Notes From The Dead Friend

Intro ( The plus chapter )

The sound of thunder boomed in my ears. I had no umbrella on and no car.
If it was to rain I was prepared to take it. My black dress would ensure my clothes don't go transparent.

As if I cared anything about how I looked!

My name is Gabriella Holler, Gabe in short. I am the typical unattractive, unnoticed picked upon student unenthusiastically pursuing my 7th year at Amberheads high. There is nothing much to know about me. Average grades and absolutely no talent sums up my life.

Hmm.. Wait...
I was into map reading during my lower years. Other than that, I am a typical neighborhood kid with no looks and zero social life.

"Mom!"
I called in as I entered my home. My mom ran in from the kitchen to take my rain drenched coat off.

Sharla Holler, aka my mom is the most beautiful woman in the entire world. She is a housewife looking after us 2 kids and loving us is the only thing she does from down to dusk.

" Gaby, Guess what is for dinner todaaayyy!"

Huh! Lets just agree that moms are so predictable..
Ofcourse she made cinnamon pancakes from the smell crowding my poor nostrils, but I wouldn't ruin the fun would I?

"No mom, no guesses today.. Why dont you tell me"

"Hmmm.. Lets see.. What is your favorite dinner Gaby?"

"Cinnamon pancakes?"

"Yess! Oh yess honey! Cinnamon pancakes for my lil'cinnamon!
Now wash and come down swiftly will you? And call your brother on your aay downstairs."

"Where is dad?"

"Working tonight Gabe. Did you forget? Today is a wednesday!"

"Uhh! Sorry I forgot.. I just keep forgetting things.. "

"Gaby honey.. You are taking the meds aren't you?"

"Uh huh."

"Mrs. Wally called in your next therapy session..."

"Mom I dont need therapy!"

"Gabe.. Just for a month honey... Till you get back on track.."

"I did not loose track mom!!... You are making me feel like a mad man.!! I dont need therapy nor the meds. I follow through to avoid anymore drama. Peace is what I would love now!!"

Oh boy.. I snapped again didn't I? I might have hurt her.

"Mom.."

"Its okay Gabriella.. I'll discuss with your father to stop the sessions. You were going through a trauma.. Your best friend...."

Ohh.. There it goes..

"Ok mom... You don't have to remind me."

"Gabe..."

Guess I'll leave now shall I? I mean yes I know my bestfriend committed suicide a month back but I dont think she needs to remind me of it every time I deny therapy sessions.

I took my back and started climbing the stairs slowly to my room

"I am not hungry mom.. I think I'll sleep."

"But the pancakes.."

" As I said... Ain't hungry"

I slammed my door shut.

Huh!!

This is my life now.

Medicines.

Therapy.

Disappointments.

And a lot of pain.

Why did you have to do it Violet?
Why did you leave me alone to cope by myself?

As my vision go blurry with the sleep and my meds kicking in, Violet's blonde hair and her brown eyes was all I could see.

Don't go Violet.
Dont go.