Waking up next to harry just made the icing of my day,as his warm hands wrap around my back, and I just set there no movement because if I moved everything would be ruin ,but I eventually untangle my self from him and went to my jounarl
Dear, mommy I miss you so much you don't understand how important you were to ,but when God took me from you I left like everything in my world went down, I haven't been talking to dad because ever time I go near him he make me sick .I know you told me to forgive and forget but its hard ,because the person you called your dad who sexual messed with its hard to forgive and forget I remember crying myself to sleep because he would make me fee bad about myself ,and I never had the nerve to look in the mirror or even try to have respect for myself ,but I learn as hate that I have in my heart for my father I know I need him ,and I wanna love someone the way Rome and Juliet did The compassion for there love inlighing.
But I love you monmny come back to me,
As tears fell from my cheeks.
As I felt warm hand touch my shoulder ,and his eye meet mine I was done I was crying so hard ,as harry bent on one knees and holed me into his arms, and everything just felt so good, every pain and heart breaking I felt just came out ,and only harry for like two day made it worst because I'm basiclly crying to a strange as each tear that feel on to his shirt I felt his hand rubbing up and down my spine spinning chills to my skin.
"Kylee its okay clam down love I'm here I won't leave you I promise"
As the tears kepting coming.
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As I ended up laying in my bed with harry arms warp around me I must cried so hard that I pass out ,as I rolled over, and having my face look at his face as I said in my head he has such a beautiful face everything about this guy is making me fall ,but at the same time I don't know "quit talking to your self kyles your being crazy as my subconscious input, as harry open his eye and his green eyes look even more perfect .
"How long was you starting me "
" ummm not long !"
" I'm sorry "
" no I love with you stare"
Did he just say he love me okay I'm begin crazy stop clam down and breath, there nothing wrong with that right
"Kylee did you here me ?"
"Yeah sorry my mind was some were else,"
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Few hours harrry left ,and I felt alone because for once in my life I left like everything was going to be okay ,but then again I can't say anything because everything I care about has been talking away from ,and I can't let him fall for me because I'm a hot head a grande I will exploed and I don't wanna to lash out on him .
