Broken

Lost and out my depth

Thanks to all people who have read this already. I never expected anyone to read this so I'm shocked. Anyways, enjoy whatever this chapter is.

Aimie's POV:

*This is a few minutes after previous chapter*

I am sat on the sofa crying into Mils, when my phone starts to ring. I jump to my feet, wiping the tears from my eyes, looking for my phone. I find my phone (well Millie gives it to me). I pick up, hoping with all my heart it's Gen.

"Hello?" I breathe down the phone.

"Aimie. Are you ok? What happened?" I don't know how Gribby knows what happened. And I really don't want to talk about it. If I wanted to talk about it, I would talk about it with Millie, I guess. She's here. I end the call and throw my phone onto the sofa. I know it's over with Genesis, but I can't help hoping that ever pair of feet I hear walking past is Gene coming back. Each text or phone call is her calling to apologise. I realise that I don't think I'll ever be over Gen.

"Hey, Aimie. If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. But, what actually happened?" I don't want to talk about it so I run up to Me and Gen's room. I get up there and and start sobbing even louder as I realise it my room now. Gen isn't coming back. I know Millie will just follow me up, but I just want to be alone and drown in my own tears.

To my surprise, Millie doesn't follow me. She comes in about an hour later with my favourite brand tea. I never realised how well Millie knew me. The tea was perfect, until I start crying again because Millie did what Gen would have done. If I was upset, Gen would do me a cup of my favourite brand tea, and come and sit with me. "I'm so sorry Mills. It's just. Gen was my world and I don't think I can cope without her."

"Hey, me and the girls are here for you forever. We won't ever leave you. We will support you through everything. You hear me?" I nod. Though I don't feel up to telling the girls what happened. It was best to keep Millie happy.

*Time skip of one week*

Still Aimie's POV:

I am in my room still. I don't think I've ever felt more alone. I can't remember the last time I left my room. I think it was the first day there was no Gen. Nobody has been over, apart from Millie who brings the very little food I am eating. Or say I'm eating. I started thinking I'm not good enough. I'm too fat, that's why Gen left me. I'm trying to be skinnier, maybe then Gen will want me back? No food is easy to do. I never feel like eating anyway. I hear my phone ping. I jump up, still hoping even though I know it won't be her. I read the text:

Come to the show tonight? Mills xx

I had completely forgotten about Six! I text back:

Ok, but I'm not performing, I'll be there for moral support back stage. Aimie xx

I slowly start to get ready. I choose to wear black jeans, a pink sports top and a oversize black hoodie. I head to the Arts, getting there at about 5:30 pm

I arrive in silence. All the girls look at me, take a moment and then come rushing in for a hug, which I give them half-heartedly. I don't feel like hugs, I've only come here today because I feel bad that I just abandoned them.

Millie's POV:

I didn't realise how thin Aimie had got. Even through her thick hoodie I can feel and count all of her ribs. I need to do something, she can't just waste away. I'm glad I invited her today. She needs to talk with more people, it doesn't do her any good just sitting and crying in her room. I need to speak with her. I pull her aside while the girls are warming up. I told the girls I would stay with Aimie today, incase anything happened.

"Aimie, have you told the girls what happened?" She needs to tell them at some point. She shakes her head. She also doesn't seem to speak anymore. It's like Genesis took away her confidence, her voice, her opinion when she left. "You need to tell them you know." She nods again, then points at me. "Aimie, I can't tell them for you. Because you haven't told me what happened."

There you go. Another chapter done. Next chapter will have other characters beside Aimie and Millie. Enjoy the cliff-hanger.

@Sorrynotsorry29 Grace Mouat will be here next chapter.