I wonder how she's doing
I wonder if She's happier now that she's gotten rid of the extra baggage
Weighing her down and keeping her from where she's trying to go
I wonder if she's smiling more
I wonder if her mind body and soul are being pleased
Is he giving you what you want
Is it his name you scream
Or does he use you then leaves
I wonder if the ground she walks on still turns to gold
I wonder if the angels still dance when she sings
I wonder how she's doing and how much she's changed
I wonder if she's still looks angelic when the light touches her skin
Does he admire her smile
Is he amazed by her intelligence
Does he push her to be a better version of herself
Do I ever cross her mind or have I been forgotten like material you've crammed for after a test
I could Apologies a thousand times and that could never fill the void that I've created
I wonder if I'm still hated
I deserve that
And she deserves better
I simply hope that she's appreciated
I hope that she's treated like a Queen
And may her lover adore her as the stars align and shine even brighter in her presence
I wonder if she's happier without me
