(disclaimer: this ship is Kurotsuki so if you're not into the ship, don't read. UwU only kurotsuki lovers hehe so we wont have any problem, oki)
Cough cough
"Tsuki...please, you don't have to keep on suffering like this...just talk to hi- "
"No.."
He can see by the corner of my eye that yamaguchi was crying. More petals littered the floor, Tsuki wiped the blood of his lips and stood up to rinse.
"I don't need to explain myself over again tadashi, I already told you I have no chance."
"y-you don't know that! There is still a chance to help you..if only you could just tell him how you feel. "
He sighed. Yamaguchi frowned at his best friend. It has always been like this, ever since he started to cough up petals. Tsuki already knew what was wrong, he didn't tell anyone not even his parents or his brother. It was only one day that tsukishima was in the school's bathroom did yamaguchi found out.
He frantically asked what was wrong and if he had been sick during practice. He brushed it aside and said he was fine, but he saw the blood on his shirt and before he knew it yamaguchi ran and wrapped his arms around him. The face he made, showing fear and confusion. He knew that there was nothing to hide so when he asked Tsukishima about it he told him everything.
"let's go back, we still have practice and the others are probably looking for us"
Tsukishima was in the lockers changing when he heard the conversation between Noya and Tanaka.
"I'm telling you! That nekoma's captain and setter are dating"
"There's no way"
"I'm telling you! Perhaps their dating in secret"
"Not gonna lie, but they are close and they are always together. I heard from Shoyo is that they have been friends since kids"
"Woah, imagine a relationship ever since they were kids!"
"man I wish I had something like that"
Tsuki suddenly felt his chest tighten and he clutched his shirt and covered his mouth as he went into a coughing fit. Hearing how his teammates talk about kuroo and kenma, his heart ached just imagining it. What if they really were lovers, He felt his legs gave out and spit out the bright crimson-stained petals.
He grits his teeth as he could feel the tears welling up, this is why he hated having to feel emotions. He hated the feeling that was crushing inside him. He hated that he was attracted to the raven. He hated it all...
gasp
His eyes widen and he turned quickly to see that Suga was by the doorway. His hand covered his mouth as his eyes widened at the sight.
"tsuki do you have..." Suga stepped towards him, a fearful look on his face.
Tsukishima just looked away.
"who is it?"
silent....
"tsuki how long have you been in this state?" Suga placed a hand on his shoulder, now worried for his friend.
"the start of the training camp" was all he said.
His eyes widened more. "Tsuki why haven't you told anyone about this!" He exclaimed.
Tsuki scowled. "It doesn't matter-"
"yes, it does! Tsuki this could possibly kill you..have you tried to confess to this person at all?"
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(Kurotsuki) the petals have limtis
FanfictionTsukishima has the hanahaki disease for non other than nekomas captain, kuroo tetsuro. But he's not wanting to tell him how he feel, thinking that it wont help him because of the rumors about Kuroo dating kenma. He only has a few weeks left before t...
