Love Buzz

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 1

  Tomorrow is going to be my first day of school in the UK.I don't know anyone at my school. My mother says I'll make lot's of friends and meet new people, but how does she expect me to meet new people if ,I'm too nervous to even ask for a straw at a restaurant. I'm not sure how she thinks I'm gonna make friends. The only actual friend I've had was Daisy. She was my everything. Ever sense I've moved we've been keeping in touch , we've been Face Timing each other every day sense i last saw her. She said she's visiting for Christmas this year. I really miss her.

It's 5:23pm where I'm at right now, which means it's 10:23pm where Daisy is at right know. So I can't simply just call her without a good reason to why I'm calling her at this time. It's not late or anything I'm just scared she might be asleep or something. I just don't want to disturb her, that's all. I'm to nervous for what tomorrow brings me. I mean it is my first day of school in a new town, new country with bran new people that i don't know anything about. What if everything go's really really bad, like really bad. Anything can happen...like what if i trip over my own foot in the lunch line or something. I'm over thinking this too much. I need a walk.

"Mother I'm going out for a walk!" I scream from the other side of the house.

" OK be back before it get's too dark!" She yells back.

I put on my dirty black converse , that i insist on keeping till I'm like sixty. I'm wearing brown low rise sweat pant with a orange and black tie dye crop top. I put on a black over sized zipped up jacket, I stole from my dads closet. Which I'm pretty surprised to find there considering he's a fashion designer. Before I leave i make sure I don't forget my phone , my pepper spray and....my vape pen. It helps more then i want it to. Ever sense daisy's ex boyfriend gave me a hit almost a year a go, I kind of just couldn't stop. I guess you can say he's my "plug".... well was. My parents don't know I have one, god they would kill me if they knew I had a vape pen.

Our neighborhood has pretty nice houses, probably because this is England. The houses look nothing like the one I live in. Out of all these beautiful houses my parents choice the one that looks like it came out of a 1950's film. Don't get me wrong it's gorgeous, but we're the only house that looks like that, the rest look so modern like. I decided I'll just walk and walk till I see something interesting. I was about two blocks away from my house, when I saw a group of girls that we're high out of there mines sitting on someone's roof top from across the street, laughing and making fun of each other. I tried not to stare to much when I walked passed by them.

"HeeYY" one of the girls with brunette hair yelled loud enough so I can hear. I turned to look at them from a distance. They were all waving with big smiles on there faces, eyes half closed. I waved back and just went along with it.

"Come sit with us!" the girl next to her said she had blue high lights in her hair. Which i thought looked pretty sick on her. I gave them a confused look, wondering why they want me to sit with them they don't even know who I am.

"Oh come on, I don't think anyone wants to get high by them self's" the other girl with dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes, point to the vape in my hand. I looked down at my hand to see it full of e-juice. Knowing i can't just make a dumb excuse that my vape is out or something. I sighed looking at both side of the road before I walked across it. The gate was already opened so i just walked right up to the drive way, where i looked up to see the three girls looking down at my from where they were sitting.

"How do I get up there?" I said looking up with my hand hovering over my eyes so the sun doesn't blind me.

"There's a ladder on the side of the house just go around" the brunette one said, pointing to the side of the house. I walked around the house to see the tall ladder leading to the roof. I took my time climbing up the ladder,making sure I don't fall backwards and crack open my skull. The house was a two story so had to be extra careful.