The boy who lost his feelings

Lost

I've never minded it," he went on. "Being lost, that is. I had always thought one could not truly be lost if one knew one's own heart. But I fear I may be lost without knowing yours.
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TRIGGER WARNING
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Draco woke by his alarm not realizing what he did last night, he had bruises and cuts all over his forearms because he was 𝕃𝕆𝕊𝕋 in his thoughts and abusive parents, he touched them and flinched with a depressive look...
———————————————————————————Narcissa:MALFOY IM NOT YOUR ALARM HURRY UP AND COME DOWN STAIRS WE HAVE VISITORS!
Draco:I'm coming mom!
Draco screamed as loud as he can but he's weakness took over him he could barely sit up on his bed and he knew exactly why he was sleeping late and waking up late then he changed into an elegant black suit and changed his expression to a fierce one, while he dragged himself down he noticed the long table full of death eaters..
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Draco in his mind:Why can t I live a normal life like Harry, he got his and why can't I just? Just because of that dark lord I wouldn't have to be here living this unfair life..
———————————————————————————Draco finished eating and went to the train, before he even got there everybody was staring at him as if came from another universe, he quickly sat down in front of pansy with a saddened look while observing outside. Seeing all the kids with their luggage's and parents with their happy smiles just made him have two expressions a happy one and a depressive wave hitting him..
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Without knowing he suddenly felt someone sit right next to them..
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Y/N:Hello I'm Y/N!
Draco:What are you doing here?!
Y/N:Well you kinda looked a bit turned down...
Draco: who are you again?
Y/N:I'm Y/N Riddle- I mean Malfoy How bout you?
She said smiling nervously and when she does that she's either not comfortable or she's lying but Draco noticed..
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Draco:Well I never saw you here what year are you in?
Y/N:Year 3 and I was uh- home schooled yeah-
Again she said that smiling nervously..
Draco:Okey? What house are you in?
Y/N:Slytherin ofcourse.
Draco:Where are your parents?!
Y/N:I don't want to talk about them..
Y/N:You seem a bit bummed out would you like to come to my secret place later no one is around there only me!
Draco:Uh well you see I maybe cannot go cause of my parents-
Y/N:Fine let's go rn you're asking for it!
Y/N then started dragging Draco all the way to the entrance and passing everyone...that made him feel secured...
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Student #1: IS THAT DRACO WITH A GIRL?!
Student #2:YES LMAOAHHAHHAH
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Draco and you arrived to the place but you were still holding his hand and that made him happy and safe..
Draco:Woah!
Then Draco started wondering off and you didn't know where he went since the place full of different types of flowers surrounding you, you couldn't see him anymore but then saw a black figure standing in the corner and you started to panic..
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Y/N:DRACO?! WHERE ARE YOU?!
You started running and seeing behind at the same time and noticed the figure disappeared and you bumped into someone and they were wearing black and you screamed and started to have a break down while crying and curling into a ball not noticing it was draco all along.
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???:You're Okay don't worry!
You opened your eyes but barely could see since you still had tears in your eyes which mad it blurry to see..until you saw Draco.
Y/N:DRACO WHERE WERE YOU?! WHY DID YOU GO FAR FROM ME!
Y/N them hugged Draco like her life depends on it which made Draco shook and then responded to the hug and you can hear his heart beat which made you feel a bit calmer and then Draco asked 'what happened?'
Y/N: T-Th-there w-was - a m-man in t-the c-orner!
Draco:It's alright darling come here...
Draco hugged you while you're a crying mess and he caressed your hair saying 'it's okey' on loop which surprisingly made you more calmer..
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Y/N:I'm sorry I'm just super emotional..
Draco:No it's fine I am sometimes too..
Y/N:Can we be best friends or something I need someone in my life cause I have no friends neither:/
Draco:Ofcourse!
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THE END OF PART ONE!☺️Hope you liked it also follow my tiktok @simpingfor_.draco 😁love YALL and stay positive ☺️ the beginning credits to: @lovelyarmy-