No One Loves Me Like You Do. (Sequel)(Completed)

Part 1 - I Thought She Helped You.

I run into the house after searching for Y/n where I left her. I pry through the random people and try to find someone who would care. I run into Atlas, Lia and Noah all sitting together.
"Guys, I need help-" I said frantically.
"Whats wrong?" Noah asked.
"Get everyone and go out back, make sure the guests know it's off limits." I stated.
"Whats wron-"
"Just do what I said!" I yelled. "P-please." I said calmly. "It's urgent." I added. They all sent me weird looks but then did what I asked.
I searched the house for others, but was texted that everyone was waiting.
I rush outside and see everyone crowded around Cree's dead body.

"What happened, Finn?" Millie asked as she stood from bending over his body.
"I-I fucked up." I scoffed.
"What did you do?" Lia scoffed. "Where's Y/n?" She yelled.
I took a deep breath, trying to not let the emotions gets the best of me again.

"We were all about to go in. Then someone grabbed Cree, then Y/n. I rushed to help Y/n. When it was over, Cree was dead. The attacker ran. And- I- I fucked up." I said quietly.
"What- what did you fuck up, Finn?" Millie said concerningly.

I looked around at all of the faces, they love me. but these words are going to change that.
"I have been holding back my emtions for months-"
"Finn."
"I know. Natalia."
"Why would you do that?" She barked.
"I-" I paused. "I kept getting these weird feelings." I stated. "I kept wanting to-" I paused. My eyes tearing up.
"Where is she?" Leilani said in a serious tone.
"I uhm-" I choked. "I killed her."
All of their faces went blank. Like they seen a ghost.
"What the fuck!" Leilani exclaimed loudly and started walking toward me. I see Lia throw her arm in front of her, stopping her. "He just gets to live?" Leilani scoffed.
"Why did you hide the pain, Finn?" Lia asked. "You knew what would happen-"
"I kept getting angry at her. For no reason. If I let those feelings in. I knew exactly what would happen. And I didn't want that-"
"That's bullshit and you know it!" Lia yelled. "This whole time. I can't believe you would do this to us!" She cried out.
"I'm sorry! I didn't want to. I- couldn't control myself. It's like someone took over me. I-I can't explain it." I stated. "I watched her beg for her life- inside I wanted to stop, I didn't even want to keep going. But I-I couldn't..." I said as tears started down my face.
We all just stood there in silence.
"Fucking hell, Finn." Atlas said.
"Shit." Navin scoffed. "I liked her."
"We all liked her." Noah sighed deeply. "What now?" He questioned.
"Finn." Millie said. "We have Cree's body, where is Y/n's? We should bury them." She stated.

"That's the thing. Once I realized what I did, I came back out." I started walking to where I put her body and showed them. "She's gone." I stated.
"What the fuck do you mean 'she's gone' Finn." Caleb scoffed.
"I mean she's. Fucking. Gone." I scoffed. "I put her body here, and when I come back to help her, she's not here."
"To help her?" Sadie questioned. "If she was dead when you left her how could you help her?" She asked. "What would be the point in helping a dead corpse?" She scoffed.
"I didn't kill her.." I said quietly. "I made sure that what I did wouldn't. But would take time to kill her. Also, I broke her arm-"
"Finn!" Millie yelled.
"I know!" I yelled back. "I'm a piece of shit, I am aware!" I added. "Can we please just find her." I suggested.

They were quiet, shocked by my actions. They all looked at me, so differently. It honestly, hurt.

"Where should we even start?" Caleb scoffed. "Do you guys wanna join in, I know its your last night, it shouldn't be spent like this, go ahead and go back in and party. We'll find her on our own." He smiled to Atlas and them.
"I'm helping." Navin assured. "You guys helped us out a ton, this is just the base of how much we owe you all." He smiled.
Everyone split up and was looking in different areas of the house, the roads, where we had Abel. Everywhere.

"Finn." I hear Millie behind me. "Finn, wait up." She exclaims as I'm walking toward where we held Abel. "You know, no one wanted to join you. They made me." She scoffed.
"Why would you tell me that?" I shook my head, keeping my pace. "I could've figured it out myself though. Did you see how they looked at me back there?" I questioned.
"Yeah. Can you blame them though? This would be like, if Cree killed Leilani. We all love her, it's heartbreaking. Most of them are probably worried for you if anything-"
"I don't need anyones sympathy." I said plainly.
"Yeah yeah. I know. You've been saying that for years." She laughed. "It's funny though isn't it." She laughed to herself.
"Whats funny?" I questioned. Not amused.
"When we all met her, you literally wanted to invite her over to kill her, remember? Now you finally did and its tearing you apart."
"I didn't mean to kill her-"
"But you wanted to." She said plainly making me stop walking and face her. "And even if you meant to or not. You did it, to the only girl that's ever paid you a ounce of attention without wanting something from you. And a poor selfless girl, who actually loved you for you and not your weirdness." She smiled kindly. Then walked ahead of me. Leaving me to think about what she said.

I start walking after her. And catch up beside her.
"We're here." She states as we approach the building we held Abel in. We walk in and nothing has changed since the last time I saw it, besides the missing Abel that should've been in there, rotting.

"You know what I find kind of funny." Millie laughed. I look to her waiting for her answer. "That girl has dodged death with us so many times, Abel could've killed her himself, the guy that got in the house, and Alex. And" She laughs. "Many more, but you-" She paused as she looked up at me. "You took the fucking cake. After all the bullshit she dealt with, with us. You kill her after all of it-"
"Okay." I exclaim plainly. "I get it."
"No, Finn." She scoffed. "No you fucking don't." She looked me dead in my eyes.

"Ever since Alex. You've been doing this shit. You meet a girl, get to know her a bit, then if any little thing happens you end it, and by end it, I mean kill her-"
"I get it."
"Let me finish." She demanded. "Ever since Alex." She started again. "You blame it all on the emotions, which play a part, yes. But most of those emotions comes from you, Finn. We both know it." She scoffed. "Ever since Alex hurt you, all you do is try to do the same to these girls. You keep your actual emotions pushed away, so when someone elses emotions comes through, so do yours." She sighed deeply. "I do not understand why you would try to hide others' emtions, when you already hide your own, Finn. That was sabotage."
"Not like you noticed till I told you-"
"I thought you were fine." She stopped me. "I thought that was why Y/n was still alive, I thought she helped you. I thought you actually gave a fuck about her, Finn."
"I do. I didn't-"
"That's bullshit." She scoffed. "You would've never did this to any of us." She paused. "I-" She paused again, seemed to be struggling with what to say next. "I think you think you love her, Finn. But something in you doesn't agree." She said plainly looking dead at me. Then we started our search for her, hoping she would be here.

As much as I hate to admit it. I think she's right. I do love her, but I also love the others and- I've never done something like this to them. I didn't want to kill her, I was happy. I may have been drunk but I was just celebrating, had nothing to do with us. Something came over me, something that I didn't even know was in me. But I can't use that as an excuse, I still tried to kill her. For all we know she is dead. And if she is.

She's dead because of me...