Escapism// A Gift For My Vessy <3

little gem

"can you kill this little asshole? Black cat, slicky little devil"
"Do you think that will help me in finding them?"
"Ugh....short? Idk maybe abt your chin? And its a she i suppose..uhh look shes easily scared and those things weirdly what makes her hard to catch and she never show her face, i had a problem with that just shoot your gun and if u hear a whine thats her"
".... I'd like to double my payment....."

The conversation of my shitty client ends with adding up the payment. What the fuck do you think im a detective to catch this rascal?.... but no matter how many times i tell myself i want to stop being an assassins, it never work, the money lures me into continuing it. It's shitty, it's cruel, it's sick, i know.

I loaded up my rifle when i went on top of the famous museum to be said where that little black cat lady always roam in. I try to be with the shadow to avoid to be found. Not to expect...

"REEOWWW!!!....OWW OW OWW"
that voice.
"WHAT ARE YOU!!! WHY DID YOU STEP ON MY-"
Before she even finishes that, she decided to run than asking. Not so fast and i grabbed her tail and pull her closer.
"PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE"
and hugs her....
"Oh....it's...you? Is this really you?"
"OF COURSE, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS-"
"WELL---I--"

I have never been this mad to her. How could she, how could fucking she. I have the urge to one, kill her. Second, fuck her till she realised how much shes done to me. Im upset honestly but i never could do such a thing to this little cat. Idk why. I had a really soft spot for her. Shes just my everything even if she was sometimes cruel to me. I love her too much.
My head ache from how much emotions habe flowed in, how am i suppose to get that money if i cant kill this goof ball. How am i supposed to get my baby back when she's a whole troublemaker in the society of black markets. She's definitely gonna get killed by someone else if not me. Beside, im not the first. Her eyes were hidden by that overgrown bangs. Probably guilty and feeling horrible. My darling have always wanted to kill herself and never are happy in this world. Guilt seems so synonym with her pathetic soft soul. So i kissed her wet cheeks so i can yank her down and drag her to my car...

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"God hes mad at me, more than mad, i might have make him into something else, what have i done WHAT HAVE I DO-"
Roi's head is a mess, its a war and a riot but none of those were minded by her husband, Ves obviously. Its not like he can read it but he actually can with her body.
He himself tried to hold onto the deadly pain of sadness. He wanted to hold those tears but he cant and cried softly before starting the car and let out a big sigh.
The ride was completely silence. Tense could say. Roi's heartbeat  might could be heard, her hand sweats like your skin in a dessert. She couldnt sit still and might have trying to get her husband talk to her but of course it failed.

"Nothing changed on him i see...."
She said to herself. They're a married couple, known since the first step when Roi took highschool and know each and every detail about each other.
Roi's thought was too full to even think where are they going, why did he wanted to kill her but a simple "how have you been doing?"
She asked him, but just a cold "hm, im fine"
Shes scared to even continue but tried "I live under a bridge hahaha......haaa" her husband's body language didnt show any good signs. She just make it worse. Until they arrived. Their home.

Ves got out off the car and almost smashing the door into pieces with that slams when he shut the door. Roi was thinking to get out and as she did. "You're not going anywhere" He said and grabbed both of her wrist and pull her aside then scooping her to somewhere, their room.
He throw her hardly there and making her winch in pain slightly.
Ves pushed her down from getting up. Pinning her then chained her with a fuzzy pink handcuff.
"Oh my god not this toys...is he.."
Roi thought silently while actually in fear of what her husband might do. 4 times bigger than her and could snap her thighs like a twig.  She back off and hit the head bed while screaming apologies. "IM SORRY!" Endless of time and she screamed on top of her lungs only to witness Ves hugging her tightly. Even with his coat on and all still. He cried.
"I miss you so much...."
He whimpers. No words then came out just a simple kiss by him. "Im...sorry..." She sigh before getting kissed deeply. "What makes you run away from me sayang...." He asked.
"I was....getting chased by some thugs...a mafia gang...i dont want you to get involved..i dont want you to get hurt.."
"I'd rather die with you than losing you..."

Ves's grip on Roi became stronger that almost hurt her. He missed her too much. He miss his little darling too dearly that he just wanted to spend his night hugging her. Theres the precious lady's man, a soft-hearted towards her, he never raised his voice, never throw violence than silences, never throw insults nor anything that might have hurt her and scare her. She's his little gems. Might be worthy than gems. Years passed yet his feelings never disappeared. He love her. And so is she. Yet never in a right way.
Hes happy that all of this time, she at least wasnt killed and are slick enough to dodge any attacks. Hes happy shes alive and to he here. Roi might have expected that her husband is like this. Hes not angry. Just very sad and disappointed