october 25, 2020
it's raining here, and i remember cary grant.
jesus christ, i am in love again, with him.
i will write to him, listening to al bowlly songs...
oh jesus, i am so old-fashioned
i just want cary with me at this day
oh jesus, i am crying!
al bowlly's voice look so much with yours cary my love, and it reminds me of you.
oh cary, i love you!
when i listen midnight with stars and you, i cry, because you are so far away from me.
would be so lovely if you were with me, alone together listening this song.
oh, i am getting crazy!
i have feelings for you!
i imagine me kissing you for a long time, cary.
you know, your face is so lovely, your chin then, oh my god!
oh dear, i think you know, i am just a poor girl lost in time.
it's so hard to imagine that you lived in another era... so far away from me.
sadly you are dead and i just can have you in my dreams,
it would be so good i could touch you and you too...
oh dear, you makes my head go around with your gaze.
when i see you in motion picture, i don't stop look at your chin, it's so hypnotizing...
i love dreaming with you, but the worst part of the story is when i wake up... you know, you aren't there.
i just want you know it, i will always love you, forever, my dear love.
sincerely, lamarr.
