I'm sitting there next to him and honestly it's going pretty chill. He's my best friend and nothing more. i mean i've had thoughts but nothing more than that. yea he's cute, pretty built ngl and his hands are fuckin huge. not comically huge tho but just enough that makes u wonder. Either way i have a bf so i think it's ok to think this way but i shouldn't ever act on it. until it was almost time for him to leave. "alright, i uh gotta go." weird he said it like that but i didn't think anything of it. when he got up i said "ugh ure so tall shrink down" i say as i get up to hug him good bye. "here let me help" he says as he tries to lion king me. i started to laugh a little but that's when i look down... and there it was. I look away with embarrassment and took his wrists and start to gently get them off of me and said "uh... no.. sorry it's just that um... not rlly uh.." when he realized i noticed he turned around. I bit my lip and i just couldn't help myself. "#\_|*+, u need help over there..?" he turns around and says "what? i don't-" and i slowly go over to him. no stop this. what am i doing? that's what i thought. but i couldn't resist it. the urge that i wanted to touch him became to powerful. I get to him and placed a hand on his chest and slowly dragged it down. he doesn't have abs but he's still a little toned. i never liked extremely muscley guys. Veins weirded me out. But he was just perfect. "#%~<?, what are you-" I looked up at him. i can stop here. if i don't go any further nothing bad will happen. but i couldn't and so didn't want to stop. "I can help you.." i say a little shyly but i knew that i wanted this. "what about ur bf? i don't think-" i cut him off. "shhh. come here. " i grab his wrist and sat him back on to the couch. i sat on his lap and pulled his arms around me. I'm now straddling him with his hands on my ass. "It's ok, you can touch." he looked away and said "#%~<? i don't think this is a good idea. I don't want to ruin anything between you and your bf. Please you should get off." he starts to try and push me off but i think he was having trouble. I heard a slight groan when he tried to get me off his lap. i scooted back up his lap and he made the same noise. i moved around a little bit just to get a reaction. "i don't think you want me to get off do you?" i said as i look him in the eyes. he's blushing like crazy. "#-#%~<?... i.. why are you...?" i start to kiss his neck. now i've never ever been good at this. nor have i even done this before. i thought it was like making out with a neck so that's what i did. He tried to take his hands off but he was just dragging his fingertips up my back which made me want him even more. Reluctantly he put his hands behind his back. "#\_|*+, it's ok. here give me your hands." he gives them to me and i trail them on my body. From my ass, to my waist, to finally my chest. I place his hands on my chest and made them squeeze a little. not too hard because that would hurt but just enough to feel right. i look back up at him and he looks at me "It's ok. You won't hurt me. You would never hurt me." He looked back down and started to squeeze on his own. After a bit i took my hand and put it on his cheek. i caress his face with my thumb and he stops squeezing. He slides his hands down to my waist and pulls me in closer. I can feel his heart beat. It's going wild. i can tell he's nervous but i'm going to assure him that it's ok. He takes his right hand and puts it on the back of my head and moves in closer. That's when we start kissing. It was nice. nothing rough ofc but it wasn't so light it's not as if i was kissing a ghost. I break apart the kiss and say "I'm going to help you now ok..?" looking straight into his beautiful eyes. He nods a bit eagerly and let's go. I crawl off his lap and i'm on my knees. I put my hands on his chest and start to slowly drag them down until i get to his V line i hook my fingers up to both his pants and underwear and start to tug them down. I can see his dick start to twitch a little at the cold air. wow. i mean we have joked about it before but i was really not expecting this. it looks so big... not pornstar big but holy shit. I start doing my thing. I put my hand on his shaft and start stroking. I stuck out my tongue and begin to lick the tip. i look up at him. he looks so red it's adorable. his right hand pulling back his hair. his left on his mouth. I swirl my tongue along the slit and it's driving him crazy. His legs start to twitch a little and the pre cum is leaking out. I lick it up and i slowly take him in. I hear a moan coming from him and i keep going. I make sure to hide my bottom teeth with my tongue and my upper teeth with my lip.
"Omg... how..."he's panting now. I take more of him in. It's not as bad as i thought it was gonna be. here i was thinking i was gonna start choking but no i'm ok with it. taste wise, i mean what else am i gonna say it's weird but it's not disgusting. He's moaning more often now but he's trying to hide it. i won't bother him about it. besides i'm just here to help him. As i take more of him in i start to feel uncomfortable. so that's my limit huh. well i got a good amount in my mouth. i'll just have to use my hands. it's not that bad either. I mean it's a little weird taste wise but i expected that. I keep going when i started to notice his legs were shifting a little. is he uncomfortable? i look up to see him staring at me his eyes so intense. oh he wants his faster probably. I take him out of my mouth but i'm still stroking him. i needed a little breather. he groans in disappointment. "You want me to go faster?" i ask him. he looks away blushing and he nods. "Look at me." i say and he turns his gaze towards me. Filled with embarrassment and pleasure he reluctantly says "Yes..." I'm not a bad person I swear. but there was something about him being so submissive, which was unlike his whole personality. It made somethin in me click. I took my right hand off his dick and grabbed his face, forcing him to look at me. "Say it." i say roughly. He gives in saying "Please...go faster.. i need it... please.." he's panting. "Good boy." i say and immediately start sucking him off again this time even faster than before. "Omg... I... ah..." He's loving it. Wow i'm actually doing a pretty good job more than I thought anyway. I notice his legs are twitching more often and i can feel him start to pulsate in my mouth. In response i go faster, making sure to cover every bit of his shaft in my spit. I see him clench his fist on the couch and a hand on his mouth. "H-hey." he says taking his hand off of his mouth slowly. he looks.. scared? "w-wait i'm gonna... imma.." and there he goes. Know what? fuck it. I put my mouth on his tip and he came in my mouth. So salty it's weird.. and hot.. i look up and see him panting. his head leaned back on the couch. I watched his chest heave up and down. He looks back down at me and realizes what happened "Omg i'm so sorry i-i'll get you a-" before he could finish i rlly just thought fuck it and swallowed. I open my mouth back up and stuck out my tongue. "All done." i say as i lick my lips. He looks so shocked. I laughed a little. "Have you done that before..?" he asks. "Nope."
"Huh."
"I watched a lot of porn tho."
"that explains a lot."
"What don't judge me."
"Would u want water or.."
"I got it. Clean urself up and then u can leave ok?"
"yeah sure.."
I got up to get some water as he cleaned up. i look in a hallway mirror and fixed my hair up a bit before I headed back. I sat down next to him. He looks so embarrassed. I feel bad for him. I mean.. it looked like he was enjoying it but maybe it because of my bf..? I decide to ask him what's wrong.
"Are you ok?" I ask. he looks at me and proceeds to drag me back onto his lap. "Leave him." he says. he's dead ass serious. i'm shocked to say the least. "What?"
"Leave him. #%~<? i need more of you. I can't get enough of you. You make me feel so alive. i feel happier when i'm with you. #%~<? please i need you. I feel whole when I'm with you. I look into your eyes and I feel loved. Also you're really good at that." He laughs a little and so do i.
"Be with me. Please."
