I wish I was a normal girl

Just the beginning

December 7

Hi, I'm Uma, you're probably reading this with thoughts like "Who the fuck is this bitch?" , and oh god , how do I even start to describe myself.... I am your average 17 year old teenage girl ,not much to it. 

I attend a boring high school filled with even more snobby boring people. Going to school has been a chore ever since kindergarten started, the only joy of my school life is my best friend Alysa Pham. I mean I guess she's pretty cool , but she doesn't need to hear that from me. We are far from the same, I am 6 feet and she's 5'2, need I say more. It's my senior year of high school and I've been craving some excitement in my life. 

I've been ordering things online just to get the excitement of packages coming to my house. It feels like I am constantly reliving the same day over and over again. I wake up at 10:15 to attend my 10:25 class , AP Spanish , then call Alysa for lunch , then go to AP gov, then go to Alysa's house. I do like this routine but it's almost like something is missing. I don't like to admit it but maybe I do need some action in my life. Maybe I need a love? I sound crazy I know but I think I'm just bored at this point.

 *The next Day*

December 8 

Today I walked in on my little sister Maya watching a movie called the Kissing Booth , I'm not really sure what it's about but there was this super cute actor on it. I asked Maya who it was and she told me that the actors name was Jacob Elordi. From there I went into a craze.

I started searching his name up everywhere. I looked through all his interviews, each and everyone of them. While his smooth silky Australian accent slipped through my ears, I couldn't help but day dream about him. What a perfect hunk of man. Everything I want and need.

Living in Marin,I know that I could never find a man like him, that would be an impossible mission to even accomplish. 

I slowly drifted into a deep sleep after thinking about the day I could meet him.......