leaving. (part 1)

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⚠️some sexual talk
y/n pov

i can't believe it. she's actually leaving tomorrow. i already miss her and she's not even gone yet, just thinking about her leaving is making me tear up. it's 4am and billie is still sleeping. i didn't want to wake her up so i got up and tiptoed to the bathroom. as soon as i got in there my heart just dropped and the tears started flooding out. 6 months. i can't go 6 months without seeing the love of my life. i sat there until the sun came up and cried. i figured bil was going to wake up soon so i whipped my tears and went back into bed. i sat there looking at the ceiling then at bil. back and fourth. soon that spot is going to be filled with air.
"you like the view or sum?" billie said clicking me back into reality.
"no..i love it. just wish it didn't have to end." i said while frowning. she moved so that she was now straddling me and gave me a little peck on my forehead.
"hey, i'll be back sooner than you'll know it."she gave me a little smile than got up.
"where are you going?" she left the room with no answer. i stretched and soon after went to go find her. sure enough she was in the kitchen stuffing her face and strawberries.
"you want one?" she said. i nodded, she signaled for me to come closer and placed a strawberry in between her top and bottom teeth. i wrapped my arms around her neck and bit off just enough of the strawberry so our lips brushed each other's. god i love this woman.

we finished most of the strawberries and then we had to get ready for the day. i hopped in the shower first while listening to her "when we all fall asleep where do we go?" album. i couldn't keep it together anymore i was gonna miss her. "baby?" i turned around to see bil about to get in with me. i knew she knew i was crying, i wish she didn't though. she got in the shower with me and gave me a big hug. i whelped.
"hey it's okay. look at me." she tilted my head up with her finger and cupped my face.
"i'm here now. right? there's no need to cry. everything will be okay." she gave me a kiss on the head. we finished our shower and got dressed.

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"wow.." billie just stared at me with her jaw sitting on the floor. i walked towards her and kissed her. i liked her lip to ask for entrance. she allowed. she broke the kiss and said "jump". i did and she picked me up and laid me on the bed. i broke the kiss and pushed her away.
"babe, we have to go to your parents house." she sighed and gave me one last kiss. we got into the car and went to pull out of the driveway and she put her FUCKING HAND ON THE BACK OF MY SEAT. UGHHHH. imma BUST A nut.
                  ****time skip to parents house****

We arrived at maggie's house. When we got out of the car we balked hand in hand into the house. billie looked so cute when she was working.
              billie's pov:
I could see y/n staring at me. she's all i could concentrate on. i know finneas and my parents expect me to be listening but oh god i just wanted to fuck her. i put my hand on her knee and slowly moved it up to her inner thigh. grabbing onto it every couple of rubs.
"billie pay attention" y/n whispered into my ear. she knows what i want and more importantly she know i get what i want.
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647 words! part 2 is coming soon probably gonna write that tonight. how'd y'all like this part? drop sum suggestions in the comments. thank you bye loves 😘

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