All I ever wanted was for you to be happy being with me
I want that smug look on your face showing me of to your friends while you had your hand securing its spot on my waist
But that's not what this is
The reality of itself hits me hard I felt like collapsing
A sigh escaped my lips as I felt the insides of my head screaming at me pulling me into the real world
I gulped down what's left of my beer fast and hard as if it was my pride that I swallowed every time I keep my mouth shut while you opened yours
All I ever did was to try to keep you happy
But all you ever did was shoving my blunders and my scars and my wrongs down my throat burning my amenity
I don't fucking need your judgement when that's all I've been hearing my whole life
