𝙃𝙊𝙒 𝙄𝙏 𝘼𝙇𝙇 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙀𝘿
(Based on real events.)
How it all started? Well let me tell you the story of an girl whom keeps her wrath and feelings until she exploded and started to bleed in a painful way.
IT ALL STARTED when i became a fan of one of those authors in wattpad.
I think i find it cool when you read plus imagining at the same time.
Then i encounter this one boy in the internet.
He's in the same fandom as mine.
As we chat each other I'm being attracted to him.
He became my crush since we chatted.
I want to confess to him.
But,
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid because i think he will avoid me if he'll know my feelings for him.
So i kept it, i kept it to myself.
As i kept that feeling's for him day by day I'm falling deeper in love.
Day's turns to weeks then to months
I can't handle it anymore.
I confessed to him my love for him.
He's shocked of course.
I thought he'll love me too...
But no.
He said he's already inlove.
With someone else.
My heart is shattered from what he said.
Even so, i still kept loving him.
I risk it.
And that became more worst.
I see them, sweet as fuck.
I laughed at myself.
I never thought that i will be a antagonist to their own love story.
I pity myself for putting effort's to him.
He didn't even appreciate it for once.
I'm very depressed back then
I remember
If I'm an antagonist to their own love story
Then i will be the protagonist in my own story
I grabbed my pen and paper
And let my hands write what my brain imagined.
@Fiorelliane
