I cant fucking breath, Its feels like all the thousands of regrets are just laying on my chest. I dont want my few friends to worry so ill just be cheer full. Answer the phone cheerful, Smile at others. Dont get me wrong when i talk to a certain person im genuinely happy. I know i can talk to them about anything but i hate it when i make them worry. I know i shouldn't because they are already stressed. So I'll hide my panic attacks over the phone blaming it on a stuffy nose but i always like a bad person for lying. Idek
