"Uh! I cant even talk to you." " All you guys ever do is criticize me, provoke me non-stop, and try to paint me out to be crazy." I cant contain my anger anymore. I'm livid and tired of my family. Whatever I say next, it is what it is. "I have been the good daughter my whole life. The one time I take control of my life and start making decisions for myself, I am lost?" Why are they staring at me like I'm talking about something out of the ordinary? "I've put up with the bullshit, time and time again. I'M DONE!" As I walk out of the living room, I can feel my family members eyes on me. The pupils of my enemy scorned brands their hate into the back of my head. This can't be it. this can't be the life I am intended to live. I have to go, somewhere, anywhere, just out of here. I grab my bag and jacket and head out the door.
On my way out, I text my best-friend to meet me at our favorite spot so that we can talk. I just really needed to vent to someone, anyone.
I grab my headphones out of my bag and plug them into my phone. I open Spotify and type in SZA's name, click on her profile, and then I hit shuffle.
"All that I know is...mirrors inside me... they recognize youuuu... Please don't deny meeeee yeah... Hit Different... Hit Different..."
I am so deep in SZA world, but I can still feel the eyes of the strangers around me staring at me as I give my one time performance on the side of the street. A mile deep in SZA world, I feel a tap on my shoulder. My reflexes say to use my quirk, but my mind says it may be best-friend. So I turn around to see who it is. This girl is really standing behind me like she's getting ready to rob me. "Girl you scared me. I thought you were a creep tryna come for me." "Like I wanna rob your broke ass." "Yes we get it, Ms. I got a couple a bags from different jobs" " Whatever" "Wheteaver" We continued to mock each other until we both decided we looked stupid.
"Girl what went down this time? Spill the tea." Best-friend is in tea spilling mode. She picked a bench, she has her snacks, and she is giving me her undivided attention. So you know I had to put her on. "Okay so basically I decided that it was time for me to start making decisions for myself. This included moving out of the house. My mom got mad at me and as per usual, my dad didn't care." I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes. "Of course my mom is talking a lot of negativity into my plans and I just couldn't contain my anger. So I lashed out at her." I sigh a sigh of relief after venting my side of the story. My best-friend looks at me with a look of concern. "Girl you need to move out, leave. This is a toxic environment for you, you can't stay there." " I know, its always one arguments after the other. There is always guilt trips and my mom gas lights me every time." "So what are you going to do Y/n?" "I'm planning to move to Japan." "Girl I said move out, not across the world." "I just wanna get as far away from this hell I am currently in." My best-friend sighs, "Okay girl, whatever you do, I support you."
As we head to the movies together I begin to think about all that I am going to miss when I leave. It was fun while it lasted.
After clearing my head with best-friend for a while, I decide to head home. As I open the door I am greeted by the cold air of parental disappointment. I head to my room immediately and start to create the game plan. I open my phone and begin to type into notes the moving out plan.
After typing out the list, I decided to sort through the clothes in my closet. I place a garbage pile, sell pile, and donate pile on the floor. After sorting through everything, I set up my phone and tripod. I put on the items in the sell pile and start to take pictures of each one. After modeling in front of my Iphone for an hour, I begin to edit the photos. After an intense editing session, I open up Depop and post all the items I planned to sell. Doing all of this work made me tired, plus it was late, so I'm going to bed.
I wake up the next day to be greeted by a load of messages from Depop. I have a lot of orders to process. I head out to the post office to grab some boxes and then I hit up dollar tree to get some fancy packaging items for less. After grabbing everything I need and some food I head home to start the packaging process. First, I inhale the almost family size taco bell order I ordered and then I went straight to work. It took forever, but I finished every single one. Now it was time to mail each item. I have never spent so much money on shipping, but it was all worth it.
For the next two weeks Y/n gets ready to move to Japan. She sets up everything and spends a lot of money. Man that girl was crying her eyes out when she saw that she had broke the bank so many times.
Finally its moving day. My bags are packed, the guys coming to pick up my boxes for shipment are on the way. "Uh I'm so excited!" I say as I fall on my sheet less bed. My flight is at 5 pm so I have so much free time. I decided to make myself some food and watch some k-dramas. As I'm in the middle of finding out which guy the female lead will choose I hear a knock at the door. It's the guys that are going to ship my stuff.
When they are done hauling everything and leave, the time is 3 pm. I grab my bag, my coat, my suitcase, my phone, and head out the door. As I'm heading out the door I can feel my family's eyes burn into my back, but I can also feel the refreshing breeze of freedom blow across my face. That was the last time I'll let them have control of me. "Bye." I shut the door and headed down the stairs towards my Uber.
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Fatgum x Reader
RomanceY/n has no idea where she is going, all she knows is that she wants to get away from her toxic family. She wastes no time and takes a flight from the U.S. to Japan. After getting situated, she is given her hero office assignment papers. Little did...
