(Jorge's POV) Opening my eyes, first thing I saw was Lou. He had been trying to wake me up. "good morning " I croaked out. Lou tsked, " dude it's almost one, you slept in" he says and then leaves.
sigh
I got up and grabbed my clothes and towel to take a shower. I walked in the bathroom, took off my clothes and got under the spray.
At the end of November I uploaded a video on my youtube channel where I explained everything. People even got #hereforjeyjey trending on twitter. While before uploading a video there were people commenting hate comments on all of my posts, now they were apologizing for not waiting for my side of the story. Switch up was real... But of course there was negativity from some people. Fuck those ignorant assholes.
I didn't come back to social media, though. I uploaded the video and that was it. I said i'd come back whenever i felt ready. Reading some hateful messages made me a bit insecure and my depression got horrible during those months. But now i'm feeling quite better.
Losing Benji hurt a lot more than words can explain. I never meant to hurt him, I never realized I was hurting him. I know that he moved to London few months ago. I don't talk with him but I check his social media from time to time. It hurts to see him on my phone screen but i'm also happy that he's moving on. There has been rumors that he was dating someone, but Benji hasn't said anything about it. Of course I want him to be happy, but i still love him and call me selfish but I don't think I can take it easy if he starts dating someone.
I get out of the shower and dry myself, then got dressed in some comfortable shirt and sweatpants. After that I was hungry so I ate some leftovers. My parents weren't home, which means they were at work and my sister was at school. Lou was probably in his room. He skipped school today, i guess.
People are going back to their normal lives before Corona came. I meant it's not completely gone, but there are very little cases of people still infected.
I unlocked my phone and decided to watch some tiktoks. I saved some audios that I liked and then chatted a bit with my friends.
Yeah, about that... I lost all of my friends, excluding Antonio and Austin. I also made a new friend before things went down. Fortunately, like some people, she didn't block me and let me explain. Jane stood by my side and supported me. I'm so grateful of her.
I got bored so I went to my room, changed my clothes and took a few pics. I decided to post one of them on my instagram.
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I turned off my phone and grabbed my laptop to binge a new season of Elite.
