"Why're you even sitting with us? Aren't we all blood traitors?" Ron said, scooting away from me. We were on the Hogwarts Express, and Ron was furious at me. "Honestly Ronald, leave her alone about it! That happened last year!" Hermione said, slapping his arm. "Alright, but it still happened didn't it?" "Well I suppose so but sti-" "Hermione stop! I don't want to hear it. Yes it happened last year, but I'm still offended! Especially since she's my BESTFRIEND." She tried talking again, but he cut her off. "Correction, WAS my bestfriend."
Harry just sat in shock, and Hermione didn't say anything after that. In fact, no one said anything. It was just silence. I know what I did was wrong, and I regret it so much. I wasn't thinking, and I would do anything for him to forgive me. I looked out the window, and all I could think about was how much I've hurt him. I blinked, trying to hold back tears, when suddenly the door opened.
"Kenzie? Is that you?" I heard a soft voice ask. I turned the other way and saw Ginny. My bestfriend since birth. I felt a huge smile grow on my face as I stood up. I walked out of the compartment, and I hugged her. I felt so safe, and I didn't wanna let go. After 5 seconds, I realized she wasn't hugging me back. I pulled away immediately and looked at her. She was hurt. She hadn't gotten over it either. "Oh, uhm, I'm sorry." I say, feeling rejected. "Right. Well, I'm only here because Fred and George want to see you." She mumbles, looking at the floor. I nod slightly and walk away.
"Hello." I say, entering their compartment. "Hey Kenz." George says. He's smiling slightly, but it's not as bright as it usually is. "Hi George. Hi Freddie." I sigh. Fred didn't reply, he just looked down at his shoes. I couldn't help but look at him. I was always attracted to him, but I never realized how beautiful he was. His hair, it was perfect. The way it just fell on his face when he looked down. His presence could light up a whole room. His eyes were perfect, HE was perfect. I snapped out of my daydream, and just stood there. The silence was so loud. "Ginny said you needed me?" I remarked, breaking it. No one said anything. Fred tilted his head up and stared at me. It was cold and mean. "Alright well if you guys are going to keep being jerks, then i'm leaving." Yes. I said that. Again, I wasn't thinking. I didn't mean it!
All of a sudden Fred jumped up, and pinned me on the wall. "What did you just call me, Parkinson?" I couldn't tell if I was being pinned in a sexual way, or a not-so-sexual way.
"Don't you dare call me that again. Would you like me to remind you who the real jerk is?" He seethed. "Fred, stop." George whispered while pulling him away. I could feel the tears coming back. "Go on, GET OUT!" Fred yelled. He tried moving forward but George pulled him back. I was in shock, but I opened the door and ran out.
That happened so fast. What'd I even say? Why did I say it? I keep fucking everything up. What now? I messed up, now my friends hate me. I didn't know where to go, so I just kept walking. I eventually stumbled into a room that was full of people. I'm pretty sure they were all fellow Slytherins. I stepped forward, and everyone looked at me. My head began to hurt. A lot. Eventually the voices turned into whispers, and everything went black.
