up to see Milyn. My heart soon raced and I scratched the back of my neck.
"Wassup ?" I asked her.
She just stared at me. I couldn't read her expression but I know she was surprised, "Milyn you don't have to say anything right now but just listen. Please."
"I'd give anything for us to go back to how things used to be. Nothing feels the same anymore. I realized how I hurt you. I never meant to hurt you like that either. You mean the world to me and for us to just fall of like that just doesn't make sense. I'm sorry for blaming for the shit I did and act like I never cared. I should've chased after you when you left me that day. I should've never lied to you over and over. I was dumb I admit it."
I saw her eyes get watery as she shook her head no.
"But Milyn I love you."
"Tyler please -"
"Without you my life is fucked up. I'm not even myself anymore. I need you. I need you to complete my life ! To complete me. We can be whole again baby."
Tears streamed from her eyes as she shook her head, "You need to go Tyler."
"Milyn -"
"Stop. Just go...please."
"Babe who's that ?" I heard. I stood there confused. Montell walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. Anger filled inside me as I looked at Montell then Milyn back to Montell and Milyn again.
"What the fuck Milyn ?"
Montell unwrapped his arms from around his waist as he stared at me.
I moved past Milyn and pushed Montell. He pushed me back and pulled his pants up while forming his hands into fist.
"Don't you dare Tyler." Milyn said. She looked back at Montell, "Can we just have a minute please." He stared at me then nodded before retreating back into the house.
Milyn closed the door and she stepped further outside, "What the hell is wrong with you ?" She asked.
"What the fuck is wrong with you ?" I yelled, "You got a new nigga in here playing Daddy and shit !"
She looked at me shock, "You have no fucking right to act like this ! You're the one who fucked our relationship up not I. You're the one who swore to me all those good things but never meant any of that shit. I poured my eyes out every night because of you and now you're going to come here acting an ass ?"
I watched as the wrinkles on her forehead grew as she grew angry, "But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it’s my fault."
I sighed, "Milyn I -"
"No. Let me finish." She said, "How could you just let me walk away like that. How could you just let me go. Let all the shit we've been through and put up with go ?" She wiped the tears that slowly went down her cheek, "And - And then you're going to start dating a girl just to rub in my face. I bet she barely put up with half the shit I had been through to stick with your grimy ass !"
She stared up at me but I was lost for words, "You've hurt me Tyler. I really loved you. But you scarred me. You'd made me terrified of falling for someone and then them just leaving my life. You made love so fucking complicated for me."
"I apologize for that Milyn. I apologize for doing all that shit. I never meant for any of this to happen."
"Don't apologize. I actually want to thank you."
I stared at her oddly, "I want to thank you for helping find love again. Without all that damage you caused me I wouldn't have met Montell. He's a good guy."
She started playing with her hair and staring at the ground, "I'm done Tyler." Her eyes finally met mine, "You said you would never hurt me, but you lied again. I had enough of this toxic ass relationship we were in. I'm exhausted from the circles we kept going in as well."
I grabbed her hands, "Milyn don't this."
"I'm sorry Tyler but I moved on. I no longer feel the same about you anymore."
"Milyn don't say that. You don't fucking mean it !"
"I want to be able to look at you," She cried, "And not be able to feel so much hurt from you."
She wiped away the tears, "But I can't." She finished.
She slowly took her hands out of mine, "I'm sorry Tyler."
She opened her front door and looked at me before closing it behind her.
No ! This isn't how this shit was supposed to be. This wasn't our outcome ! I twisted the knob on her door but it was lock.
"Milyn !" I yelled but got no reply, "Milyn open the damn door !" I started banging on the front door, "Milyn !" I yelled.
I banged on the door a couple of times before stopping.
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I sat in bed just thinking.
What the fuck just happened ? She was my girl, she’s always been on my mind. I can tell she ain’t love me no more, by the look in her eyes. It hurts. I saw the tears coming down her face when I figure out she was sad by the presence of me. She wasn’t happy anymore. It tears me apart that I can’t just think straight anymore. I loved her in every inch of her personality and I can say I’m the only reason why she isn’t happy anymore, because I can feel it. I screw everything from smallest amount of our relationship to the biggest shit that can be. She’s all I think about and no one else. I tried to forget her, but every time I do, feelings are coming back. I’m not the man who she loved. I can tell she’s happy with someone else. I might not see it with my own eyes but my heart can feel it and it’s breaking apart. But, before I let her go, I wanted to say I loved her more than anything in this world. I lied to her, because I still want to protect her. But, she doesn’t need me anymore. Because her heart doesn’t belong to me anymore.
It belongs to someone else.
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Milyn POV
I closed the door and bit my bottom lip as I silently cried. I never knew that Tyler would be the person i'd ever have to say goodbye to. It hurts so bad but he's not healthy for me anymore. I have to move on.Even though it's going to be so hard. I lost a friend and it's pretty fucked up.
I looked up and saw Montell staring at me.
"Where's Mell ?" I asked.
"He's asleep."
"Oh."
He walked up closer to me and quickly pulled me into a tight hug as I cried on his shoulders, "I love you okay ?" He whispered as I sobbed on his shoulders, "We can take our relationship slow alright ?"
I nodded my head as I cried, "Montell I love you."
"I love you too baby."
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Excuse any spelling mistakes.
Sooooo, it's over guys.
*Tears*
Comment me what's on your minds.
But, sequel or nah ?
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