i'll be there for you - chanlix

i'll be there

chris sighed, he was about to burst into tears of anger. he had been pulling all-nighters for the past few days, trying to finish a stupid song about love. why were they doing a love concept?

now, don't get it wrong. he adores his friends and all stays, but he was just stressing out. finding everything so pointless, getting frustrated with any small little detail. the stress was eating him alive.

whenever he got a beat wrong, he was super close to slamming the shit out of his keyboard and throwing everything.

here it is again, the same feeling.

"fuck!" he shouted, he wasn't really one to curse often, he was normally quite calm. but at this moment he was seriously struggling, yet he didn't know why.

he felt like he was missing something, something important.

'ugh-"

"channie?" a soft voice called out from behind him. you could hear how obviously concerned the voice was, walking closer.

"chris."

"...yes?" chris answered, rushing to wipe his face, getting rid of the tears that were daring to fall.

"what's wrong? its already 3 in the morning, and you're still here?" he began,

"you've been distancing yourself again, that's not like you channie."

chris sighed, taking one deep breath after another, trying his best to not cry, especially in front of felix..

"its ok, you can cry channie."

and that's exactly what he did, he cried.

felix sat next to chris, hugging him tightly. it was a comforting hug. something chris needed at that very moment, comfort

he cried into felix's shoulder, holding onto him.

after a while, chris managed to calm down a little. it was nice to cry, it was refreshing.

"i'm always going to be here for you channie, i'm your friend."

that's when chris realized what he was missing, what he needed to desperately.

someone that was there for him.