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"You is a fucking tired slut," my mom screamed. She followed me into my room. We had just came back from the doctors office.
I tried to close my door but she pushed it open. "All you wanna do is fuck. You just like your fucking father,"she screamed in my face.
I tried my hardest to hold in my cry. "Now I have a daughter with an S.t.d. all beacuse you can't fucking keep your legs closed," she yelled.
I had no choice. I wanted to tell her but she would never believe me. I was trapped and forced myself to picture a different reality. I tried to imagine something that could distract me from this. Instead I remember what happened.
*FLASH BACK "I'm glad we got to meet in person," Chris said.
"Me too," I admitted.
I smiled as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder. Chris and I had been talking for six months. He lived in L.A and I live in Ohio. I met him online. He was friends with my cousin and she hook us up. I never had a boyfriend before and he was always there for me. I could have told him anything. Now we were finally on our first date.
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We went skating and his ass slipped multiple times making me laugh I was really having a good time. He ordered our food and we were basically flirting. He gave me even better energy in person. I liked it there.
The date was practically over and he smiled. My mom was waiting for me in the car.
"Lemme get a kiss before you go," he said.
I blushed. This was my first kiss because I was finally allowed to date. I closed my eyes and just let my mouth do the work . For my first this was not bad.
ALL it took was that one kiss.
Flash back over
"Nasty dirty fucking whore, I wish I never had you," my mom yelled. She left and slammed the door.
I looked at my medication bag and was scared to open it. Instead I took a shower. I closed my eyes and let the water run down my body.
I didn't even have sex yet. I can't live life the normal way anymore. Most girls were fucking and sucking dick didn't catch it but all I did was kiss him.
I looked down at my "outbreak". I cried my eyes out. I took the towel and just began scrubbing my skin. I felt dirty. I let all my anger. My life was fucking ruined by one little mistake. Something that everyone looked forward to and I regretted it. My first fucking kiss how the fuck am I suppose to look back and laugh at this.
The sad thing was my mom never even believed me. She thought I had sex or was some hoe.I was still a virgin.
It was my fault but why me. Life is not fair. Especially my life..
