Cruel World (Steve Rogers-Captain America)

Prologue

The world around me felt like my own personal hell. Every inch of my body ached. Blood on all the clothes I had left. Laying on the cold concrete floor was better than laying on my metal bed in the corner of my cell.

HYDRA has owned me since I was 18. My ex-boyfriend sold me to HYDRA once he found out I was going to leave him because I was going to leave him to go to my soul mate.

Everyone in the world has a name marked on their body that says their soulmates name. Its normally under the left collar bone. Mine just happens to be the worlds most famous super soldier, Captain America.

When I was in my teens I didnt think it was possible because captain America had died about 70 years ago, But who else has the name Steven Grant Rogers. When I was 18, I lived in New York going to New York University with my boyfriend at the time, Jake. He was an amazing guy to me in every way. He had found his soulmate, but she had apparently been psycho. I had never met her, but she always had texted him when we were together.

Jake was the one to sell me to HYDRA and is now one of their best scientists. He has been the one to do most of the experiments on me probably to make me suffer because I was going to leave him. Plus HYDRA wanted Captain Americas soulmate. So they could have leverage over him if it ever came down to it.

Steve had been found in the ice and had woken when I was in New York. I had decided a couple weeks after he had woken up, I would go see if I was his soulmate or if I was just looking in the wrong places. I tried to talk to Jake to let him down easy so there wouldnt be any heartbreak, but he had kidnapped me that night and took me to HYDRA. Forever leaving my old life behind and became a prisoner.

They had experimented on me, tortured me, and almost killed me more times than I can count. They had done something to me during a couple of the experiments that made me have powers now. I know it has something to do with the elements, but Ive never been given the chance to fully use them.

They had done the cruelest things to me in my time here. Scars littered my body. Jake had scared more than just my body. He always yells at me and kills me with his words.

The only I have wished for in my time being here is that I wished I had at least met Steve. All I wanted to know is if he was truly my soulmate. I just wanted to see if he had my name marked on his body. But HYDRA had taken everything from me. My best friend had been killed because she tried to go to the cops when I went missing. My parents had died when I was fairly young, so my grandparents took care of me and my older brother. HYDRA killed both of them. All I knew about my brother is that he had been working for SHIELD but now he works for the avengers.

The day that Captain America took down HYDRA and SHIELD was the worst day of my life. Jake had been so angry at me that day, he almost put me in a coma.

But that was my life now. Being tortured every day until I die. I had hoped that the end would come soon because I was tired of the pain. But I still had that hope to see him before I died.