▪︎《MY PURPOSE 》▪︎

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“ I don’t want to..” , she said once again..

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“ Sarangah… Please eat something.. Even if it’s that much.. You need to put food in your system, otherwise..”, she was cut off once again..

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“ Otherwise what?”, she answered fiercily startling her mom..

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“ I’m dying anyways..”

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" Sarangah.. Sweetie please don’t say that.. The doctor said…”

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”  I want to go out..” , Sarang said looking into her eyes..

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“What..? “

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“ I want to go out.. “ , she repeated her words one by one..

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“ But honey the doctor said…”

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“ I don’t care what the doctor said mom! “ , she said as tears threatened to escape from her eyes..

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“ Sarangah..”

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“ I can’t stay in here any longer! I only have some time left.. Why should I spend it being locked in between four walls? “ , she continued as her mother was faithfully listening to her..

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“ Mom please.. I want to go out.. I- I want to feel the fresh air on my face.. I want to see the world outside of my window.. Please.. “ , she said and awaited for her mother’s response..

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“ Okay.. Okay you can go out.. But I’m coming with you! “ , she told her daughter lighting up her face as if she was a little child who just convinced her mom to buy her the ice cream she yearned for..

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Sometime after Sarang was fully dressed, ready to step out of her fortress for the very first time after she found out about her ilness..

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Brain cancer..

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Brain cancer was what she had..

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They found it in a very late state, so there was nothing they could do..

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“ You can’t have a surgery.. It won’t work..” , she still remembers the doctor’s words as if he was telling all over again at that very moment..